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Introducing myself since I don't think I ever did.

Hello i'm Pupa, but you can call me any kin names or nicknames.

🇧🇷 20, I go by he/him pronouns and very so rarely it/it's, only when I feel like it.

I have contradicting labels and explaining them would bring me headaches. So in here i'm just alterhuman and the tagged bellow.

Luke's blog is @onewingedalien

No DNI, life good, block button pressed, no regrets.

My kintypes/Fictomeres/Identities are:

- Luke arcanjel (Soulbond+OCkin)

- Isaac Clarke (Mostly from DS2+DS3)

- Nimona (Comic+Movie)

- Sly fox (All games and book but mostly from William and Sly 1)

- Kelvin (Sons of the forest)

- Dragon (Green dog looking thing bellow)

Kiths:

- Cats and anything fish

Hearthomes:

- Anything space

- Sea and beaches

- Anything in Luke's world or flash game plataformer looking.

- Thra.

Paratypes and or kiths, not well defined yet:

- Werewolf

- Red and Grey fox

- Marker/ "Evil marker Isaac"

- William from Who's Lila?

Questioning currently being Jesse Pinkman and a Gelfling and maybe an good old regular Elf.

I am canon divergent on most of my sources and lack a lot of noema/memories etc etc.

I ADORE meeting doubles, for me it's like meeting my long lost sibling, we are connected by the same concept and source and yet the way we experience it is so different from each other!! I find that so wonderful. Block me if you don't want doubles around you •_•👍

I love space and anything space themed and alien themed and star themed. I love old MMORPGS and anything old flash fantasy games or fantasy themed.

We love STARSET.

Ig that's it.

Felt homesick, decided to make a character sheet for myself. We be copin /lh

I'll update this probably

╔════════ Basics ════════════ ╠ Name: Kai Wanderwitt ╠ Earthly Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius ╠ Gender: genderfluid ╠ Gender presentation: very fluid ╠ Pronouns: any ╠ Orientation: demisexual, panromantic, polyamorous| ╠ Dynamic: astac (assigned stella at creation), sola ╠ Species: shapeshifter

╠═══════ Appearance ════ ╠ Height: Short king (like 1m55) ╠ Eye color: left eye is green, right one is purple (void magic infused); both change hues when his emotions shift ╠ Body Mods: sometimes they dye their hair; they've got magic-infused tattoos, all over that shift with life, they change hues depending on his mood; they've got angel fangs piercing (and some on their ears) ╠ Scars: two square in the chest, nearly forms an 8, one on the hip, and multiple littler ones ╠ Default form: humanoid; black crow wings; sometimes claws and dog ears. ╠═══════ Personality ═════ ╠ Green Flags: remembers little details about people they love; very in tune with animals ╠ Negative traits: a plan? what plan?; impulsive; self-sacrificing ╠ MBTI: ENP(-T) - Campaigner ╠ Enneagram: Type 4w5 ╠ Alignment: Chaotic Good ╠ Archetype: The Fool ╠ Tarot Card: The Hanged Man ╠ Crystal: Turquoise ╠ Animal: Dog ╠ Flower: Carnation ╠ Plant: Arrowhead ╠ Element: Fire ╠═══════ Tastes ════════ ╠ Favourite food: most teas and infusions, coffee; pasta with cream sauce with broccoli, pizza, french tacos ╠ Most hated food: red meat, belgian endives, cabbage ╠ Favourite color: green, purple, yellow, turquoise ╠ Favourite plant: weeping willow ╠ Favourite flower: birds of paradise ╠ Favourite scent: old books and coffee ╠ Favourite animal: bats and foxes ╠ Favourite weather: rainy days ╠ Favourite crystal: citrine ╠ Hobbies: art (performance arts are his faves), gardening, cooking, learning (folklore, history, science,...), phytotherapy ╠═══════ Health ════════ ╠ Neurodiversity: autism, adhd, borderline, bipolar, c-ptsd ╠ It's all autism??: stims a lot, echolalia ╠ Biggest Struggles: sensory issues; hates ticking sounds ╠ Disabilities: chronically fatigued, chronic back, hips and leg pain from one of said legs being shorter than the other ╠═══════ Magic ════════ ╠ Birth: / ╠ Magic's Origin: experiments "augmented" him (higher constitution) when they were a toddler; communed with the Void while trying to pull someone out of it ╠ Magic: illusion, light reality bending, bardic inspiration (influence emotions and the world with music/performance), healing, sees and senses souls/intentions/emotions ╠═══════ In World ═══════ ╠ Role in the Sanctuary: gardens, teaches some magic to kids, cooks, heals, maintains tombs, takes care of animals on the property ╠ Team: / ╠═══════ Picrews ═══════

╠═══════ Animal forms ═══════

╠═══════ Media!Kai ═══════

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hi myrha, would you mind sharing some of your past life memories? you don't have to if you don't want to ! i am just curious /gen /pos /lh

- kitty

hi kitty!! ty for asking! this is my first time actually writing out some of this so i hope it makes sense. i’m considering multiple kin types at the moment but ill focus on the two that i have strongest memories for. sorry this is so long i kind of just went off :’)

i have a lot of ghost memories and some of them kind of contradict each other, which makes me suspect i may have had multiple reincarnations as multiple spirits. or the same spirit has existed as an undead through multiple life cycles, if that makes sense?

i remember my name being Oliver at one point. the specifics of how Oliver died are hazy but i know it was violent and involved dying in a huge crowd of people, who all circled around me and were screaming, which made it all very unpleasant.

