Mentalillness - Blog Posts
I hate crying in front of people so much. I always swallow the sadnees, the pain, whatever is making me feel like crap until i go home and i get to cry alone at home, is not good to cry but i like doing it alone, not in front of everyone, that’s why i know i hit deep bottom when i start crying infront of people, when tears start falling and people are hugging me telling me nice words, that’s when i know, that all the pain and stress i have been keeping like a pet, is not worthy.
Please i’m just tired
No, i am not sad, i am not mad, is just that i am so tired of trying to feel good with my life and with myself, trying not to cry when i see myself in a mirror or in photos, tired of not doing things the way i wanted, tored of crying about every little thing, tired of not being loved the way i love someone, and TIRED of feeling alone when i am surrounded by people.
So I finally finished the first mini series of documentaries I plan to release coming this year. The first person is Milandra Constant and if you haven’t heard the name just put it in google. You’ll see this story for more than you could ever imagine. The hurdles of mental health, deception, loyalty, family, medicine, robbery, culture and more. This clip is just what the outside world knows of her. I am honored to be the platform to tell her story on: The Story Next To You • • #MilandraConstant #ShootMoveCommunicate #Documentary #miniseries #FilmedBySMC #Mentalillness #haitian #dominicanrepublic #bankrobbery #easternshoremaryland (at Washington D.C.) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8Ubg36HA9E/?igshid=1u6et926612hw
But what if it's been with you so long that you can't remember who that person was? #mentalillness #mentalhealth https://www.instagram.com/p/CU7WLa9rYVGE5ogp7qASs3NNWjv8j_dHfoVKW80/?utm_medium=tumblr
Throwback to my old therapist who told me I shouldn't kill myself, becouse she'd get in trouble with her boss.
Hope she's doing okay
My family: *calls me lazy for not doing anything all day*
Me who has been putting all energy in not Kermitting the self deletus:
Me: why am I so tired and weak, how do I feel better.
My malnourished, dehydrated and burned out body: I have a vew suggestions
People Realy be treating me as if I'm mentally stable.
Like, no. I will end myself if you keep giving me that tone
Being a neurodivergent person living with or just being around neurotypicals means you need to compromise a lot.
The compromises being you finding ways to cope with your shit without being a burden to the neurotypicals.
Becouse God forbids they show basic human compassion.
So anyway people are being loud again and now I'm a bitch
Having mental illness or mental disabilities culture is knowing exactly what you need to cope but not being able to tell others becouse you know you won't get that support.
What my family thinks i think when I'm in my room: boy I sure love being surrounded by trash, no tidy life for this kid!
How my acrualy goes: I can't fucking believe this fucking mess, is it that hard to keep my room clean for once?? The laundry basket is literially a vew steps away, this stuff can be put back in their place within second, so why can't I keep it fucking clean. I literially am the most worthless person ever
That moment when you realise what you could have done with your life if you didnt have a mental illness.
Whack
“I want to inspire people. I want people to look at me and say “because of you I didn’t give up.””
— Unknown
6.7%
Attributed to diagnosis
Brought often in late spring
Clearly
Directly
Estimated to be
Factors of illness
Greatly cause internal
Health decline
Immune to physical evolution
Join discussion for fewer storms,
Lies we authored,
Mismanaged medicines; mortality rates
Never revealed
Other
Physical symptoms
Questioning
Realities spread
Surrounding mental illness
Timelines weakened by disease
Unknown and invisible,
View seriously only too late
Winds
Expected
Yearning to blow
0 likelihood of simple and total recovery
now that he is gone, she must find someone new.
- lover
Rivi is 22 years old. they use He/Him & She/Her pronouns.
they have been professionally diagnosed with:
panic disorder
depression
PTSD
they are currently questioning if they have aspd, bpd, ppd & stpd. They might also be on the schizospec.
they do see a therapist & psychiatrist.
also pls don’t hesitate to message him if ur curious about anything or just wanna strike up a convo!!
also, feel free to reblog. i don’t mind.
