Unsent Messages - Blog Posts
“we don’t talk. i still dream about you.”
I don’t know if it’s because you’ve changed or if I loved a person who never really existed at all… A person I made up in my own imagination; Someone who looked like you, had the same birthday nd favourite colour but everything else I just invented to fill in the blanks. Or maybe you pretended to be someone you weren’t to make me love you. I suppose I’ll never truly know Nothign I'm a dumb fucker girl loving someone who is a lier but he proved how much useless worthless I am and how much he actually loved me he has lied to me tht he doesn't talks to any other girls nd blaa bla blaaaaa nd had a bestfriend for such a long time
But the one thing I do know is this; I was being honest with you I have Nothing but True uncondinatall forever love for you so the loss is yours
You wanna lose ? real person who loves you very deeply
But if all I lost was a lie … then that’s not really a loss to me at all
"I miss you"
Is it okay if I send those randomly btw? If you need me to stop I can, it's just easier to say than "I wish you were here because I feel so so lonely and I just want someone to hold me while I fall apart, or to help me walk through to the kitchen to grab my salt, or to play video games so I can watch and pretend like I know what's happening on the screen, or to tell me that it's okay to cry over nothing" without sounding like that's all you mean to me