Oliver was really into radios and enjoyed messing with them in the afterlife, like manipulating the static and changing the channel when people weren’t watching. judging by the kind of things i remember hearing on the radio and how the radios themselves looked, i would guess this was somewhere around the 1940s. sometimes i listen to videos of radio static to fall asleep at night because it still relaxes me lol.

i also have memories of haunting a bookstore(? maybe school? or library? i just know there were lots of books). there was also a coffee shop either in that building or in the next building over, and i remember sitting next to this one specific potted plant in the coffee shop and eavesdropping on customers. those memories feel separate from Oliver, and i suspect it was several decades later. i’m still in the process of trying to nail down the specifics.

the OCkin thing started from really strong nostalgic feelings and visualizations I got while meditating, and this character Myrha and her life and her world just came to me very naturally. in that life/version of the universe i looked sort of like an elf, but we didn’t call ourselves elves or anything. we were basically just humans but we all had pointy ears lmao, we still slept like humans and had human life spans. this is why i sometimes tag stuff with “elfkin” though, the vibe is similar enough.

i sadly no longer speak the language that my people used but it sounded similar to old norse (i’ve been trying to develop a new version of the language that’s largely based on old norse, it’s a WIP tho). in my shitty approximated language, my home was called Rùn and i lived a few miles outside of a village called Sudifjoll. we had brutal winters and a monsoon season from early spring to late summer, so most of the time it was either snowing or raining.

that world had a whole pantheon of deities that i could go off about, but that should probably be a separate post. at one point i was ascended to the divine plane due to an unbelievably shitty series of events in which the gods were being assholes and trying to get me to solve their problems so they didn’t have to, but that would also need to be a whole other post if anyone is interested at all. that’s why i identify with divinekin as well, though.

i still remember a lot of people from that life and a lot of places, too many to list here because this is already quite long. but i try to meditate most nights and revisit Myrha’s world and connect with my past before i go to sleep. it helps me calm down and feel safe :)

sorry this was a lot but thank you to anyone who actually read all of this!! might make some more posts going into more specifics of Myrha’s world if anyone is curious, i clearly love to yap about it lol

to those of you that have past life memories, how do you differentiate between the memories and normal thoughts/images in your head? is it just an intuitive feeling that you get? obviously it’s not the kind of thing that you can definitively get a yes or no answer for, but i guess i’m just looking for insight from people with more experience with this kind of thing.

i have specific locations and people and experiences that feel so familiar and real, and they’ve felt familiar and real for so much of my life. it feels right to say that i experienced those things in other lives and other realities, but i also have a very vivid imagination and i can’t get over the fear that i’m just daydreaming and being dramatic about it. maybe the answer is that i just need to stop giving a shit but idk. sorry if this is a stupid question, idk what i’m doing lol

does anyone else out there constantly have the feeling of being vaguely nonhuman but also no concrete understanding of their identity so every second of the day is just Confusing and Uncomfortable and Questioning Reality? or just me? i am starting to worry just me.

Currently there's a song which make me feel so shifty that I want to cry. A simple one but each time I listen to it I feel so me. And after I want to cry because I miss all of them, especially him.

I don't have to write their names, if I do I will sob. I think fictionfolks can understand that feeling, that empty space. Ce manque.

Vous me manquez.

seleste's introcution

beware this scrafty bite the rich and spit out poison

Wesh la zone.

You can call me Seleste or Sel for short. I'm an adult of twenty-two (22) years old. I'm bi, ace and genderfluid. I use they/them pronoun. I'm french, alors parfois j'écrirai en français juste pour le plaisir et surtout les insultes, but don't worry my texts will still be understantable.

I'm new on tumblr, I don't really know the community and how it works but since I started reading some blogs I find it cool.

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I'm alterhuman, a psychological one, and I will mostly talk about my own experiences and the community, specialy the french one and the differences I can notice between it and the anglophone one.

I'm otherkin, fictionkin and otherhearted. I'm also OCkin however I don't like using this label so I just say fictionkin.

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My main kin is Scrafty, a Pokemon from the fifth (5th) generation (Black and White), you will read about it often on my blog.

But I'm also a werewolf and Twilight Sparkle. Yeah that's very special, I promise I'm as serious as I'm weird lol.

I have a fourth kin, one of my own OCs named Tarek Zadran. For the moment I'm still in deny, but when I'll be ready I'll write about him.

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This blog is safe for everyone, every non-human, every kin, every systems, every queer, bref everypony, just be kind and respectful, don't be an ass.

I hope you will enjoy my blog !

À plus dans l'bus.

Here's a reminder that your kin experience may not be the same as that of other people or the majority of our communities. Do not put yourself in a mold. Embrace yourself and how you truly are. How you feel is how you feel. Do not base your sense of self on people you don't know. I have been struggling with self-doubt about recently discovered kintypes (dandy's world kintypes). I convinced myself for a second that I was somehow lying to myself about my connections and that I was just being silly. And I still feel like that. But it is harmful to ignore it in order to feel "valid" in the eyes of everyone. How I feel is how I am. And I am learning to accept that.

Do not be your own enemy. Be your biggest supporter