My Notes - Blog Posts

The book so far consists of messy notes and pieces of different plot ideas that don't fit together built up over two years. Most of them are my frantic half asleep scribblings that don't make any sense lol. Now i just need to build my Frankenstein.

Screw it , I'm going to write this book.

Note #2 ‘something I wrote’

"Drawn without a pause, craving you like a passion with no bounds."

———————

Don't you know

How I'm drawn to you

so much, too much

In your eyes, I am lost

The way they shine , whites dancing in the light

Is the only thing that really feels right 

The warmth In your embrace,

I shall find refuge in

To all in with you,

My heart it feels at ease and rest, At peace if one could say best

I wish you saw just how much I have the interest

The craziness I hide within me,

To know that each breath you take

My heart, it beats for the unsaid feeling 

My soul aches to feel your presence

My heart thirsts for you

Like a parched desert for rain.

Your touch is like a cool breeze,

Your voice is like a soothing refrain.

Your words shall be like the rising sun

Brings light to my heart's darkest nights

In the unbearable tormenting hour, you are my spark of hope

With all my might I might say

I long to be yours

Night and day

body and soul

And that won’t ever change to all With you

—what could have been

Note #1 Cookies recipe

_Ingredients

2 eggs

1 cup of sugar 

200 grams of melted butter

2 cups of flour 

1 Teaspoon baking powder 

1 Teaspoon vanilla powder 

1 Teaspoon baking soda

1 1/2 cup of oats

_steps

- Using a pot, melt butter and sugar on low heat and mix well till the sugar is melted .

- Once it’s melted turn off the fire and add eggs and mix quickly so the eggs don’t cook under the heat.

- Add flour, vanilla, baking powder, baking soda and oats. mix it (don’t overmix).

- Shape your cookies and put them in the fridge for 1 hour.

Preheat the oven 15 mins early

- Bake the cookies on 180c for 15-20 mins

finally back with posting my journal entries :))

i'm obsesssed with this colour

one more chemistery note :)

chemistery notes. am i crazy for studying on vacation? probably, but anyways, i like the way them look

second week of the year on my planner! i printed some photos and decided to use on the spread.. but i don't know if i will be doing this on the next weeks

Today, I choose to give my best.

Day Six of the Tranquil's winter studying challenge: If you could write any research paper or study any niche area within your field, what would you study? OR, if this doesn't apply to you, what field of study do you want to go into?

I would love to study international economics

Today, I am happy

Day Five of the Tranquil's winter study challenge: Name five things you are really good at.

1.Overthink, of course

2.Read for hours and hours

3. Write stories

4. Cook

5. Play card games

i'm sorry i didn't updated lately 😪

STUDY ESSENTIALS →

here's a list of a few things i need for my study sessions

~ textbooks

~ notes

~ any other study material

~ a cup of coffee

~ lip balm

~ headphones/Spotify

~ study lamp

~ a chocolate bar or some kinda snack

~ pencils / pens

~ highlighters

~ tissues (for the tears)

~ flashcards + Post It's

~ a heater / air conditioning

~ a comfortable chair

~ water (!!)

~ essential oils

~ study guides

~ YouTube + Khan Academy + TED

~ hair ties

~ clock

~ meds

~ motivation.

Longtime lurker coming back to witchblr for like...the third or fourth time.

This blog will be mostly a personal resource and notebook while I try to redefine the witchcraft practice I had going on many years ago, when I was a lot more active. I'm doing a lot of reexamining of beliefs to try and quantify what I actually want out of this and why it keeps calling me back. My focus is heavily nature-based, very local, some beginner herbalism, with a big side of home/hearth/kitchen workings. Animism and spirit work are also big interests, though I'm tentatively dipping my toes into learning about that and maybe bringing it into my practice. Angels as well, though from a secular standpoint.

Nightmares With a Side of Comfort

Katniss Everdeen x GN!reader

Warnings: swearing (only once), mentions of killing, and death, fluff?, angst if you squint, (I think that’s it?), first fic, comfort

Summary: Katniss awakes from yet another nightmare about the upcoming 75th quarter quell Hunger Games to you, another victor, who just so happens to have attraction to Katniss, who comforts her and grounds her back to the world around her. Maybe you’re not as bad as she thinks.

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Keep running.

