Meditation - Blog Posts
Solving the paradox of time travel
Some shifters may shift from this reality to the future or past. And, there are people who have already returned to the past and continue to live until they reach the present.
Time essentially does not exist, and it is a kind of side effect that existence/consciousness experiences as it passes the frame to the next scene. And, in the case of a shared reality, each being/consciousness precisely emulates each other's avatars and personalities, creating an optical illusion as if they are interacting together. And although each being/consciousness appears to be in the same time zone and the same reality, in reality, the time zone is different and the realities are slightly different. These minor differences can be seen in the stories of people with different memories due to the Mandela effect.
So, going back to the beginning, if you were to experience another alternate reality and come back to this one, nothing would change. However, other consciousnesses/beings who share this common reality will continue to experience moving to the next time frame while you experience other alternate realities.
So, it is said that extraterrestrial races of 4th density or higher, who can freely change reality, freely choose their own time zone for a certain time range, such as 10 years, and then move on to the next 10-year range.
Think of this reality as a VR game, and think of time as a sort of selectable theme. It will be easier to understand if you think of it as a theme such as ancient, medieval, and modern times. And, imagine having your avatar accurately simulated and reflected in your own reality. Then, we can solve the problem of time travel.
Bashar: On Astral Projection
LADY LOTUS
For about 300 years, the Murakami Family was a part of Japanese royalty, with many of their descendants being raised to be kings, lords, and queens. Himiko was raised to be one of these nobles, and was given everything she ever asked for on a silver platter. When she turned 15, her narcissistic, abusive and self-righteous father decided he wanted to humble his family by living amongst the commoners, much to the dismay of everyone else. Given that Japan had been ruled by the rich 1% from the comfort of the flying city of New Tokyo and the poor had been left to decay in squalid conditions, the commoners saw an opportunity to release their rage on one of the former nobles. The family was constantly harassed by everyone, when all they wanted was to live a peaceful life. Eventually, Himiko’s mother succumbed to illness and died within a month, and she would’ve survived if they’d been living in their palace with the finest doctors. Then one fateful day, the commoners laid siege to their home, strung Himiko, her father, and her sister to the wall, and burned down their house. On that day, something inside of Himiko snapped, and she swore that no matter what, she’d get back at everyone, and burn down everything and everyone they love. She then killed her father, changed her identity, and joined a powerful Yakuza mob, gradually working her way up the ranks until she was the right hand assistant of the leader. She then poisoned and killed him by sprinkling a poisonous lotus flower in his food. Overtaking the crime family, she turned their headquarters into an underground network of assassins called "The Lotus Network", taking the name Lady Lotus. In a year, she was able to take over the entire criminal underworld of Japan, making herself one of the most powerful people in the country. Having established true order in her country, Himiko became a better leader than most of the politicians running Japan, so much so that she became a member of Japanese high society, though she had no desire to join New Tokyo's society, seeing it for the shallow garden of narcissism and apathy it truly is. She ran Japan better than anyone else, as she actually gave a shit about the people living under her. When she took control, she made the economy stable, provided free health care, and made sure everyone in Japan was happy and content. Unfortunately, she made things better through a lot of shed blood. Deciding that Earth would be a better place with her as its benevolent queen, Lady Lotus set her sights on the entire world. No matter the cost, she'll make the world a better place.
How to Meditate by Jack Kerouac
“-lights out- fall, hands a-clasped, into instantaneous ecstasy like a shot of heroin or morphine, the gland inside of my brain discharging the good glad fluid (Holy Fluid) as I hap-down and hold all my body parts down to a deadstop trance-Healing all my sicknesses-erasing all-not even the shred of a ‘I-hope-you’ or a Loony Balloon left in it, but the mind blank, serene, thoughtless. When a thought comes a-springing from afar with its held- forth figure of image, you spoof it out, you spuff it off, you fake it, and it fades, and thought never comes-and with joy you realize for the first time ‘thinking’s just like not thinking- So I don’t have to think any more’”
This poem displays Kerouac’s practices with Zen Buddhism and meditating.
what are some things i could script for an obx dr,,,,, i need ideas STAT !!!
shifting diary entry #14
4/27/25
࿔ this morning i woke up about and hour or two before my alarm was supposed to go off and when i went back to sleep at some point my dream began to be about shifting.
࿔ i was talking to my sister and she confessed to me that she was going to start shifting again ( she knows about shifting and after she shifted once a couple years ago she decided to not do it again )
࿔ i thought that i should probably give her some advice and thought to tell her things like you don’t need a method, you can use one of course but it’s not necessary. shifting isn’t physical, it’s mental. i talked to her about letting go, and that all shifting is is becoming aware of different circumstances, a different reality.
࿔ she confided in me on her views on shifting, which were probably just mine anyways.
࿔ then she just told me comforting and motivational words. told me she believed in me and that she knows i can do it too. ( which isn’t the first time someone in my dream told me this )
࿔ i’m not entirely sure what to make of this, but i wish i didn’t wake up in the middle of it probably was gonna be a another dream where i subconsciously tried to shift
04/21/25
shifting diary entry #13
if someone has any advice please share. i could really use it.
yes, this is my billionth post about this topic, but it keeps happening so what is a girl to do……..
i am always dreaming of shifting. dreams of me thinking i’ve shifted, dreams about my reality’s, dreams of my s/o….. and it’s honestly just getting to a point of frustration and pain. like i physically feel this just absolute gut wrenching pain bc of my longing to be somewhere else. i feel sick. no matter what i do it feels like some sick and twisted game my mind is playing.
even last night i had a dream about shifting and my s/o. from what i remember i was standing in a school gymnasium with a group of people. for reasons i don’t know/can’t remember, a panther of sorts was now there and someone was just having their villain monologue moment and i’m not really sure what they were on about. what i do know is i started to panic, i was told or just somehow knew that this creature would harm vampires….. so i went searching the room for my s/o to get him out of there. i remember feeling so scared, even more so when i found him in the crowd. i told him that we needed to go, now. i basically started dragging him out of there. at a certain point he just picked me up and started saying to me “ it’s okay, it’s okay my love, it’s nice to be chosen. ” ( crying and throwing up btw ) and it was just such a vivid dream, his voice in my ear and him brushing the tears off my face….. then a thought popped into my mind as he carried me out of there, what if i shifted rn, in this moment ? i remember feeling a bit frightened but it just washed away bc he was just comforting me….. and my hands were in his hair and he was whispering and the next thing i knew i was just in another dream sequence and i just thought to myself that i almost shifted and i told my sister this in the dream???? SICK AND TWISTED EVERYBODY………..
and pretty soon after that i woke up and tbh i just started crying and it was so strange honestly and i couldn’t stop thinking that despite the fact the he was the one in danger he was consoling me :/
i just don’t know anymore, i don’t know what this means, i just don’t want to feel like this anymore. so if anyone has advice please share bc i don’t really talk to anyone about shifting other than my sister and she’s not a shifter…………… so she just kinda sits and stares at me while i talk.
had a dream ab a reality idek if i’ll actually shift to and i’m not even consuming content ab it……… hmmmmmm………….
i kinda want to have a harry potter reality but i’ve only ever read the first book and watched the first movie….. like idek where to begin?
𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐰 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 ( 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐟 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨 ) . . .᯽
𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 . . . ᯽
🌱 name: emma aurora cresswell 🥕 nicknames: rori + rora 🍎 age: 21 🫐 in the middle of med school, struggling to keep up with my peers and to pay my bills, i get a letter informing me that due to the passing of a ( really ) distant relative, i’ve inherited a farm in some place called ‘ stardew valley ’. . . 🐑 seeming like a scam, i throw it out. but the letters keep coming and coming. curiosity got the best of me and i looked up the town and decided to take a bus to see this place . . . 🌾 sure enough, i’ve inherited a farm from someone i didn’t even know existed. fed up, and with lots and lots of convincing i decide to pack everything up and try to start fresh at stardew valley. but tending to a farm isn’t an easy task. especially not with secrets in a new town and skeptical neighbors . . .
𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 + 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐬 . . .᯽
🚜 farming: ⊖ ⬤ ⬤ 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 ⊕ . . .
🥖 cooking: ⊖ ⬤ ⬤ ⬤ ⬤ ⬤ 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 ⊕ . . .
⛏️ mining: ⊖ 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 ⊕ . . .
🌿 foraging: ⊖ ⬤ ⬤ ⬤ 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 ⊕ . . .
💊 medicine: ⊖ ⬤ ⬤ ⬤ ⬤ ⬤ ⬤ ⬤ 〇 〇 〇 ⊕ . . .
🎣 fishing: ⊖ 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 ⊕ . . .
💰 wealth: ⊖ ⬤ ⬤ 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 ⊕ . . .
🗡️ combat: ⊖ ⬤ ⬤ 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 〇 ⊕ . . .
me in my vampire diaries reality ᓚᘏᗢ ₊ ⊹
choose a song that corresponds with a dr for each letter of your username
this is so fun, i always think of new songs to fit into my drs ! all the songs are just going to be for my vampire diaries reality because even though i technically have a billion drs i haven't really paid any attention to them...
fade into you - mazzy star
You live your life, you go in shadows You'll come apart and you'll go blind Some kind of night into your darkness Colors your eyes with what's not there... Fade into you Strange you never knew...
realms - sarah kinsely
Somewhere deep in the universe All the good things have aligned... Making my way Through the night And through the day Right to the edge At the end of time What if this realm is all where you're mine ? What if this is it for you and I ? What if this world is the only world where we collide ?...
understand - keshi
Maybe we can try it if you let me Take you by the hand You're the only one who understands... I'll admit that I'm scared 'Cause I've never really cared as much as this It's worth the risk...
in the woods somewhere - hozier
When I awoke The moon still hung The night so black that the darkness hummed... I raised myself My legs were weak I prayed my mind be good to me... I clutched my life And wished it kept My dearest love, I'm not done yet... How many years I know I'll bear I found something in the woods somewhere...
tactics ( recorded at electric lady studios ) - japanese breakfast
Tried, tried to recall Memories of peaches, the sun on my neck... A love that has to Move a great distance from you Cross a sea, keep you from me...
spring into summer - lizzy mcalpine
Somebody finds me in the state I am Love you like I mean it when I know I can't... Somebody finds me in the shallow end Love you like I mean it just because I can... Taking a picture of all the people close to us Head below the surface, almost never certain of the truth... You're always gonna be someone that I want We have too many years between us If I could jump into the past, I'd only change one thing I'd never hurt you first, I'd never let you leave And now I'm here forever, runnin' back to you...
waiting room - phoebe bridgers
And when broken bodies are washed ashore Who am I to ask for more, more, more ?... She'll be the best you ever had if you let her... I know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better...
requiem - keshi
The sun and the moon they just won't stop for you Dancing around like nothing changed... Oh, it's not the same, I miss you everyday Still some things I wish I told you Could you stay ? Why'd you go away ? Hope that we can do it over...
landslide - fleetwood mac
Climbed a mountain and I turned around And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills 'Til the landslide brought me down... Can the child within my heart rise above ? Can I sail through the changin' ocean tides ? Can I handle the seasons of my life ?...
tags - @vshiftsss @benniefranky @camilla-mikaelson @chloesreality @avendjarin @lovelylambb @ni4lovesu @yemiyuui @luxsdelirium
username song title game!
Choose a song title for each letter of your username and tag the same number of people!
i got tagged by @junoshifts on this post, and i decided to do this a little differently because i have a massive username. every song corresponds to a dr of mine, with a lyric that stuck out to me!
d - dirt - léon
avengers / pjo dr -> somebody once told me, “you can’t stay in the past. why are you going backwards?”
a - arsonists lullaby by hozier
crescent city / acotar drs -> all you have is your fire, and the place you need to reach. don’t you ever tame your demon, but always keep them on a leash.
w - whats wrong by half alive
acotar / lotr / vox drs -> looking through a haze, i’m basing everything around me on traces. the criminal i’ve been chasing is wearing my shoes.
n - new person, same old mistakes - tame impala
acotar / lotr / vox drs -> maybe your story aint so different from the rest, and i know it seems wrong to accept but you’ve got your demons and she’s got her regrets.
s - starwalking by lil nas x
xmen / fantastic four dr -> don’t ever say its over if i’m breathing, racing to the moonlight and i’m speeding. i’m heading to the stars, ready to go far.
d - daydreamer by young the giant
lotr dr -> you wake up someday and you realize that you were dreaming of the life you forget.
r - rhiannon by fleetwood mac
acotar / cc / quicksilver dr -> dreams unwind, love’s a state of mind.
