maybe it's just me and the side of the world I'm in but it's slowly starting to become less and less reasonable to accept myself as trans. Like I'm starting to feel that all this dysphoria is bs that I'm making up in my head and I just need to snap out of it.
Even if it isn't, even if conversion therapy isn't real and hating your gender isn't a "privileged mindset", it still isn't worth accepting that just to get discrimination against and killed. I can do that as a woman, I'm not going to pay for hormones to do it as a trans man.