That’s all Katniss could think about while being chased by Cato and his posse, including Peeta. If she stopped now she would’ve fallen victim to them, becoming prey to the predator. Her heart was beating in her chest,

‘Katniss..’

She heard them call her name but she didn’t listen. Her panic continued to rise,

‘Katniss..!’

The sound of her name being called became louder, and louder. It didn’t sound like it was coming from behind her any more, but instead, all around her. ‘Where was it coming from?’

’Katniss!’

Katniss jolted up right, her eyes blinking rapidly, still adjusting to her surroundings. Everything looked how she left it, except there was something different. You, (Y/N) (L/N), victor of District 5, leaning over her, sitting on the edge of her bed, with your hands on her shoulders and your face displaying a worried expression. ‘Why were you here? Were you worried for her?’, she thought. Her voice, hoarse and raspy from just waking up, a bead of sweat sliding down her forehead from the previous nightmare, she couldn’t help but ask. “Why are you here?”, she asked.

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You sat in the unfamiliar bed, spread out on your back, looking up at the ceiling. You checked the clock for the 7th time in the past 30 minutes. 1:18 AM. You couldn’t sleep. You’re were too distracted from your thoughts of Katniss, and the 75th quarter quell, that your name just had to be drawn for. And it wasn’t helping that you weren’t in your own space. Not to mention, no one’s attempts to stop the games had worked so far, and you knew none of them would. In a little less than 48 hours, the 24 victors names drawn from the 12 districts would have to fight to the death. Again. Even though you’ve already won, you had to come back and do it all again. You knew you probably weren’t going to survive it this time, since you barely survived your own game years back. Your mind went back to Katniss. You’ve shamed yourself for having any feelings towards her, knowing she’s Peetas. You hated how you were plagued with the concerns of her safety during the upcoming quarter quell. You knew she was strong and didn’t need a protecter, knowing that Peeta would take that position anyhow. Damn this silly crush.

In fact, you were most likely going to be taken out by your own district partner. Hence, leaving you in your situation of having to sleep in Distract 12’s extra room, which was connected to the other victors from 12’s rooms. You see, the other victor from District 5, tried to go ahead and kill you at dinner with a steak knife, having snapped at the current situation with strong emotions towards the quarter quell. Now that you think about it, maybe that was another attempt to stop the games. But they decided to separate you both until the actual game, like trying to delay your time of death so they can wait to enjoy it on their flat screen. Sick people they are. You were pulled from your thoughts by the sound of thrashing and heavy breathing coming from one of the other rooms. Small groans and whimpers could be heard as well.

You, being curious, decided to check on whoever it was. You left the room you were staying in and listened to where the sound was coming from. You walked to the entrance of the room that was emitting the strange noises, your hand slowly twisting the handle. Peaking in, you see Katniss, thrashing on her bed, and soaked in sweat. You were going to leave but something in you was pulling in, urging you to do something. You couldn’t just leave her there, suffering. Besides, it’s not like your feelings towards her would have let you do that anyway. Having nightmares of your own before, you felt a need to comfort her. Walking over to the side of her bed, you start to slowly shake her, picking up the speed after she doesn’t wake up, and calling her name as you continue your attempts to wake her.

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You explained everything, keeping a hand on her shoulder, as a way of grounding her. “But why would you do that for me?”, Katniss asked, looking for a clearer reason. “I guess I understood what you were going through. When I saw you laying there, I had the urge to help you. Would you rather me walk away and leave you to your nightmare?”, you said, a small smile covering your face, with a hint of smugness in your tone. With a swift shake of her head, Katniss adjusted her position in her bed, fully sitting up now, while forcing her lips to not turn upward at your comment.

The tension in the air was thick, yet you couldn’t understand why. You could feel it, and you knew she could as well. Feeling awkward, you give her one last reassuring squeeze on the shoulder and get up, walking back to the entrance of her room, Katniss’s eyes watching you with every step you took. Putting your hand on the door knob, you turn around, a sleepy smile on your face, and you say, “Goodnight Katniss. Sleep well.” With her eyes already on you, her own lips curl into a small smile, finding yours contagious. “You too, (Y/N).”, she replies. You turn around stepping out of the room about to close the door. “Wait, (Y/N)!”, Katniss calls out. You turn around once again facing her, your hand still on the door knob. “Yeah?”

“Thank you.. You know, for waking me up.”