e - ends of the earth by lord huron
crescent city / acotar drs -> out theres a world that calls for me, heading out into the unknown.
a - ancient dreams in a modern land - marina
avengers / pjo dr -> we could bear witness to the rise and the fall. ancient dreams in a modern land, i’m trying to get back as fast as i can.
m - magnified - island police
lotr dr -> i feel so far from home, the only thing i know is that i got lost and i got questions why.
w - when the night is over - lord huron
acotar / cc / quicksilver dr -> theres an emerald in the sky. i hear the rivers say your name, by the stars above i know we were in love.
o - open season by high highs
balders gate / critical role dr -> get on your knees in the fire, you can leave it all in your mind.
r - remain nameless by fotm
quicksilver dr -> i wish to remain nameless, and live without shame, because whats in a name. i still remain the same, you can call me anything you want.
l - love will get you there by inhaler
pjoverse dr -> i couldn’t reach it, too busy waiting on a moment. i tried so hard to forget you could only be a silhouette.
d - die hard by kendrick lamar
moc! cody dr -> we all got enough to lie about, my truth too complicated to hide now. can i open up? is it safe or not?
i had at least three dreams i shifted last night
shifting diary entry #12
as per usual i’m asking things like “ why do i keep dreaming about shifting ” or “ why do reality checks fail me sometimes ” feel free to analyze this for me because i have no idea…
the first that i can remember… i don’t know if i unconsciously tried to shift in a dream and then believed that i shifted or what, but i do remember waking up in a bed with purple sheets and thinking that i shifted because of them ( i don’t have purple sheets here ) and i remember thinking to myself that even though this one thing changed im sure i shifted, but i was in a completely different room yet under the impression this was my room here just with purple sheets.
and here’s the craziest part, i did reality checks and they failed… i looked at my hand and counted my fingers and all ten were normally there. this isn’t the first time it had happened either, reality checks have failed me multiple times before. now, some people might think that it’s possible that i actually shifted but i know for certain it was just a dream.
after counting my fingers i started freaking out and thinking to myself that i actually did it and pinched myself just to be sure and i “ felt ” it. but i also remember thinking to myself that things didn’t feel as real as i thought they would. i mean it’s just another reality right ? i remember thinking that maybe people were lying or something because this doesn’t feel as real as life here. i thought maybe i just needed to be grounded more but as time passed the weird hazy sensations of dreams stayed.
for some context my sister was sleeping in my bed with me and when i woke up in my dream she was there too and im pretty sure i told her that i shifted. but eventually she just kinda disappeared from the dream and i started thinking to myself that i can’t stay long bc i need to tell her that i shifted… which also has happened to me before.
the dream ended up turning into one where i was around people in my intended reality and this is where it gets really fuzzy and i’m having a hard time recalling what went down, but im not sure it’s important anyways. but i do remember that this dream was long as hell.
the next one i really can’t remember at all but i do know it happened bc i vaguely recall trying to shift in a dream and then it “ worked ”. but i think the dream was really short and i woke up really confused with what i just dreamt about and why, why do i keep dreaming about shifting ?
the last one is also confusing. i remember there was a person in the dream i was talking to about shifting and trying to figure out why i haven’t shifted yet, but she gave me awful advice lol. things that would just make things more complicated than they needed to be. i also wasn’t even telling her things that were true, things that weren’t correct about where i was shifting to and where i was gonna wake up? the dream turned really weird and had like 1578 sub plots going on but this girl seemed determined to help me, im not sure if she did though.
also, two days ago i took a nap and ended up in a lucid dream and then tried to shifting in it like a billion times…
emma ⭑.ᐟ
i. about ꩜
𖥔 20 𖥔 she/her 𖥔 artist 𖥔 writer 𖥔 shifter 𖥔
it's about time i made something like this, ( but i've been putting it off... ).
this is my shifting blog, but really i'll talk about anything spiritual, or just my life. i've been in the shifting community since mayybbbee 2021 ? i gen have no idea when i found out, i just remember freaking out immediately
ii. realities ꩜
i'll prob make a more in depth master list for my dr's when i make more posts about them, but i basically insert myself into everything i even slightly consume, so i don't even think this is a definite list...
𖥔 main realities:
୨୧ waiting room, the vampire diaries
𖥔 back-burner realities:
୨୧ hxh, stardew valley, college dr, jujutsu kaisen, apocalypse, small town/gilmore girls, haikyuu !, genshin, study dr, txt, mha, le sserafim, kamisama kiss, aot, doctor dr, gravity falls, monster high, inheritance games, multiple fame drs, ever after high, royalty dr, drs for stories i've written / story ideas, obx, baldurs gate, streamer dr, marine biologist dr, kpop survival show, the cruel prince . . .
iii. tags ꩜
𖥔 emma’s shifting diary
𖥔 emma’s vampire diaries dr
𖥔 emma's stardew valley dr
𖥔 emma’s pick a card
𖥔 emma’s card of the day
────୨ৎ──── 02/23/25
shifting tarot card of the day
⟢ ten of cups upright
⟢ ok so this card is all about fulfillment, completion, the end of cycles. for those who may come across this, this is the case for your shifting journey, well almost…
⟢ when i was shuffling cards, they kept going flying. i kept asking for just one card, quick and easy. i kept getting a bunch at a time. perhaps things are a mess right now for you. chaotic. but maybe you aren’t looking at the right thing ? maybe a slight change in perspective is what you need. you keep looking in the past. but what’s done is done. turn back around, you have it.
⟢ there’s pressure here, you are grasping onto shifting and your desires for dear life. but they are not going anywhere. this desperation isn’t necessary, not anymore. you already have your desires. no more reprogramming, mediations you hate doing, subliminals… you don’t need em. just you. just the knowing.
⟢ whatever you want is yours. you don’t need to ask yourself ‘ why isn’t it working? ’ it’s not working because you don’t think it is. but you’re already there.
