Me cause there is no new episode this week π’
β‘β‘β‘ My actual bedroom β‘β‘β‘
I'm turning 19 in 8 fucking days and I started to not being ready for my birthday since I was 15, I don't want to grow up.
he was a good goblin may you rest in the treasures and shinny objects.... my tik tok is infested by fartbuckles sacrifice
I feel small because of existence
If I was a code, and you would type me in, it would say invalid.
(I wanted to say enter me, but yeah)
1298 kcal today. I really don't know what to say. I'm tired all the time, I don't know what to do with my life. I've got a lot to do, but I can't even do some of those. I enjoy life as well, if only I was different. If only my life would be different. But it isn't I have to life with that. I sometimes have sudden motivations for things, and other times I'm depleted of energy. My bike rides to and from school have been getting harder and harder. As is getting up and down the stairs.
I don't get why though, as I haven't been losing weight I think. So I don't know. Maybe some shit has finally caught up with me. I've been looking up against some things, like almost scared even. I've been sort of betrayed by now exfriends. Which I should have seen coming, we were to different. I can't really hate them though, I'm surprised I even have friends lol.
And sorry for the rant, but also kinda not sorry. I hope yall didn't read this shit if you weren't interested.
My birthday is almost though, so that's fun. Does anyone have an idea about what I should ask for my birthday?
Or does anyone have any other questions, or have any meanspo to share? Please send them.
i am such a sad person. everything i feel is sadness. everything that isnβt sad, i make it sad. i love being sad and despise it at the same time. i cant help but be overly empathetic and emotional because everything is sad to me. everything. i am always sad. my soul is sad.
everything is sad.