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All that rambling made me want to make art.

Context: I have a theory that Moon will be the cause of Sun's death. (If you're up to date, you know why 😬)

All that rambling made me want to make art.

Context: I have a theory that Moon will be the cause of Sun's death. (If you're up to date, you know why 😬)

I've been really sad these past few weeks, I didn't feel like drawing much, but recently I found some new songs I really liked, and inspired me to draw this.

I've always really liked cold landscapes, places that seem forgotten, ruins reclaimed by nature, or places far from civilization.

Maybe I'll do a series of drawings with this theme, a good excuse to try to draw more landscapes and draw more the human version of my fursona.

I found a photo of drawing of Romeo on printerest and wanted to draw it in my style. I couldn't find the original artistor or the image again in printerest.

Pls tell me if you find the image :0

Hope you like it.

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Aww why this is so sad😔.

Hello dear friends, 🌟

I'm Mahmoud Jihad from Gaza. My family and I have lost everything—our home, my university, all of it. Now, we find ourselves living in a flimsy tent after losing everything. I was studying Information Technology and supporting my family, but now we are left with nothing. 😔

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Aww that's so sad😔. I can't donate some money, but i hope someone else will😉.

Aww... cute 💕

I couldn't find the creator of this image, but i wanted to post it

Rambley!!

Draw by me

Oh ! I forgot to post this one… Stupid memory…

Also ! What can I say ?… Hum… Sad ? No, sorry, I can’t comment that !

OK, just the fact of, yes, the two pony, is the same character, in different time. But, it’s not a comment that… Ah ! Just… Just take that.

I really really like it ! :3

I will draw a lot of depressing things for the next drawings ... But I like my progression on the human draw :3

A little sketch I find good ! :3c

Currently crying because I dropped my phone into the bath and now if I try to turn it off , it'll screenshot 😭😭

A song you forgot.

small comic of the Ark siblings and a sequel to that drawing i made of them listening to music.

It says it in the first page but still: song is Sweet happy life,specifically Peggy Lee's version from 1966. It has absolutely nothing to do with SA2 but i feel like its the kind of song that Maria would have liked at the time: https://open.spotify.com/track/4QJ1F5dFjDTnoHgew9cdRr?si=fwqd_aYGQtqoVvGtECtFGw

Hey everyone, I know I'm not popular enough for this, But I just wanted to say that my grandfather, (who I called Bumpi, which is another word for grandfather,) has passed away, It's been going on since he caught the virus that the floor that he was on, he was just going to the hospital for a surgery reason, But then suddenly things started going downhill, The doctors didn't do as they were told and there was some rushing about more people coming in for surgeries, so yeah he got sick with the virus that they didn't expect him to get sick with, And he slowly shutted down in his sleep, and it happened around midnight that he passed away.

I am quite devastated about this, my mum told this, who is technically my aunt, (Don't think about it the wrong way, incest is illegal in the UK, and she's a mother figure to me,) I went into a state of shock and I still am in shock and I don't know when i'm going to break down, but I hope soon the tears will come flooding in.

I hope you guys are doing okay, I hope to post soon and whenever I can and whenever I have ideas, P s if you want , you can draw me with your Virgil’s and Rainbow cores comforting me, because they make me happy, the reason why is they have things I like, rainbow colors and flowers, It's the reason why i'm so attached to them, So yeah thank you all and have a lovely night or day depending where you are in the world.

Now, please enjoy these pictures of pony versions of me and my family in portal AU, And a Picture of young me and my Bumpi as ponies, (Sorry if they look a bit weird because they look skin coloured and I don't know what else to do so I just went for it)

p.s he loves the color pink and pigs

Crab grave Sad Grab #crab #grab #crap #grave #sad #mad #smad #engraved #drawing #sketch #nintendo3dsxl #flipnote #ocean #draaikolk #krab #tekening #graai #folk #beachgrave #mermay2019 #toolateformermay so #mermay2020 ? #🦀 #🙆 #🌊 Excuse me I didn't mean to turn my tags into vague rhyming poetry https://www.instagram.com/p/ByOXP_rCUPg/?igshid=rub68d453ltw

Instagram didn't wanna post the proper size so I hope Tumblr let's me. Atleast JI know how too tag stuff here properly too (just in case they start working again.)