⟢ it’s done, okay ? so bask in it, let it sink in.
why do i keep dreaming of shifting ? what does it mean
i’ve always had shifting related dreams. the last couple of months they’ve been pretty extreme though ( also a couple of months ago i switched what my main DR was ). i’ve made multiple post asking the same question or something similar, but i still don’t know…
often i will have a dream and sometimes i will just try to shift ( on multiple occasions i have not even been lucid ). i will have multiple dreams of thinking i’ve shifted. i will have DR related dreams, dreams ab my s/o… dreams where some random person in my dream talks about it to me.
i mean last night there was a dream where a person from my DR was in it, it kinda turned into a nightmare and they were doing evil things i guess (?) and i had a thought in the dream that i need to script this out ?
i genuinely don’t know what to think of this anymore. my subconscious is always doing this, so if anyone who has a better understanding of any of this wants to share any advice or perspectives pls do !!!
Valentines Shifting Pick a Pile જ⁀➴₊♡
" what your DR s/o loves about you + letter from your s/o "
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ what better way to celebrate valentine's day than to share your s/os feelings for you ?
i hope you find what you may be looking for, and if i was able to help in any way then i'm glad. and just like any other reading you find, take what resonates and leave what doesn’t
ꨄ take a deep breath and choose the treat you are most drawn to…
｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ
Pile One 🎂~
/)/) ( . .) ( づ ♡
keywords/signs : allergies, sneezing, procrastination, daze, 3, garlic, cracking knuckles, waiting rooms, secret dates, laughing till your stomach hurts, pasta, cooking dates, car rides, engagements, new york, big families, ponds/bodies of water, loss for words, gifts, best friends to lovers, lack of communication, forgiveness
ꨄ ok i get the feeling that your relationship with your s/o is a wild adventurous one, fast paced yet a long drawn out one. perhaps some of you have been with them before “ officially ” getting together. or maybe an on again, off again situation. i got the sense that, someone, particularly your s/o being confused regarding their feelings. maybe it took them longer than they would like to admit, just how deeply they feel for you. but oh my pile one, they feel so much for you !
ꨄ they may play it cool on the outside, but on the inside… they are totally gushing over you. maybe for the first time in a long time you’ve brought out their inner child and they are just entirely giddy being with you. you definitely have been in their head for a long time, no matter what they do they think about you. they have definitely caught themselves thinking things like “ oh you would love this dress. ” or “ i can't wait to tell you about this. ”
ꨄ they truly admire your willpower and ambition. you just don't give up. it’s a quality they wish they saw more in themselves, i mean overall you definitely inspire them to be the best version of themselves. i get the feeling that some of you may be shifting to a fame DR, specifically one in which you are an actor. i sense that you and your s/o work in the same/similar career. I think that's part of the reason they admire your ambition so much.
ꨄ whether or not you are shifting to a fame DR, and this might only be for a select few, but i get the sense that you two at some point or another have had to keep your relationship hidden. secret glances, hushed voices, hidden rendezvous and all. maybe this was a source of conflict in your relationship, but i think your s/o actually really liked the thrill of it, whether they admitted it or not.
ꨄ you two seem to be really competitive individuals, you both push each other to their best. even if your s/o shows irritation for this from you, they are really grateful deep down. i think they see you as their lucky charm, with you by their side what could go wrong ?
ꨄ you definitely keep them on their toes, they absolutely love what a free spirit you are. you're down for anything like spontaneous road trips across the country, or getting a ( deeply questionable ) tattoo late in the night. but that's not all, you are willing to do anything for the people you love and care for, heck you'd probably give some random stranger your car just because they needed to go to the store real quick. not because you are naive, but because that's how big your heart is. and i think that might be your s/o’s favorite thing about you.
love letter from your s/o
" hello dear, it feels so long since i've last heard your voice. when are you going to give me a call? i think we should go to that spot near the water next time and feed the ducks. i hope you are doing well lately, i've been meaning to check in on you, i'm sorry if i took too long. there's a lot going on lately–but i really miss you and i desperately want to take you out. maybe we could go see a movie as well? my mom’s been asking about you, i think she misses you too shes just too stubborn to admit it, i guess i got that from her, anyways, call me…
p.s. i finally found that shirt you used to always wear around the apartment, i swear it somehow still smells just like you. "
songs
ꨄ pleaser - wallows
" back in your room remain the words i wanna say to you
but couldn't leave my mouth "
" language of averted eyes
silence is what i do best "
" quite the people pleaser
if only i could please her "
ꨄ this is how we fall in love - chelsea cutler and jeremy zucker
" you are the reason i can survive "
" this is how you fall in love
let go and i'll hold you up "
ꨄ r u mine? - arctic monkeys
" she's a silver linin', lone ranger ridin' through an open space "
" i go crazy because here isn't where i want to be "
ꨄ bonus songs: cedar by gracie abrams and dog days are over by florence and the machine
｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ
Pile Two 🤍~
/)/) ( . .) ( づ ♡
keywords/signs : heavy water sign energy, 222, twin flames, mirrored souls, ice cream, 111, country life, past traumas, rough childhoods, religion, night sky, prayers, gemini, past lives, parties, drowning, separation, “written in the stars”, guitar, kdramas, moon, stars, lengthy conversations, blue lights
ꨄ well pile two, i felt such heavy emotional energy drawing cards for you. mostly just for how much you and your s/o feel for one another, but there might be some here whose s/o ( and maybe yourself too ) had their hearts broken in the past resulting in trust issues. it seems your s/o loves how much you trust them, and how they can trust you too. you are a very dependable individual, you've helped them heal from past hurt and to be able to open their hearts again. they feel like they can actually cry in front of you, free of judgement. you've freed them of a lot of emotional burden. perhaps they've done the same for you. it seems they view you as a literal angel, maybe you came to them in a really dark time in their life and “ saved ” them, and now they would like to save you as well. they are eternally grateful to you.
ꨄ it seems they adore how absolutely intelligent you are, you stimulate them intellectually in a way others bore them. you two probably have very similar hobbies and tastes in things, it seems reading is might be really important to the both of you. i can see that you two might share opinions and beliefs that others don’t, maybe that is part of how you both first bonded. ex: you two having a ( heated ) debate on something no one else particularly cares about but you both end up surprising each other by sharing the same perspective on something. along with your intelligence they admire how honest and direct you are with not only them but everyone, maybe that is part of the reason they trust you so much. you've shown them that even at their worst you will be there fully, right by their side.
