Yeah death note yuri
self portrait but it’s me if i met the four horsemen of my brain (the fictional men i find attractive)
i am: 1) a lesbian, 2) insane, 3) cringe yet free
if you spot the pattern uh hhhhhhh
Lawliet had already accepted that his life was in the hands of Kira long before he met the man.
A hard pill to swallow, perhaps, but it was some kind of karma he supposed; after all, how many times had a criminal's life been in his hands?
But why did it have to be Light? - No, that was a stupid question. It had always been Light, Lawliet knew it from the start.
Light was Kira, Light will always be Kira.
And Kira as a concept is wrong. No human - because regardless of what Light believed, that's all he was, human - should dictate who lives and dies. Justice had never been that simple.
Lawliet knew this. He’d spent countless nights staring at Light as he slept, praying that the curtain of purposeful ignorance would rise and he could see the man for who he truly was.
Begging whatever real god there was to cure him; to take this diabolical human and force Lawliet to see him as anything less than an equal.
But then Light would wake up- glowing amber eyes would snap open and bore into his, and Lawliet seemed to forget that he was handcuffed to Kira.
He wished he knew how Light had managed to escape from himself- how he’d managed to forget the thousands of lives he’d taken, and Lawliet hated himself for being grateful for it; because if the culprit had no memory of the crime, had it even happened in the first place?
Well… yes. But he could pretend.
He could pretend that Light was Detective Yagami’s son, a student at To-Oh and the only person who’d ever matched his wits… It wasn’t like he had to pretend the last part was true though.
He could pretend that, when he stared back, he didn’t see a glimpse of red.
Lawliet mourned his own death when the handcuffs were removed, and he mourned the death of Light Yagami. At least Light’s death had been quick, only a touch of the death note.
His own would have to wait, after all.
He’d already made preparations with Watari, or, more accurately, he’d said his goodbyes; because L Lawliet was the greatest detective in the world and he knew what was coming.
And once more as he stood on the roof, bells ringing in his ears, the rain sinking into his skin, he knew what was coming.
Because it was Kira’s eyes that looked back at him as they stood in the rain; he understood that now.
Was he even pretending anymore? Lawliet couldn’t tell. Maybe for the rest of the task force, but not for him.
He was grateful for that.
In front of the task force, Lawliet could pretend that his suspicions for Light were only that- suspicions- and not painful truth.
When Light pressed a towel to his wet hair, he could pretend that there was even an ounce of affection behind the action.
When he felt Light’s eyes on him as he explained his plan to test out the thirteen days rule, he could pretend that it was because the case was so damn close to being solved that he could taste it.
Even as Watari died on the other side of the screen, as all the data was erased from almost a year of non-stop work, a tiny part of Lawliet pretended that it was an accident. That he’d get another year to build back everything they’d lost, that he’d get another year with Light.
And then his heart stopped.
Even though Lawliet had long accepted that his inevitable death would be by Kira’s hands, it didn’t make the pain in his heart any less - whether that was from the heart attack he was suffering or not.
When Lawliet felt an arm around his neck and a cotton shirt in his fist, he could almost pretend that his last moments wouldn’t be staring up at his murderer but rather the only person he’d ever felt close to loving.
A brief thought crossed his eyes as he looked at Kira’s smile.
Light Yagami and Lawliet were made for eachother.
L and Kira were not.
As bells rang in his head - the same bells that would be rung at his funeral in a few days - Lawliet could almost pretend that there was regret in Kira’s eyes.
He hated that his life didn’t flash before him, like it was meant to. He could only see his eyes, whether they were amber or red.
You better not forget me, Light Yagami.
Also on Ao3 ~
https://archiveofourown.org/works/57380617
"Maybe in another universe I wouldn't be the detective chasing after you... Maybe in that universe I'm just a man searching for someone who is equal to me and challenges me in ways regular people and cases don't... Maybe in that universe we could be Friends...dare I say."
I have a headcannon that despite being pretty mature light still has moments where he actually acts his age and the people around are just surprised about it sometimes because they forget light at the start of the series is a teenager and at the end is a young adult.