Since this is the platform where I’ve shared most of my stuff this year I really hope you guys like it. Posting has been sparse because this took up a lot of my time. But I think the effort was worth it to be able to share this personal animated end project. Be warned for feelings though. 

*A last goodbye*

If Chara was by Frisk’s side but Asriel couldn’t make it out of the underground. (I know that there are enough AU’s out there with this or an similar prompt but I can’t help wanting to make one too, maybe in the future *shrugs*) Anyway I know the anatomy is off but I’ll hope that doesn’t bother you peeps too much.

Oh young love so beautiful

Lets appreciate Wally, here.

He's hot, he's nice, he's sweet, what more can she ask for? So I ended the last season today,

warning: very likely to cry.

I cried obviously bc I'm a crybaby and always have been but I'm actually extremely sentitive to TV shows. Here's some shows and movies I've cried over:

Descendants. Might be weird, might not.

Zombies. Like, MILO AND MEG SLAYED

School Spirits. My babies.

HSMTMTS. Yep, a HSM fan right here.

Coco. Who doesn't cry on that one?

Gilmore Girls. My fav together with School Spirits obv.

Harry Potter nr 7. Uh, yeah.

Probably have mlr but anyways, I just realized that Peyton List (Maddie) is Emma in Jessie? Didn't know that...

Anyways. Can we just take a moment to appreciate what this man has done for Maddie? Love them both.

Miguel + Robby X Reader Pt: 2

Warnings: May be sad to some! This is also THE special I’ve been working on and now it’s completed! It is over 5,000 words long this is part 2!

The Choice

You smile as you see that is was Miguel, but guilt trips over you as your smile slowly falters but you pick up the call none the less.

  "Hello?" You question as you play with the hem of your tank top.

  "Hey baby! What time should I come over?" Miguel questions excitedly through the phone.

  "Um, we're having dinner at eight so maybe 7:30 and we can spend some time together if you'd like?" You question wanting to make sure Miguel was okay with it.

  "That sounds perfect I'll be over in less than an hour!" He exclaims as he rushes around his room out of breath.

  "What are you doing?" You question with a chuckle.

  "I'm looking for...- something to wear..." He breathes out as he throws a shirt across the room.

  You giggle at his goofy ness, you lean your head back against the couch again with the phone in your hand "well I'm wearing something red, so maybe if you want you could to so we could match" You joke.

  "That sounds amazing babe! Thank you, love you!" Miguel says making kissing noises to you from the phone.

  "Love you!" You say as he hangs up and you drop your phone on your chest randomly as you sink back into the couch.

  Your eyes widen internally as you remember Robby was in the room, your whole body freezes internally as you wince for Robby.

  Slowly you peak one eye open as you look towards Robby's way, to see him not there...?

  You open both your eyes fully as you look around confused as to where Robby could've been or went.

  You sigh as you walk upstairs to your room to get ready for the family dinner, your dad Daniel wasn't back yet so you decided to get ready until he arrived.

  You glance through your closet as you look for an out fit, you knew you were wearing something red as you said. So you picked out a red thigh high flow-y like dress and a small white cardigan to go over it with some white slacks.

  By the time you finished hair and slight makeup it was 7:20 when the door opened and you walked downstairs to see if it was Daniel.

  "Hey dad" You say as Daniel walks through the door.

  "Hey kiddo" He reply's as you walk closer to him.

  "Sooo were having a guest over for dinner" You say bashfully.

  Daniel raises his eyebrow as Amanda walks out of the kitchen taking a break from cooking while the food boils.

  "Her boyfriend" She says excitedly with a smirk as she points to you while saying 'her'.

  "Oh? Well what's his name?" He questions as he loosens his tie.

  "His name is Miguel and he's uh in Cobra Kai..." You say, putting it out there.