ꨄ it seems that despite your honesty with others, to your s/o you have this air of mystique, they can't quite figure you out. i get the sense you might be playing into that as well… but you are not quite what you seem are you ? they desperately want to learn more about you, you are all consuming for them, they cannot even escape you in their dreams ( not that they'd want you to ). they love how in tune you are with your emotions, you are the stability in their life they never really had. you can easily manage making emotionally mature decisions with both your heart and head. maybe they are sometimes quick to anger, quick to let the highs of their emotions take over their actions and words. they really admire how mature you are ( despite the fact that i get the vibe that a lot of you guys are younger than your s/o ). with your high eq ( and iq ) you are a highly intuitive individual, able to pick up if something is off with your s/o. it makes them feel truly seen and cared for, especially in moments where they might not be able to express what they are feeling in the best way.
ꨄ they feel as though you are the one for them, no one else even comes close. pile two, your s/o only has eyes for you. i get the sense that for a lot of you, music is really important, and perhaps your s/o writes you loves songs. sometimes your s/o really worries for your well being, like making sure you've eaten, brushing your hair for you, getting you something from the store even when you say you don't need anything. it seems there's a chunk of you that may struggle with your mental health, and your s/o wants to make sure you're taken care of and wants to try and make you feel safe, ( even when you need your space or push them away ) they want you to know that just as you have for them they will show up, and they will stay.
love letter from your s/o
" love, this is hard for me to say, so i hope you can be patient with me. it’s nothing bad i promise. for the longest time i've been on my own, i haven't had the option to live life with the consideration of others, and i hope you haven't paid the price for that. you mean so much to me, and i don't think i've told you just how much. you are the breath of fresh air i needed, i can't remember the last time i felt like i wasn't drowning. you’ve shown me a different way to live, a different way to love. i have much to be grateful for, for one, you saving my life. i don't think i've ever mentioned that to you, but it's the truth, my truth anyways. no matter where we are, how far apart, i will always find you.
thank you for everything, but most importantly, for being you. "
songs
ꨄ come back home - bts
" i've seen the end of my life
i feel suffocated inside my heart
what is blocking my life is my fear towards tomorrow "
" why are you wasting your time?
my blood and sweat are truthful
now, let's imprint my name on that trophy and
come back home "
ꨄ kaleidoscope - chappell roan
" i guess we could pretend
we didn't cross a line
but ever since that day
everything has changed
the way i write your name "
" whatever you decide
i will understand "
" and love is a kaleidoscope
how it works we'll never know
and even all the change
is somehow all the same "
" and if you ever find
someone who could write
a better song for you
well i'd love to see them try "
ꨄ step on up - ariana grande
" you can't forget me
gave you the time of your life "
" what you need, babe, is a work of art
what you need, babe
come get it, i got it "
ꨄ bonus songs: angels by adrianne lencker and clean by taylor swift
｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ
Pile Three 🍫 ~
/)/) ( . .) ( づ ♡
keywords/signs : music dr/band dr, travelling on the road with your band, smoking, games, wild one, messy hair, all nighters, independence, leather, eyeliner, moles, dancing, life of the party, 777, jealousy, third party/love triangle (?), the seventies, money problems, extremely fast paced, rock music, lullabies , fashion, forbidden romance, red hair, spacing out, 333
ꨄ pile three, it seems you are quite the trouble maker aren't you ? and it seems your s/o loves it. they love how you embrace all aspects of your life even the ugly and dark parts, whatever life throws your way you take it and own it! you easily adapt to any situation, always saying the right thing, you could charm anyone. you don’t have to change for anything, you are the change ! it seems for a lot of you, you and your s/o may have rushed into getting together, your feelings overwhelming. you live in the moment and that means wasting no time, why wait to be together when you can right now ? you are such a rush for your s/o. you could probably talk them into doing anything. one thing you definitely are not is boring. spontaneous and wild. and a love for the times. others can’t decide if they want to be you or with you ( probably both ). and somehow you chose them, they can't really wrap their heads around it. i think in a lot of ways they don't feel good enough for you, that you may deserve better, but they definitely don't let these insecurities show ( they try not to anyways ).
ꨄ despite your overwhelming popularity and stardom, it seems you may be overly criticized by others. your s/o definitely loves you for your flaws and all. you just feel so authentic to them, you don't hide who you are for anyone or anything. others might think you are more focused on yourself and or work to have proper relationships with others, but that doesn't actually seem to be the case, not entirely anyways. you reassure you s/o and their insecurities, if they are maybe going a bit off the deep end rest assured that you are the one to pull them back to shore.
ꨄ they often find themselves daydreaming about you. maybe they want things from you they are scared to ask for. i think they are a lot more of a serious person than others think, and that scares them, how serious they are about you. but even when they think you might leave, you are still there. you give them hope for a better future. you wrecked their plans, and that may have been frightening at first for them, but now they can't imagine it any other way. no matter what happens they truly believe they were meant to find you.
ꨄ they are inspired by your positive outlook on life, you can find meaning in something others can’t, in something they can’t. you are a creative soul, something you are quite passionate about, and they are honestly a bit envious of that. they might be someone who is more methodical than wild and creative. you definitely made them think of love and relationships differently, maybe in the past they had a more cold, closed off, demeanor to it. they still have a long way to go it seems. despite their new perspective they might still become easily jealous of the others in your life. due to their own insecurities.
ꨄ this really might not be the case for everyone , but i get the sense that for the older shifters in this group your relationship may have started as hooking up / friends with benefits. i'm trying to keep this pg, but they definitely think of you, a lot. so do what you want with that…
love letter from your s/o
" think a lot has gone unsaid between us. some days i really don't mind, it’s who we are. but sometimes i think we could be more honest, but maybe that's just me. i know that i don't want to lose you, and that might mean showing you parts of myself i hate. but if that means you staying in my life, even for just a little bit longer than okay, you have me, all of me. i think even as much as it would hurt, even if you hated these other parts of myself, i would know that at least i was honest like you. i think you'd probably think this was cheesy and maybe a bit dramatic. god, i can see it now, you laughing, hopefully with me and not at me. it's fine either way though, i'll take what i can get. just don't make too much fun of me... "
songs
ꨄ strange love - halsey
“ and everybody wants to hear
how we chainsmoked until three
and how you laughed when you said my name ”
“ we wrote a story in the fog on the windows that night
but the ending is the same every damn time ”
“ that's the beauty of a secret
you know you're supposed to keep it ”
ꨄ filter - bts
“ i'll be anything
you can pick and choose me, yeah ”
“ for you, every day i'll be new
it's not fun to stay the same all the time ”
“ you'll be wanting only me
yeah, because you are the one who made me ”
ꨄ triptych - samia
“ keepin' you awake, keepin' you awake on purpose hey, did i make a mistake and do my mistakes worsen? ”
“ i'll be good to you, i'm worth it you, i'm worth it ”
ꨄ bonus songs: to be alone by hozier and closer by rm
｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟ
my tvd dr mood board
pt 4
✩₊˚.☪︎ ⁺₊✧
my vampire diaries dr
mood board ~
part 2 🍂 .° ꩜
⋆⁺₊⋆ ━━━━⊱༒︎ • ༒︎⊰━━━━ ⋆⁺₊⋆
⋆⁺₊⋆ ━━━━⊱༒︎ • ༒︎⊰━━━━ ⋆⁺₊⋆
‧ new year's shifting pick a pile ✧ ‧˚₊ ❆ ‧ ₊ ⊹˚
{ i've been meaning to do another collective reading but honestly forgot, but hey it's a new year so... this will just be anything you may need to hear right now. i hope you find what you were looking for, and if i was able to help in any way then i'm glad. and just like any other reading you find, take what resonates and leave what doesn't }
❆ take a deep breath... and choose the pile you're most drawn to...