Bros brain has yet to develop fully before he dies at 24 (which is on the border of being considered an actual adult "he's in between worlds" if you know what I mean)
How sad would y'all be if I made the suit that light wore to L's funeral the same suit he died in for my fanfiction?
Like some sort of grieving symbolism
Guys should I make a fanfiction about light because there's this little one shot that I read that really inspired me I'll link it in the comments once I find it again. But basically it was about how ryuk didn't want to tell light about one small thing and he didn't want to tell it to him not because he wanted to mess with light like he usually does but because not to put spoilers but it wouldn't have done light any good.
Basically my idea is to essentially explore that idea that the amount of time light has throughout his life changes multiple times based on how he is feeling and how he is mentally. Not just starting from the beginning of death Note but going all the way back to his childhood. I want to explore how his life as a police chief's son made him feel bored and that his life was monotonous but also how it affected his morals and how those morals got extrapolated to a major degree because of the corrupting nature of the death note. I also want to explore themes of loneliness and not being understood in the way that is so unique to him because he doesn't feel emotions like everyone else because at least what I've seen in the anime light doesn't seem like he has friends so I'm going to explore the friendship between him and L when he gets introduced obviously because in the same way that light is L's first friend is the same way L is lights first friend. Because the way I can understand their friendship is kind of like persona 5's main character and akechi goro because they have such a unique friendship that there are things only they can understand about each other that no one else can.
Also mind you I haven't watched death Note in years and this is my first time getting back into it. So if I do write this there may be some points that happened in Canon that I will forget. And I might explore the relationship between light and Misa because their relationship is very important to the plot because Misa doesn't love light she's obsessed with kira but light isn't kira and she very willingly lets herself be used by kira / light because even when light doesn't have his memory he still uses Misa and Misa lets it happen. Then I would also go into how light feels about misa's obsession because obviously he's using her that's plain and simple but he sees the necessity of having a girlfriend in the society they are in especially a girlfriend who is very highly regarded in that society. I want to explore how he feels like relationships aren't something he wants but he sees it as a necessity to get by.
Is this a good idea or no?
Also I don't know but I MIGHT make this a lawlight fanfiction. But it's not going to be in the way that it's going to be the primary focus of the fanfiction or making their personalities and beliefs change to suit the stereotypes that a lot of people put on to the relationship when writing fanfiction. The way I would go about their relationship would be kind of like how Misa and light mutually use each other but instead of obsession like misa has for light it would be a mutual understanding between l and light that they're both using each other but it's beneficial for both of them and that it's a two-way street rather than essentially a one-way Street like Misa and light.
Can someone recommend some good lawlight fanfiction that is recent and actually finished? I know "lawlight in 2025?!" Yes and the fanfictions I've tried to read aren't my taste it's like the author always doesn't have a good grasp on Lights character and makes him completely not himself and it makes reading impossible.
But if there is none I would love fanfiction recs from stuff like persona five (akeshu lots of angst please), our flag means death (anything where izzy is the center focus), stranger things (especially billy focused ones), descendants (Chad charming but don't recommend rebelpaisley I've literally read all their descendants works), or bunguo stray dogs (I like mori centric ones and I mean good ones not just ones that call him a p3d0. The ones where they actually explore his character and complexities)
Please make purple Light Yagami icons 😊
hello! my first request and im 29 days late 😭forgive me🧎🏻… as an apology enjoy these Light Yagami icons at ur request :3 i honestly just googled.. so i hope you like them !!! i’ll do my best to ACTUALLY be active.. i have nothing better to do anyways…
~ my edit╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
L flirting with Light be like:
I would go to sleep only to wake up next to you every morning❤️❤️✨✨🥳🥳💋💕💕🧚♀️🧚♀️🧚♀️❣️💝💝💝💝😇🥰🥰😍🤪🤪
here’s a picture of jeremy jordan that you haven’t seen before because i took it TONIGHT. because i saw him LIVE.
-light yagami
just pinterest lawlight pic redraw
А вот и долгожданная, для меня, первая встреча Лайта и Лихуа. Мне показалось очень забавным начать их знакомство... таким образом.