“Of course.” You mumble something under your breath, after she lays back down, waiting to fall back asleep.

“anything for you.”

18/100 days of productivity: Fiches d'informatique parce que "spoiler y a de l'informatique aux concours" et maths.

Wasted most of your day and feeling frustrated?

Well, this happens to me all the time. I get angry on myself and somehow waste the rest of the time too. But....

Where there is a problem, there is a solution too🤗

So... I have decided to solve this seemingly big issue of mine.

1. Whenever such a thing happens I take my journal and write:

Let time t=0

and start again.

2. I forgive myself each time I ruin my schedule.

3. I close my eyes and imagine as if my whole day has been super productive and I didn't waste time at all.

These things might sound stupid but have worked for me.

Learn to be a master of your mind and body🙌

Galtiyaan sab se hoti hain...lekin sudharna sabko nahi aata! (Everyone makes mistakes, but not all of them know how to tackle them)

By constant efforts, practice and patience, you can achieve anything that you want... ANYTHING!

Big dreams seem to be impossible untill we start working for them.

Always remember:

It is gonna be difficult on day one...even more difficult for the next few days...but slowly it becomes a part of our routine. No extra push or effort is required then❤️

So, even if you are starting today, smile...be proud of yourself❤️❤️

Keep grinding 🍁

I couldn't post anything cuz I had a viral fever🤧

Things won't always be as we expect. This time taught me something big ...

We all have dreams... We all want to earn, spend time with family, eat our favourite food, do something for our country, have a dog, dance in the rain(yes... that's a dream too) etc etc. And what are we doing? Waiting for the right time to start living our dreams? Seriously?

There will be a time in life when we will have everything thing but our body will become a limitation itself. We should be thankful to God for each moment of good health 🙏

Let's not wait for the perfect "time" and start living every moment... Enjoy every small thing🤗 Happiness is a choice❤️

And....

Never give up🍁

Day 46

April 5th 2021

Recently I started a new practice. I have started tracking my study hours (minutes, to be precise)

And to my surprise, I don't study for more than six hours!!

Also,,, those six hours are sufficient for me to get done with all my tasks!

Anywayyy.... My goal this month is to take those 6 hours to 9.

🧡🧡

Day 43

April 2nd 2021

I dunno why,,, but I can't take pretty(or, even clear) notes while studying with all my focus...

I prefer giving more time to actually studying than making my notes look "cute".

(To be honest I lack patience that is required to have pretty notes🤭🤭)

And...like they say:

"Perfect" is the enemy of "done'!!!

Day 36

March 26th 2021

Things are getting harder🤯🤯

There are so many things that I missed studying last year...

But it's okay...cuz my teacher says, "If everything seems to be smooth, you are not on the right path."

"Jo aakhiri tak tik jaega woh jeet jaega"

(The one who will keep going till the end will win)

So🙌🙌 Let's be happy if we are facing problems and not giving up on them ❤️

Day 31

March 21st 2021

Is it just me or does everybody's handwriting depend on mood??🤭

🙌just finished Biology syllabus for Wednesday test🙌

Day 29

March 19th 2021

Staying hydrated and healthy is super important for physical as well as mental health.

So let's make it a point to not ruin our health in order to save 30 minutes!

Day 26

March 16th 2021

The conventional pomodoro does not work for me. So I have modified it a lil bit and it's really helpful.

I break my study session into 30 minutes sub-sessions and switch between two subjects every 30 minutes. No breaks. One session is usually 2 hours long and productivity is high.

Give it a try!

Day 24

March 14th 2021

Fail: First attempt in learning...Really?

We all are very enthusiastic when we begin...but towards the end all kinds of negative emotions and self doubt surround us. People say that you should believe in yourself...but hey! Is it that easy? Especially after having lost the game once? It's very easy to say that failures is first attempt in learning, but let me tell you failure sucks. Failure takes your self-confidence. Failure makes you feel smaller... It feels as if you've lost your own self.

Let's work on it and prove it, not to the world but ourselves, that we are no less.

❤️❤️

Day 22

March 12th 2021

Lifesavers🙌🙌

Being a dropper I can tell you, you will thank yourself a week before exam for making formula-sheets.

No matter how much we study, stress levels are on the peak at that time... I felt like crying 10-12 times in one day when NEET 2020 was approaching.

Be prepared 🙌🙌