✿ PILE ONE ⋰˚☆
KEYWORDS/SIGNS: rain, orange slices, pie, hot tea, 777, gloomy weather, allergies, ears ringing, dogs barking/whining, 222, trust, hourglass, boredom, keys, heart ache, homesick, road trips, four leaf clover, golden child, shaking hands
❆ a decision, a choice. is this right? am i making the wrong choice? let’s take a deep breath ok? it seems you are at a crossroads of sorts. perhaps you don’t know what to do with yourself when it comes to your shifting journey. that’s ok! whatever this issue is for you specifically, i believe you already have they answer. let’s slow the roll, take some deep breaths and try to see this clearly. to me it seems you are over consuming information. i suggest you log off of social media for a bit, sit with yourself and look over the information you already have, discard what no longer fits you and keep what works. you know you best! some random person online cannot (unfortunately) fix your supposed problems for you. no matter how much advice you seek, you can only do that. you need to let go of this internal struggle, you are only fighting yourself, creating resistance. if the answers still seem to be foggy to you, perhaps you can meditate and look for the answers there.
❆ it seems your mind might be in the midst of chaos, or perhaps your life is as well. yet when it comes to your shifting journey you may just be on the brink of a spiritual awakening you desire (or need). the clarity is within YOU. it looks like you are walking down this path with a blindfold on, unsure of where you are going, what choices to make. maybe there is something you don’t want to face. but these fears and worries do not need to hold you back. let’s try to use them to your advantage. face what is holding you back and if you just can’t rid it, know that it does not stop you, only shows a different part of yourself.
❆ instead of putting your journey and motivations on others, it’s time to look within. there’s only so much more “new” information you can gain. your journey is yours and yours alone. that doesn’t mean it has to be a lonely one though. trust that you have the answers, and trust that there is still a community for you! having so many different pieces of information and advice forced upon you to try and digest and make use of is not helping you. sit with yourself and ask yourself if there is genuinely anything you still need to learn from others at this point? at what point do you let it all go and just use it to your benefit?
❆ maybe creating some sort of routine will help you as well, setting up some self-discipline. on the flip side you may need to let go of perfectionism as well. you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. shifting is supposed to be fun. maybe reflect on what you can do to make this all the more enjoyable. let go of the process and remember where you started.
SONGS ✧
‧ ₊ escaper - sarah kinsley
“ everything changed
but my mind couldn’t change me ”
‧ ₊ wildflower - beach house
“ need a companion…
a hidden prayer
you know your not losing your mind
what’s left, you make something of it ”
‧ ₊ eye contact - fromis_9
“ When I closed my eyes and felt it, there was a small gap between you and me
I want to see you again, I want you so…
When you look at me, the moment I started believing in eternity
When I look at you, it was possible because of you ”
METHOD SUGGESTION ✧
{ remember you don't need a method! }
‧ ₊ void/pure consciousness
‧ ₊ julia method
✿ PILE TWO ⋰˚☆
KEYWORDS/SIGNS: waterfalls, cinnamon, 444, crows, 88, water damage. doubles, holiday, patience, crowns, one of a kind, eye on the prize, chocolate cake, stars
❆ let’s take a moment to give yourself a pat on the back! give yourself space to celebrate your accomplishments, big or small, bright or dim. it’s ok to reflect and give yourself credit for all you’ve done, someone has to, and you deserve it. you are at a place of harmony and balance in your journey. embrace it! know that you already have it, and if necessary take a breather, pause and look around yourself. look at all you’ve achieved! it will still be here for you, even if you take a break from it all. whether it’s here or in your desired reality, you are surrounded by so much love and support. even on your worst days. your vision is clear, if you're ready, know that it is yours, and make that first step. perhaps all you need is a little reassurance, you got this!
❆ you’ve clearly invested a lot into yourself and your journey. your hard work will pay off, you just need to sit back and let it. perhaps you are confused over slow results. yet you should persist, for it is already yours. stay in a mindset of gratefulness, if needed share your feelings with someone, talk it out.
f❆ stay steady and clear, you are on the right path. if victory is what you want, victory is what you’ll get. you are just on the verge of making a breakthrough. keep going. embrace all your ideas and write them down. let yourself create your vision, live in that moment. your creativity is your strength. you may be overwhelmed with the excitement, all the possibilities. harness it and let it push you further. it is all up to you.
SONGS ✧
‧ ₊ mariners apartment complex - lana del rey
“ i ain’t no candle in the wind
i’m the board, the lighting, the thunder…
they mistook my kindness for weakness ”
‧ ₊ numb - men i trust
“ please forgive me if i ever did you wrong
i’ll be your candle; burn me upside down ”
‧ ₊ moon song - beabadoobee
“ i’m lying on the moon
my dear, i’ll be there soon
it’s a quiet and starry place
time’s we’re swallowed up
in space we’re a million miles away ”
METHOD SUGGESTION ✧
{ remember you don't need a method! }
‧ ₊ intention
‧ ₊ lucid dreaming
✿ PILE TWO ⋰˚☆
KEYWORDS/SIGNS: love, pairing, 555, daydream, interruptions, cats, heartbreak, lonesome, tears, sleeping in, not sleeping enough, castles, cages, 333, 1212, floating
❆ it has been a long journey for you, a hard one at that. you may have found yourself in many setbacks. perhaps you blame yourself, there’s a lot of sadness and anger here. in this moment you can choose forgiveness, forgive yourself and know that it’s all ok. whatever has happened, there’s no use for guilt. open up to a friend, a stranger, someone. vocalize your feelings and hardships. with mistakes you can learn and grow from them, and ultimately come out stronger in the end. show yourself grace and love, and set your eyes on newer and better things. know that no matter what you can still trust yourself. take small steps and build yourself back up. find the romance and beauty in shifting again, it’ll always be there.
