Our Ciel - Blog Posts
me and ciel traveled to orlando in florida!! we’re going to magic kingdom today :D
a friend gave me an iPad. of course I had to draw our!Ciel in modern!au ehehe
small sketches from pinterest pictures
sorry, but i love them! 🥺🤲
purple darkness💜
So bright~ 🌟
I bought a new watercolor paper. Ciel became a test subject XD
pizza!!! because i love eat pizza!
it's Sebastian and Ciel in modern au. Love it au. Love Sebastian and Ciel. My English is not very good, i hope, that you understand my thoughts, hehe
matured and proudly strides 🥀
🧥clothes inspired by pinterest🧥
the demon found a yammy soul. guess whose? 😋
i think it's my best art ever...
Ciel in beautiful suit!
Spoilers for Black Butler chapter 137
Y'all I am not okay. How could I ever be happy after this. Oh my God it's even worse than I remember. It's so painful listening to him say things like this and the everything that happened afterwards and I just-
O!Ciel.... you're so much stronger than you think.
Man the anime did him so dirty. Making him seem so much more like a brat than he actually is. I'm just so upsetti rn. Because then you remember how old he is and it just gets so much worse.
Man I just need someone to appreciate his character with me because oh my god.
Mild spoilers for the manga up to this point and I'm too lazy to deeply proof read.
Ciel Phantomhive is all I can think about so here's my thoughts
He's 13. He's a 13 year old kid surrounded by death and dispare. It honestly haunts me how young he is. Like I have siblings that age so when people go on about how anyone he is, what would you expect? This a kid that's pretending to be an adult. He lost his family at 10; he kidnapped, violated, and enslaved at 10; he watched his brother die in front of him at 10; and all people can say is that he's annoying. He's traumatized and a teenager. I'm surprised he's still going.
I cannot stop thinking about how lonely he must be. He's right hand is a demon. His servants are all people who have lost something or had nothing. No one there is capable of having normal conversations or social behavior (besides maybe Tanaka). I don't think he could ever just be 13 and it's kinda upsetting.
Everytime I read about someone close to him dying and the way he just moves on? I know he sad but dang does it hit hard. He doesn't know how to grieve and probably no one will ever teach him how.
He's really alone. Everyone tries, but no one is ever allowed close enough. I think he does it out a fear or as a defense mechanism. It's so much harder to feel loss if there's no one close in the first place. Thinking about Agni and Soma and how it ended and how he was like "This is why I told you not to get involved with me". So he knows he's bad news. Then there's the fact he's pretending to be his twin.
So he surrounded by people who love him because they think he's someone else. He also knows he's the "spare." Which fueled his decision.
He also definitely has self depreciating tendencies as show in the manga. When he has his break downs, we get a peak of just how terrible his mental state is. Sebastian doesn't help either so this man is really going in no actual support system.
His life is on a counter. Once the contract he has with Sebastian is fulfilled, that's it. Even if somehow he doesn't die, what would that do for him? Does he even have a will to live outside this? No matter what happens there will be no real happy ending for our Ciel Phantomhive. His story will always be a tragedy.
I'm being haunted by my thoughts of Ciel Phantomhive. This character makes me so upset oh my god. He mentioned he was 13 once. Once. Then reality hit me so hard I haven't been able to think of anything else.
He's such a tragic character and now I'm upset.
At this rate I’ll make a “Keeping up with the Phantomhives” AU
The first chapter of The Phantomhive Servants’ Favorite Moments is on ao3
Finny and Sebastian watched in confusion as Ciel started to sneeze.
“Bocchan? Are you alright?”
“Sebastian, I think there is a cat somewhere nearby.” Ciel said as he motioned for Sebastian to pick him up. Sebastian raised an eyebrow. It was rare for Ciel to want to be held, but Sebastian complied and held Ciel to his chest.
Sebastian scanned the yard, trying to find the lovely creature that Ciel was unfortunately allergic to.
I'm at work today, so this is a little sketch..Congratulations on the release of season 4!🐰
I was today years old when I realized the reason why ciel is only wearing one shoe while lizzy wears two is because the twin is wearing the other one 🥺🥺
One of my favorite moments of foreshadowing (or I am just seeing things) in Black Butler, is back, in the Campania Arc, when Lizzy is flashing back to when Ciel said strong women are scary, YOU CAN SEE O’CIEL’S FEET! The rest of his body is hidden by a speech bubble.
My boy.... my boy.....*Sob*
Ciel and the broken doll challenge