I disappeared for awhile
So if you don’t recognize my name that’s why
Coming and going is sort of my style
(sigh)
If you can’t remember me you once called me deep
I’m basically your mini me, who refuses to go down without a fight
Aka internet creep (kidding)
Poetry is what I like to write
All this time I hope you didn’t have a strange hunch
I see another moon
Then there goes another month
I hope I’ll be able to put words on paper to you soon
You probably think that I fell off the face of the earth
I’m not done existing yet!
Two days we both hate but everyone else loves is the date of our birth
I hate pity so, over me don’t fret
I realize that even gut girl,
Doesn’t have real magic
And can’t save me from my world
I’m slowly breaking free of the chains that have had me trapped, full of rage I have had it
On my team
It’s just you and me
That’s not entirely true to this whole befuddling scheme
I’m not the only one with a forever scraped knee
Will I write back to you before I get old and grey?
For some reason I’m scared
Then before I know it there goes another day
Should I even care?
Writing I have forgotten how
Where is my “brave” voice?
Maybe you could understand this, Meow!
I’m starting to think that braveness is a crazy choice
I haven’t written to you in so long
Will writing to you be my fate?
Too good to be true, someday I bet you’ll be gone
I remind you of your younger self so at least you can strongly relate
For now I don’t think I’m brave enough
To reach you again
My feelings seem to be in cuffs
But even though I haven’t talked to you, I hope that we’re still good friends
You were my fog horn
While my strength was dwindled
Kept me from getting more torn
No more will I get swindled
You understand the weird problems with anxiety
And all of the faking
Sorry you saw me,
When I was breaking
I don’t like rooms with big unspoken elephants
After all there might be a goodish brain in my head
To win the war of hurtful words I must be more intelligent
Moons ago this is what should have been said!