๐๐ฆ๐บ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ด ๐บ,
๐๐ฐ ๐'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ถ๐ฃ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ช๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด๐ช๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต. ๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ค๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ข๐บ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ. ๐๐ต ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐จ๐ถ๐บ๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ช๐ต. ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต.
๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ ๐๐ช๐ข๐ณ๐บ, ๐๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ, ๐'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ข๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด. ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ถ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ด ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ๐ง๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ช๐ฃ๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ต ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ด ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐๐ต'๐ด ๐ข๐ด ๐ช๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ช๐ค๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ข๐ช๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ข๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ด๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ. ๐ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ช๐ง๐ต ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ช๐ข ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐น๐ต, ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จโ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฎ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ. ๐ธ๐๐๐๐ ๐ณ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐บ
โ๐ ๐ ๐บ๐ฝ๐ ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ , ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐๐บ๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐ป๐๐๐ฝ๐ ๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐๐๐ .
๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐ด ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐ค๐๐ก๐ฉ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ก ๐ ๐ฉ๐โ๐ ๐๐๐. ๐๐ข๐๐-๐ฉ๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ค๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ก๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐ , ๐ก๐ฉ๐๐ข๐๐ฉ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ก๐ฉ ๐ ๐๐๐ค ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐, ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ป๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฉ ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ด ๐ฉ๐๐๐โ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ก, ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
โA lady and her quill, Courage Worn in Scarlet and Green
"All I am is literature and I am not willing or able to be anything else"
โFranz Kafka
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Hey ๐ธหหโ, so lately I've been thinking of ways to romanticize my college experience and decluttering and re-organizing my digital space with Notion has been helping with this.
What is your favorite kind of aesthetic for Notion.
"See! The winter is past; the rains are over and gone. Flowers appear on the earth; the season of singing has come, the cooing of doves is heard in our land. The fig tree forms its early fruit; the blossoming vines spread their fragrance."
โSong of Solomon 2:11-13 (NIV)
I swear I don't lack skills to communicate, I'm simply too tired to engage..
โDonna Tartt, The Secret History
Today, I encountered a little black girl who looked frail and seemed timid, and it nearly brought me to tears. There was something in her eyes, a glint of quiet pain, of low self-esteem. She seemed afraid to speak, to take up space, to simply exist in the fullness of who she is. And in that moment, my mind instantly went to my younger sister. And of course, to my younger self. I see so much of myself in my little sister. I love her with everything in me, and I would do whatever it takes to shield her from the cruelty of the worldโfrom my father's rage, from societyโs judgment, from the harshness I was never protected from. I couldnโt save my younger self from all the things that broke me. The things that silenced me, made me shrink, made me feel like I wasnโt enough. So when I see little girls like thatโlike herโI feel this deep, aching need to protect them. I glanced at her multiple times today, and she mightโve thought I was judging her. I wish I couldโve told her I wasnโt. That I cared. That in a world where others might overlook her or treat her like sheโs invisible, I see her. I would be there for her. But I couldnโt say it. Because that would've scared her off. I hope I see her again. Sometimes, I wish I wasnโt this sensitive. I wish I could just numb myself just a little, so I wouldnโt have to feel so deeply all the time. But here I am, writing this with tears in my eyes. Empathy is starting to feel like a curse to me.
โA lady and Her Quill, Journal of wandering thoughts.
โ Albert Camus
"People. People. Endless noise. And I am so tired. And I would like to sleep under trees; red ones, blue ones, swirling passionate ones"
โย Alfred Stieglitz,ย My Faraway One: Selected Letters of Georgia O'Keeffe and Alfred Stieglitz
โJoan of Arc
Time is like grains of sand slipping through our fingers โ the one thing in life we cannot bargain with; each lost moment gone forever. Yet I alone wander its hidden paths, reclaiming what others surrender.
โA lady and her quill, The Almanac of a Lost Time Traveler.
"Her heart was made of liquid sunsets". โญโ โ โญ -Virginia Woolf
'It was in my temperament to avoid crowds and fervently attach myself to just one or two people.'
~Mary Shelley
"I've decided that my goal in life is no longer love. I choose myself. That way I won't be disappointed."
~Anne with an e
'YOU DON'T WANT TO DIE,
YOU WANT TO KILL THE THINGS INSIDE.'
hi my fellow academics, iโm writing a dark academia love story and iโm between two tropes: friends to lovers (lesbians) or enemies to lovers (heterosexual)
na bc this
Shameless and callous I love you.
Out of indifference I love you.
โMusic was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness.โ
โ Maya Angelou
even when the flame expires and the roses wilt, I will still love you: for death is only the beginning of new life
cashmere and forgotten love letters
pistachio academia
request of @jolivers-wonder ๐