  "Oh?" Dad asks as he stops unloosing his tie.

  "Yeah so please don't judge him just by that! He's such a sweet boy!" You interject now panicking.

  "Hey sweetie, if it means this much to you... then I guess I could put it aside for you" Daniel sighs with a small smile, only wanting to make you happy.

  "Thank you! Oh and Robby's staying as well" you let him know as you hear a knock on the door.

  "That should be him, I told him he could come over early so we could spend some time together" You say excitedly as you rush to the door before opening it.

  "Hey baby!" You say excitedly as you pull Miguel into a hug to which he smiles lovingly at and rests his head on your shoulder.

  "Hey babe" He chuckles at how excited you were.

  You grab his hand as you walk him over to the kitchen "are you nervous?" you question swinging your intertwined hands together.

  "Very" He says as his voice starts to shake.

  "Hey-" You stop him "-you're going to do amazing Miguel" You smooth as you place a kiss onto his cheek giving him confidence as he nods.

  "Mom, dad this is Miguel" You introduce as both Daniel and Amanda turn around.

  Amanda smiles sweetly as she walks over to Miguel as does Daniel "it's a pleasure to finally meet you Miguel" She says as she pulls Miguel in for a hug.

  "It's nice to meet you Miguel" Daniel says as he holds his hand out, to shake Miguel's hand to which politely takes.

  "It's nice to meet you to Mr. and Mrs. LaRusso" Miguel says nervously.

  "Alright now don't go getting yourselves in trouble" Daniel chuckles as you both walk to your room.

  "We won't dad!" You reply chuckling as you open your door, leaving it open so Amanda or Daniel wouldn't get suspicious.

  "How was i?" Miguel says nervously.

  "You were amazing as always Miggy, they loved you so far!" You encouraged excitedly as you press a kiss to his cheek.

  "Nervous cannot explain how I feel right now, I feel like Demetri when he try's to talk to Yasmin" Miguel jokes causing you to laugh and lay your head on his shoulder whilst holding his hand.

  "Kids! Dinners ready!" Daniel yells from downstairs as thirty minutes had already passed. Miguel looks at you nervously before nodding his head try to encourage himself, you nod your head letting him know he was okay.

  Both you and Miguel walk downstairs seeing Sam walking to the table as well, and Anthony was not here as he was at a sleep over with his friend.

  You lead Miguel to the table setting him down as Robby walks into the kitchen sitting down in front of your view causing your nerves to fly up from what almost happened in the back patio.... or what did happen.

  "Would you like to say grace?" Amanda asks Daniel as we all began to hold out our hands connecting them together.

  You bow your heads down as Daniel says grace before lifting your heads back up when he's finished.

  Everyone starts putting food on their plates and when satisfied you began eating "so Miguel, I hear you're into karate?" Daniel asks, your eyes immediately wander towards your dad with pleading eyes though doesn't pay attention to it.

"Uh- yes sir I am" Miguel speaks up confidently causing you to smile.

Daniel hums in content "I hear you are in cobra Kai am I right?" He asks holding eye contact with Miguel.

Your body freezes for a moment, not knowing how this would play out. Your dad could be a tricky one, Miguel looks up frozen in place as well for a moment before he speaks up.

"That I am Mr. LaRusso" He smiles sweetly, proud of himself.

Daniel nods his head "you can call me Daniel if you'd like, Miguel" he reply's sincerely causing your excitement to rise.

"Thank you Mr- Daniel" Miguel shyly says almost stumbling over his words.

Daniel smiles as he looks over to Amanda nodding "So Miguel, would you like to come over next time for dinner?" She asks crossing her hands together.

"I'd love to Mrs. LaRusso" Miguel says happily.

Less than an hour and dinner had ended, both Daniel and Amanda went into the kitchen cleaning up while they talked about Miguel and how nice he was compared to being in Cobra Kai.

  "Oh my god Miguel you were amazing!" You say excitedly as you brace him into a big hug, he immediately excepts.

He lets out a huge breath of relief "oh my that was nerve recking" he sighs.

