One Year - Blog Posts
Dam. Been a year already. Currently trying to stop myself from crying but I think it’s the right time to talk about how I found out. Ready? Ok.
On this day, one year ago, before getting drivin into work, I was reading an sbi fanfic. I saw the author had uploaded a chapter, not even a few minutes earlier and was like “wow omg! That’s so cool”. Anyway it wasn’t a chapter, it was a heartfelt message to techno, and an apology to the readers, since they weren’t sure when they were going to post again.
I was obviously like “what?.. no that can’t be true” so I came on here, and the first thing I saw when I looked up his name was a drawing of his cape crown and sword. I wanted to cry but I knew if I did, then I wouldn’t stop, and I had a job to do anyway, so I held it in. Fun fact, I was also going on holiday that weekend too and I hate crying in front of people.
I ended up watching “so long nerds” the Monday after. I sobbed my little heart out.
The Dream SMP was my first time hearing of techno, in 2020, when he first joined Wilbur and Tommy in pogtopia. I thought he was hilarious and I think since then I watched all his YouTube videos. In those two years that I got of him, he grew to mean a lot to me.
And here I am again. 365 days later, trying to stop myself from crying, because I know I won’t be able to stop and I have to go to work. I’m putting off watching a video about his death because I know it’ll make me sob and all I can bring myself to think is “fuck you for dying and fuck cancer for killing you”
Anyway, I better get ready to go to work.
~ONE YEAR BLOG ANNIVERSARY~
That’s right! This blog has existed for one year! Which means I’ve been writing Rody for a year! Geez, time flies. And I still have brain rot for this man. Thank you all for being here, seriously. It’s so much fun writing him and writing with others, and I really have made a lot of amazing friends thanks to this blog. I couldn’t be more grateful. I love you all.
So what am I doing celebrate?
Well for one, I’m finally making proper icons. About time.
Secondly, I’ll be taking some drawing requests! I’ll probably get to them tomorrow since Halloween is a busy time, but my askbox is open for any requests! If we’ve written together, you can even request a scene from one of our rps; I love bringing those scenes to life!
Thank you all again for being here! And Happy Halloween! 🧡🧡🧡
100 posts!
Ahhhh I can't believe I've made 100 posts already! It's been about a year here on tumblr and I'm so thankful for the positive interaction I've had!! Love you all so much!💚
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Today is October 7th. One year ago today, Hamas committed a massacre, taking hundreds of hostages, committing countless rapes, and killing over a thousand people, the single greatest Jewish loss of life in one day since the Holocaust.
Today is a day of mourning, of the loss of the dead and fear for the captives, but also of mourning for the world we thought we lived in on October 6. The bodies weren't cold before our neighbors, sometimes even our friends were out in the streets and online celebrating these murders and kidnappings, calling them resistance, calling them noble, calling these murders, rapes, and kidnappings, righteous. Days before Israel responded, Hamas' supporters in the US, Europe, Australia, all around the world, were in the streets, celebrating Jewish death and Jewish pain.
I want to say that again. Days before Israel did anything in response, Hamas' supporters around the world were already in the streets. And they have stayed in the streets ever since. No matter how many people I keep seeing claiming that they're marching for peace, the simple fact that they were out there chearing before Israel responded, belies those claims.
And what I never hear a single gentile talk about, is that last year, October 7 fell on a Jewish holiday, Simchat Torah, a day of dancing, and joy, of life and celebration. It's my mother's favorite holiday. I don't know a single Jew who is going to be up to celebrating this Simchat Torah. But we will try, because we have to.
So today we are mourning. And if that makes you angry, that's your problem.