❆ i see that you may be someone shifting for love. keep your partner in mind. despite everything, please remember you are deserving of love and happiness. keep your love close to you. just as you wish to be with them, use it to bring you two together. your emotions are not a flaw, feel them, sit with them, BE them. wherever you are and where you want to be, what are you feeling? are you in your bed? perhaps the arms of your lover. whoever you want to be, FEEL IT, let your compassion drive you forward. there’s no need to be embarrassed over your feelings, they are valid, and so are you.
❆ you need to make the decision. you can’t sit in despair forever, pick yourself up and know that there are better things for you. use it all to your advantage, all the bad just as the good. being interrupted during a meditation? that’s fine, it doesn’t have to stop you forever. Distracted? that’s ok, take a deep breath and know that it doesn’t have to hold you back, unless you let it. you don't have to have the most squeaky clean mindset ever to shift, that doesn’t make a whole lot of sense does it? accept where you are at, and accept where you want to go.
SONGS ✧
‧ ₊ whale - kim sejeong
“ i find you hidden in the dark night sky
when i walk on the purple road among the clouds
Can I face you only at the end of the darkness?…
Where did you disappear
i miss my whale…
time has become today in front of you ”
‧ ₊ high - slow pulp
“ i have to much in my pockets
i wish they were empty…
my limbs are feeling lazy
why won’t they work with me?
and now i can’t seem to focus my eyes
won’t let me see ”
‧ ₊ sweet nothing - taylor swift
“ they said the end is comin’,
everyone’s up to somethin’
i find myself runnin’ home to your sweet nothings…
to you, i can admit that i'm just to soft for all of it ”
METHOD SUGGESTION ✧
{ remember you don't need a method! }
‧ ₊ fives senses
‧ ₊ staircase method
‧ ₊ wake back to bed
୨୧ ・。・。・shifting diary entry #10
why do some people end up not shifting to their DR ? ・。・。・୨୧
{ disclaimer: i understand the kind of question i am proposing. i am fully aware that every one is different and so is their shifting journey. nonetheless, i’d like to share my thoughts and experiences. }
i've always wondered about this. if shifting is so easy, why does it seem that so many struggle? of course i understand that something may be universally simple to do but for some that may not be the case. but my question still stands, even in my own journey.
now for some context. the morning i wrote this i was quite tired when i woke up, i was trying so hard not to go back to sleep but ultimately failed. this experience shares some similarities to my last post where i shared how i thought i almost shifted via lucid dreaming. this morning after i fell asleep, i was constantly slipping in and out of consciousness. the whole thing felt like it was going on for so long, when really it was probably only thirty minutes.
from the get go i began trying to shift to my desired reality. it was hard to even tell if i was awake or asleep most of the time. but on multiple occasions it felt as though i was moving into a different position. it was such a confusing experience, i tried multiple times " i'm in my DR, i'm in my DR, i'm in my DR... " visualizing my room... at certain points it seemed like i was pulling my room together, with my eyes closed a light began to form on my right. other times it seemed no matter what i was in the same place in my mind.
at one point i even began to astral project/dream that i was. (i know little to nothing about AP, but i'm pretty sure i was just dreaming). i felt like i was floating up in my room and looked down to see my body on my bed, but it only lasted maybe five seconds before i snapped out of it.
my point to sharing this, and what happened to me the morning of christmas, is that my experiences like this are more than i can count. experiences where after i'm thinking to myself " hey! how did that not work??? "
so often (especially since september) i have many dreams where i try to shift through them, but to no avail... so many dreams where i am not even lucid and i'm subconsciously just trying to shift (?). dreams where my subconscious is basically pointing and yelling at me that shifting is inevitable for me (i wish i was exaggerating). dreams of my DR, dreams of my s/o, on and on again.
and i'm left heartbroken in the end... " why in an altered state of consciousness where i don't need to have worries of my body, my surroundings, am i not there? " now it just feels like i am haunted by my desire to love and be loved.
some days are easier than others, yes, but this question is still stuck in the back of my mind. perhaps dreams are not the way for me, i've definitely thought of it a time or two. then i let it go... but my dreams have always stayed with me, a constant reminder. if i am aware of my dreams so often... shouldn't i use that to my advantage?
i will persist of course, but i've been lost for some time.
I think I almost shifted
shifting diary entry #9
𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒 𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒
I woke up around 9 this morning and was kinda irritated that the night prior my cat was being annoying when I went to lay down and meditate but I just shrugged it off, it’s Christmas anyways.
I then saw a post on Reddit regarding a way to have your body asleep and mind awake. I thought it was kind of interesting and made a mental note to try it out and laid down and contemplated just shifting right then and there. Most times when I “try” to shift it’s not in the morning due to everyone being up and what not. But I was, still am, kind of just over my shifting journey at this point.
Instead of referencing the info I saw on Reddit I just began to think of my plans my first day in my DR. Eventually my dad turned the heat on because it was so cold and I just decided to let myself rest more bc I didn’t sleep well.
I continued to think of my first day as I drifted off to sleep and how annoyed I was with my journey.
Eventually I slipped into a dream, a very strange one at that, an experience I’ve never had before really.
It began with me trying cake for my wedding (?) and for a bit it was somewhat normal. I’m not sure when exactly my dream changed but I remember being in the car with my sister and dad, he was driving us home. At this point I was constantly teetering on being awake and in a dream, and it’s clear to me now that in this dream I thought I was awake and living out today.
My dad mentioned how he picked up Chinese food for my mom, and I thought that was weird because he was supposed to make wings tonight. I remember joking with my sister that it sucks he did that because we were planning to get Chinese food later.
This dream was so vivid… I remember looking out of the car on the way home and it was so beautiful, the way the light was going through the trees the architecture. I thought to myself “I don’t remember this place ever looking like this.. so odd” there were so many indicators in this dream that I feel like I should’ve gotten lucid but I never did…?