"Oh baby, you were amazing" You recite as you grab both of his hands and intertwined them with yours before pressing a long kiss on his lips, smiling as you do so.

You both stay silent for a little bit, just holding each other until you hear Daniel talking in the other room "I like him, he puts off good vibes" He says to Amanda, your heart warms even more as well as Miguel's; happy that his girlfriends parents except him, especially Daniel.

  Miguel smiles happily in the crook of your neck, you don't notice Robby walk by and neither does Miguel as Robby starts groaning internally. He really did like you, love you even but he knew he wouldn't amount to Miguel seeing as your parents liked him now.

  Sure your parents loved Robby but that was only because they didn't know his true intentions in the beginning. But after spending time with you, Daniel, and Amanda he grew comfortable with them completely dissing his original plan to make his dad jealous.

  Robby sighs defeated as he walks out the back patio taking a seat on one of the pool chairs, looking up at the semi stars that were starting to appear.

  "Is it okay if I use the bathroom?" Miguel shyly asks, pulling away from the hug a little.

  "Of course baby, it's down the hall to your left" You comment placing a kiss on his cheek as he walks to the bathroom.

  You sigh happily as you began to wander outside finding your way to the back patio to see Robby laying in one of the chairs looking up at the stars.

  You walk over to the other chair beside him before taking a seat now making it known that you were there.

  "Hey Robby..." You say awkwardly.

  "Do you need something?" He asks, almost rudely.

  "I-uh no- but I just wanted to talk about what happened earlier" You mumble.

  He looks over meeting your piercing eyes "nothing happened" He reply's bluntly before looking back at the moon lit sky.

  "Come on Robby- please" You plead, it was honestly making you feel really guilty; both ways.

  You were going to tell Miguel of course but first you wanted to try and clear the air with Robby. "Alright you want to talk? Go ahead, speak" He reply's before sitting straight up staring you down.

  You fumble as you place your hands in your lap "I just want to know what it was? What did it- almost feel to you?" You question, curiously.

  Robby sighs running a hand over his face the ring on his pointer finger shining in the moon light "I liked you a lot Y/n, before I had even known about Miguel- heck I didn't even know you had a boyfriend until then" He starts.

  "What did you feel?" Robby finishes as he searches your eyes for honesty.

  "I- I guess I felt butterfly's and I know it's wrong because I'm with Miguel bu-" Robby cuts you off with a kiss, sealing his lips against yours placing his hand gently on your cheek.

  You didn't kiss back, but you didn't pull away neither. You were mostly in shock, until a voice you all to know spoke up; one that always sounded happy when he got to see you after classes and during lunch.

  Broken. That's what Miguel's voice sounded like "Y-y/n?" He questions causing you to push Robby away, coming back to your senses.

  "Miguel..." You force out, your heart beating loudly; so loudly you could've sworn you heard it through your ears.

  "Y-you- we just- what-?" His voice trembles, feeling his chest tighten.

  "Miguel I can explain" You start, nervously.

  "Please explain to me the boy you said not to worry about were licking lips with yours" He says sadly as his face turns into frown, his shoulders drop: feeling defeated.

  You couldn't say anything, you couldn't get yourself to even squeak anything out. It was all to overwhelming, almost like something you'd see in a movie but only worse.

  "That's what I thought..." Miguel says sadly as he feels a tear fall out of his eye, he walks away and starts making his way home with his head hung low.

IF YOU CHOOSE MIGUEL

  No, no, no, no this could not be happening right now. Everything was going so good, you wouldn't let this ruin your amazing relationship with Miguel so you ran.

  You ran after Miguel, the love of your life halfway down the road you spot Miguel holding his bike with his hands as he speed walks.

  You run faster trying to catch up with him "Miguel!" You yell out catching his attention causing him to stop in place and turn around.

  You finally make it to him all the way and you jump into his arms causing him to stumble "I'm so sorry Miguel! I froze I didn't know what to do! I know it was wrong of me but I was frozen and words cannot describe how sorry I am that it almost happened a second time!" You start crying slightly as you slowly felt like the love of your life was slipping away from your hands.