Статус “завершено” очень временно, я надеюсь, потому что я хочу придерживаться более хронологического порядка, а почти все мои зарисовки приходятся на подростковые года Лайта и Лихуа.
Но следующая глава у меня уже лежит в мыслях и обещает показать саму Лихуа, но уже старше, чем в первой главе.
Маленькое изображение к первой главе ;)
Лихуа Рэнделл- мой оригинальный персонаж, которая появлялась только в Ветвь вторая, к моему величайшему сожалению.
Ветвь вторая была написана весьма неожиданно для меня, ведь об этом развитии событий я думала весьма немного и нечасто. Я очень долго мучалась над описанием первой встречи Лайта и Лихуа, напряженно сверлила взглядом экран ноутбука, но ничего толком не складывалось. Всё ещё не складывается, на самом деле, но я надеюсь, что смогу с этим справиться. А Ветвь родилась импульсивно и поздно ночью, и вот я обнаруживаю себя в четыре утра в диалоге с подругой, которая редактирует мой выплеск.
Я действительно в восторге от сценария, в котором Лайт теряет Лихуа и это разбивает его. Если бы он потерял её на момент начала событий Тетради смерти, он бы это пережил гораздо легче, но на момент её смерти он был всего лишь подростком, у которого была лучшая подруга, единственный человек, который понимал его.
Я бесконечно готова говорить об их связи, об их дружбе, но этим было бы разумнее заниматься, когда я напишу что-то кроме этой печальной истории. Хотя всё равно очень хочется :)
pose by @starrysimsie
Just started watching deathnote w my roommate
Just started watching deathnote w my roommate
Get car seats for my kids first.
why tf is that your go-to response Near
Also yeah more Noelverse stuff in honor of it's 10 year anniversary hell yeah
the dynamic between Near and Light in the Noelverse is just so funny to me I'm sorry like-
(start of Noel)
Light: Fuck you Near!
Near: Fuck you Kira!
(end of Noel)
Light: You know what Near's not that bad
Near: hmm I actually kind of enjoy Light's company
(start of Resurrection)
Light: FUCK YOU NEAR
Near: why do I feel guilty about everything
(end of Resurrection)
Light: I'm glad we're getting along again :)
Near: if anything were to happen to Light I would kill anyone responsible and then myself
(start of Reunion)
Light: NATE GOD DAMNIT
Near: Light's upset because of me again this sucks :(
(end of Reunion)
Light: I can finally think of you as a friend
Near: I would willingly go to jail with you
crack AU where L gets fed up with the task force complaining about him being chained to Light, snaps, and just brings in Near with the explanation that the issue is clearly that L is too old and Light should be supervised by someone within his age range. Cut to Light being absolutely livid for being demoted to a babysitter and getting chained to said baby (he doesn't know that Near is actually 13 and not like... 6. this also means he feels utterly insulted by L by calling Near "someone within Light's age range"). Fast forward a bit and Light and Near are actually getting along, which results in Watari overhearing L muttering "it should have been me..." more than once, with a depressed expression.
Near holding the L, Light and Mello plushies
my silly ass is NOT passing math class
hehe L(f) on a shelf
got the little hat and scarf and knew what had to be done
death note sketches because I have no clue how to draw these creatures and it makes me mad help
Alright Death Note fandom I need some help
I remember reading a fanfiction about Light at Wammy’s House (along with Misa, etc) that started itself off as a theatre fanfiction, but started to delve into a murder mystery (with Light being a potential suspect and victim). What I remember the most from this was the tattoo of the Japanese letter for 4 on Light’s ankle. The victims of the murder mystery had the same tattoo, albeit in different places. Light mentions curses, and he spooks L a little when he gets desperate for something relatable. I also remember Light getting a bit depressed after the first murder, not taking care of himself and L having to drag him out of his room or whatever. Details are a little smudged, but Misa also takes them both shopping. There was also a production of Opedius Rex(?) and Light was gonna play Opedius.
If ANYONE knows where this thing is please let me know it’s been racking my brain for a while