Anyways we got home and the only parts I remember is I was standing on the couch for some reason (it was also in a different spot) and there was a wolf there??? I called out for my dad and when he came into the living room the wolf was gone. He looked at me strangely and said something like “did you not drink enough coffee today” and I remember thinking that that was such a strange thing for him to say in general but also in that moment as I stood on the couch claiming there was a literal wolf in our living room. But still I didn’t become lucid.
Instead I laid on the couch I said to myself “I’m just gonna shift instead” and right when I closed my eyes and said I’m in my DR, my body began buzzing all over, I began to feel as though I was floating and my surroundings around me began to warp. I got excited but stayed focused, I continued saying “I am in my DR” and I imagined where I was gonna wake up, what I would be wearing… and the sensations became more extreme. I continued to persist. But unfortunately something woke me up here.
It was such an odd experience, I’ve lucid dreamt many times and tried shifting via a dream many times before too. But never anything like this where I thought I was awake and just subconsciously did an attempt?????? This feels like a good thing but… where does this leave me? What does this mean, and why didn’t I shift :(
𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒 𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒
Meditation + shifting question
I would like some help regarding meditation, specifically during shifting attempts.
In the whole time I’ve known of shifting and would use meditation as way to get to my DR, it seems I stumble on the same issue. I’m not sure what to do about it so hopefully someone has some advice !
Anywho, I would be mediating and after a while I would enter a deep meditative state, quite peaceful and relaxing, and at a certain point my whole body will jerk. I know some people might read this and want to tell me to just ignore it but this is some small thing. It will feel like I’m literally falling and my whole body is flung and after my heart is beating like crazy.
And then I’m snapped out of my meditative state, often I will just try again but… then it happens again and then I just get annoyed.
I get it, my body is falling asleep and my mind wants to check. But I can deal with those minor twitches. The ones I’m referring to is something else entirely and I’m not sure what to do about it?
I’ve had progress regarding dreaming and connecting stronger with dream practices, perhaps I should focus on that… another question for another day I suppose.
Love inserting myself into everything I consume, even if I end up changing the original story a lot…
Was dreaming (kinda awake) and I was scrolling on TikTok and in like every video I was seeing 111 and I thought to myself “omg I can shift”, and I kept scrolling and again every video had 111. I thought “if I really wanted to I could shift right now…”
Then my alarm went off 😁 I can recognize that this is prob a really good thing, but it kinda made me want to jump off a bridge (joking).
Dreaming + Shifting
Shifting diary entry #8 !!! (and asking for help again…)
I’ve made posts before about what it means to dream and how that relates to your shifting journey, and here I am doing it again… (also I wish I’ve made more diary entries on here it’s kinda been a while, but I’ve doing A LOT of reflection in my personal shifting journal, maybe I’ll make some of them posts…?)
My whole life I’ve been a dreamer, before I even learned of shifting I lucid dreamt quite often. I would use dreaming as an escape from my life here. My dreams are often intense and vivid.
And they definitely were last night, I had so many dreams it was crazy. But to parts in particular stood out to me that made me want to make this post.
It was later in the night, I originally thought to lucid dream and shift that way instead of doing an awake method (because of something that happened earlier in the night that I’ll get to later)
I think I just forgot that I wanted to that and I didn’t end up saying affirmations as I went to sleep to help guide me into a lucid dream, instead I thought of my DR. And … I ended up having VERY vivid dream of my DR s/o. Like I don’t think I’ve had a more vivid dream related to my current DR.
(I don’t remember what was going on before this) I opened the door in the room I was in and there leaning on the wall was my s/o. Again so vivid so much more detail in this dream. I remember thinking that I felt my stomach drop when I saw him there 😭 I also thought “omg he’s so tall I need to script he’s not this tall” ??? Anyways I think we talked but I can’t remember, I just remember kissing him and us cuddling. I remember sitting in front of him with his arms around me. I think someone else from my DR interrupted us bc we had some place to go, and my sister from this reality did the same?
I remember feeling really sad when I woke up, but I just tried to feel better by reminding myself I can just be there for real 😭
Now for the part I REALLY wanted to talk about. The part that, if anyone reading can help me analyze, I would much appreciate it.
I was gonna do an awake method last night but decide I should sleep for a couple hours then do it. So I set the intention to wake up at like 4, I woke up at like 4 30 but I was waking up before this but just kept going back to sleep and anxiously waking up lol. Anyways I woke up and put on a guided meditation and went for it, but then a couple minutes in I just randomly remember this part of my dream that made me stop my meditation.
I can’t fully remember what was going on before this, but I was in some sort of library/book store and this lady asks me to tell her a cool fact. (?)I panicked and couldn’t think of anything. I can’t remember what happened between this moment and the next but it eventually led to us talking about shifting. She told me she’s an avid shifter, she’s been shifting since 2020. And she told me she’s 24 years old? I don’t know who this woman was, she’s certainly not anyone in my life and not like some shifting “influencer” I like or something? I remember her giving me shifting advice but I just can’t seem to remember what it was!?!? 😭 I remember her comforting me, and telling me stuff along the lines of “don’t worry it is inevitable that you will shift” though. Ugh, I wish I could remember. But this is why I decided to try and lucid dream instead.
But if anyone reading this wants to feel free to analyze this for me, idk what this means for me or my journey. If my subconscious mind keeps saying and doing stuff like this, why haven’t I shifted? What does this even mean for me?
I’ve had similar experiences in dreams, like this one time a couple weeks ago I was dreaming of Star Wars (odd bc I’ve never seen the movies) and I met two guys and I explained shifting to them and they were very curious about it. And I even remember thinking in that dream “should I tell them I shifted here?” (???)
Anyways I feel (slightly) sick to my stomach about the vivid dream I had of my s/o and idk what my other part means…
Just saw ANOTHER person on shifttok pull a
“Now that it’s 2024 can we all talk about how that shifting thing was fake?”
^^^ and everyone in the comments was saying “I lied” “I actually got diagnosed with schizophrenia” etc etc…
{disclaimer: I’m not trying to come across as annoying and if so just scroll, but I have never in all the three + years I’ve know of shifting have asked for validation (in terms of the validity of shifting) from the community. I’m well aware of how not to rely on external validation.}