Sad Thoughts - Blog Posts

I hate when the voices around me fade because I cannot stop wondering if i even matter.

So much agony in your heart. Offer me a plate of your pain for it hurts me to see you suffering alone. Darling, let me suffer with you.

I hear the whispers of your thoughts, even when you stutter I know what you feel.

Look at me and let me read your eyes. I'll let you haunt my dreams.

I don’t think you understand how much it hurts to know I’ll never be able to make something as great as the stories I love

I came wounded

To the shore.

Sure, it was foolish,

To hope,

To be soothed,

To be cradled,

To know less aches;

Lighter on the waves.

But I was too wounded,

Abrasions and bruises.

Surprise! I dived! I cried!

It burns, even the ocean.

I am trapped with myself. With no one else to be my hell, I am.

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There isn't much of me that can love. But it is all that is left, and I promise to love you with my remnants.

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I forget most in madness, sickness of my heart washes over these delicate memories I hold till they aren't. But something tells me, I will remember you, not as a warning, never that, more like warmth. I will know you as my gentle sun, less harsh than the real one.

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I weep in rememberance of the ache that once existed. Not before. I wait for it to die, then I cry for the sapling that grows on its burial floor. This doesn't save me from pain, it just spares no mercy. So I lament for what is and once was.

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It's a poet's inclination. The urge to abandon this domestication and be the gentle beast of the woods. To see curiosity and amazement in the eyes of creatures for once. To have my muse climb trees. To fetch water from roaring streams. I have been civil in my suffering. Now I want to suffer from unusual ailments.

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Indeed I am

Lady in waiting

For a highness I met

Once in some dream

Had a conversation in whispers

Amused my Liege

Now I am left on seen

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Some day I could've asked you

Will you love me

When this darkness becomes me

But you didn't

Now the questions I have

I ask myself

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Nothing is more painful than being the reason behind the tears in your mother's eyes

poetry a day. day 1

i missed you

i thought i wouldn’t bare the sight of you

all of the misplaced words and petty little wars

to be honest i thought i hated you

and although it’s still a fresh wound

i can put a plaster on it

cause i am not afraid to admit

i missed you

i missed you a little bit

let’s not start from the beginning

let’s start right now

i ignore your grinning

how are you doing

are you doing okay

let’s go through the small talk

we can talk about our day

take a walk into the rain

oh how i missed you although never even left my brain

//i’m completely new to tumblr and i’m super god damn bored so BAM poetry

it’s about a boy i argued with really badly about two months ago and i hated his guts and tbh low-key still do. somehow with these feelings of anger and pure hatred - i can’t keep him off my mind. i miss him but i hate him.

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