  Miguel doesn't hug back to in pain, and shock "what do you mean second time?" He mumbles as you pull away from the hug trying to collect yourself enough to speak.

  "Early when I got home I taught Robby some karate moves while my dad was out and we fell and he leaned in but I pushed him away and he said he understood" You say crossing your arms.

  You were thankful that it was a fully lit neighborhood so you could actually see Miguel and he could see you.

  "I know sorry isn't going to replace the emotions I made you feel today but if you let me i will continue to make up for it for the rest-" But before you could get another peak out you felt lips against yours.

  The lips you loved against yours more than anything, his lips. The soft touch of his hands as they wrap around your waist almost hugging you.

  This is what magic felt like, you now knew that what you felt with Robby wasn't a flame heck it wasn't even spark. It was just teenage emotions.

  Miguel pulls away and pulls you into a tight hug "Y/n I love you and I forgive you I'm sorry" He apologizes.

  "No baby you have no reason to apologize it's all me and I'm sorry" You say pressing another kiss against his lips.

  "Let's go meet your family now, including your sensei"

IF YOU CHOOSE ROBBY

  You let Miguel walk away, you didn't chase after him like how the end of a movie is supposed to go. You chose Robby.

  You didn't know what it was about Robby but you chose him, of course Miguel was your first love and you would never forget him but you felt a flame between yourself and Robby.

  You let out a shaky breath as you turn to Robby to see him with his hands in his pockets and a guilty expression on his face.

  "I choose you Robby Keene" You say softly.

  His head snaps up at that, not used to having anyone choose him "what?" He asks, thinking he heard you wrong.

  "I choose. You. Robby Keene. I want you" You reply more clearly this time as you take a couple steps closer to him.

  "Are you sure? What if you feel like you didn't make the right choice later? And get tired of me?" He questions, suddenly feeling his insecurity's strike up.

  "I made the right choice Robby, and I want you" You state as you place a hand on his cheeks gently.

  He melts in your touch "okay... I believe you" He sighs heavily.

  "I want you to- no Y/n I need you" He caves finally breaking his walls down, letting you see the most vulnerable state of him.

  You both lean in for a kiss, pressing your lips against one another feeling fireworks explode in the background of it all.

  A few weeks passed before you and Miguel talked again, you both talked it out like adults and even though your first love figure would still be there you both went for someone new.

  Miguel said he understood your decision knowing that it made you happy which is all he ever wanted. Miguel started seeing Sam after a couple weeks before the breakup.

  You and Robby decided to wait a couple weeks before going straight into the relationship, soon you both got together and even had a couple double dates with Sam and Miguel.

  You both got your happy ending.

Miguel + Robby X Reader Pt 1

Warnings: May be sad to some! This is also THE special I’ve been working on and now it’s completed! It is over 5,000 words long but will be separated into 2 parts for being to long!

The Choice

You wait for your lovely boyfriend Miguel to walk out of his history class as you stand out of the way of the other people walking out the room.

Soon Miguel walks out, sulking with his head down. You stop him "hey baby" You say sweetly as you grab his hand and tug him back a little to which he does.

He doesn't have a smile on his beautiful lips and he looks tired which alarms you as you know he's in distress. But none the less Miguel speaks "hey..." he says almost forcing a happy tone.

You place your hand on the back of his neck and pull him in for a small but genuine kiss which he returns. "I'll catch up with you" Demetri says pointing down the hall.

Miguel turns around "yeah, yeah" he reply's with a little wave before he slowly turns back to you.

"What's wrong?" You ask obviously worried, as you hold onto his hand tighter.

"Uh, nothing I was just a little distracted while taking the practice... test-" Miguel starts as his frown only grows.

"Why?" You ask genuinely.

He thinks for a second, not meeting your eyes as he shakes his head "the tournament, I don't have a lot of time to prepare so" He says obviously lying, but you hold off on it for now.

"Well, you're going to do amazing" You reply with a smile.

