Prosenna - Blog Posts
hey so, why did i do this?
i'm in a prosenna rabbit hole, if you can't tell
prosenna: francis forever by mitski
another level of soulmatism
i read three posts consecutively about 'max saying if he made ii into f1, Charles would too' and 'ayrton saying alain should not retire, he cant stop and they both are leagues above others' and 'Nico saying in my heart he is still my best friend'
I'm going to bawl. two of the three are tragedies. The very first one didnt let the bitterness of the world get to them when there was every reason to.
Ayrton Senna/Alain Prost | 1988
i’m sure that Senna would love ‘i can do it with a broken heart’ 🤍
Alain Prost son or Ayrton Senna daughter
Ayrton Senna one morning after a mental breakdown (he was an Aries, he had a lot of them)
He never took his eyes off Alain
classic f1 shipping triangle (credit)
*whole, not home
*plenty, not little
...HE SAID IT HIMSELF.
And I knew it. We knew it. Something in him tend to be off but I couldn't tell what for so long. And I saw some people noticing that too. (Alain's quote below) How sad is that. In fact, there was no time. No 30 years more. What was stopping him from being happy back then? More wins? More titles? We all know that for these champions there is never 'enough'. So what was it? Prime example of why we can't wait for happiness and say that 'one day, if things will happen I will be happy'. I just wish he knew that too. :(
AND THIS SENTENCE IS SENDING ME TO HELL EVERYTIME I READ IT. Like Alain, elaborate what did you mean by that?? Explain how did you want to protect and help him???