R <3 - Blog Posts
I love every iteration of you I have ever met
"Oh, Darling, what have you done that you have fallen so in love with reality and have forgotten about dreams?"
"It is not reality that I have fallen in love with."
I ended up talking about and being reminded of some pretty fucked up things that happened to me as a kid a lot over the weekend while camping w my partner and their family, which is not helping me stay ✨in the moment✨ lol
"I miss you"
Is it okay if I send those randomly btw? If you need me to stop I can, it's just easier to say than "I wish you were here because I feel so so lonely and I just want someone to hold me while I fall apart, or to help me walk through to the kitchen to grab my salt, or to play video games so I can watch and pretend like I know what's happening on the screen, or to tell me that it's okay to cry over nothing" without sounding like that's all you mean to me
tw// suicidal(?) thoughts mention
God okay I just need to say this somewhere
My love (r <3) continues to save my life every time with no hesitation
The number of times I have had to call them and say "hey, I'm very likely to do something idiotic rn" and their response is "do you need to call?"
I was on the other side of the fence yesterday, looking down, and thinking "it's not that high, I'll survive it" and they literally brought me back from the edge by talking about their game and encouraging me to do something I enjoy instead (by giving examples and ideas because all I wanted to do was step off that ledge and see what would happen)
I love this person with my entire body, mind, and soul, and I am so grateful to have them in my life.
so i fell asleep with them four nights in a row while camping and now apparently i cant fall asleep without them 💀
I want that “drive safe,” kind of love, the “let me know if you need anything” kind of love, the “text me when you get there” kind of love, the “this made me think of you” kind of love, the “how was your day” kind of love, the “have fun, be safe” kind of love, the “good luck today” for something I only mentioned in passing kind of love, the “have a good day” kind of love, the “I remember you said you liked this so I got it for you” kind of love, the little ways of saying I love you without saying I love you kind of love.
Fuck yeah yall already know what this means for tmr
it's bc i love u and ur my favourite person ever ever evr
*unintelligible screamjng*
Ashau kwon-sum nash-veh tu, ashayam t'nash-veh
I seem to fall more and more °~☆ every single day ☆~°
Have I only just now realised that I gently headbutt my partner to show affection?
That's between me and god
you make me feel alive <3 ashau nash-veh tu, my ashayam
they said ily under the stars ✨
they called me The Name™️ ajdhdjs i camt theyre adorable and such a nerd and so am i
Me, trying desperately to not seem overly eager to call them whilst showing some excitment:
Don't be suspicious, don't be suspicious, don't be suspicious, don't be suspicious, don't be--
Hooked on their laugh <3
!!!!!!!! ASDFGDJKDHSJDHS !!!!!!!
okay I dont have a thing for hands I just think theyre neat . they do the touch and when the fingertips go together mmmyes
electric sparkles go ✨
I dont have a thing for hands tho
i want more. i want to come home with you . more than that,, i want to come home to you
Ddsjdkfhsjs ahsdfjk hhhjsdf !!!
the intellectual urge to correct someone's grammar when they're being dumb asf in the group chat