He nods his head as a long pause came between you both as he puts his head down before looking back at you "so uh what'd you do last night?" Miguel questions.

"Oh, a family dinner" You reply with a eye catching smile.

"I'd like to meet them some time..." Miguel says shaking his head as he continues to frown.

You almost say yes as fast as you can, but soon you remember about what your dad said about Cobra Kai's but you could care less; Miguel is an amazing boy and if he doesn't like him he will have to go through you first.

Your eyes sparkle as you set yourself on a decision "I'd love that!" You say excitedly, catching Miguel off guard.

His whole demeanor changed into a happy one, as you continue to rant "oh babe and don't be alarmed if you see a boy there, his name is Robby and he learns karate with my dad and also works for him" You reply honestly.

Miguel's smile widens, as you told him the truth it made his heart beat ten times the normal rate. "Oh! And I'd love to meet your mom" You say excitedly.

Miguel feels his heart swell over how excited you are "you have nothing to worry about there, she'll love you just as much as I love you" He reply's as he sees hearts flowing around his vision.

"Oh and of course my Yaya, I think she'll definitely fall in love with you" He says, feeling more excited.

"I can't wait to meet them, and I love you too Migi" You say letting go of his hand and wrapping your arms around his neck, placing a gentle kiss to his lips.

"Does tonight sound good?" You question as you both pull away.

"Tonight sounds perfect..." He agrees, feeling as though he was the luckiest boy on this earth.

"Perfect!" You say excitedly as you grab Miguel's hand and lead him down the hallway, seeing as it was the end of the day meaning school is officially over for today.

  "Okay so, what should I wear?" Miguel asks nervously.

  "Come as your handsome self" You reply, with a smile as you peck his cheek.

Miguel blushes at the compliment "I can't wait to meet your family" he says nudging your shoulder a little.

"I can't wait for you to meet them to!" You reply pressing your intertwined arms together against your body.

  "I'm sure they'll love you" You incur-rage.

  "What about your dad? You know with the whole Cobra Kai rival? With my sensei?" Miguel questions, suddenly feeling insecure.

  Miguel had of course known about your dad, and everything that sensei told him but he loves you and he doesn't care that you're a LaRusso or about a family rival.

  You sigh "honestly Miguel, that's between them two I'm not going to ruin something amazing for me over a teenage rival" You state honest.

Miguel smiles, showing his braces that manage to make him look even cuter "I honestly don't get it either" He shakes his head, with a chuckle.

"Well I could 100% see why Johnny would still be in this mind frame, I mean you wouldn't want someone swooping in on your girl would you?" You half joke, I mean you love your dad but sometimes he makes choices that weren't always the best.

"No I definitely wouldn't..." Miguel says stopping to admire your piercing eyes.

  You blush slightly at the sneaky comment, "okay okay..." you nudge his arm playfully causing him to smile goofy.

  "Tonight is going to be amazing"

TIME-SKIP

The drive back was pretty comfortable, you dropped Miguel off back at his as he got ready while you drove back home to get ready and inform your parents.

  "Hey mom have you seen dad?" Sam asks as she walks into the kitchen, looking around.

  Mom drys her hands from doing the dishes and walks over to Sam "no, he's out and I need to talk to you" She says placing her hand on her hip.

  "Did you get into a hit and run accident a few months ago?" Mom questions furrowing her brows.

  I raise my brows at this, definitely interested Sam doesn't say anything except looks down guiltily. Moms jaw drops "oh my god" She says in disbelief.

  Sam snaps her head back up determination in her eyes, "it wasn't me driving mom- I swear- it-it was Yasmin" Sam starts but before she could finish her story mom interrupts shaking her head. 

  "I don't care who was driving, I you should have told us this- I mean do you know how much trouble you caused?" Mom asks healing her head down, giving Sam a serious look.

  "Im sorry..." Sam says biting her bottom lip.

  "Sorry is not going to cut it- I can't believe I'm saying this, but you're grounded" Mom reply's holding her hand out "give me your phone" she finishes.

  Sam opens her mouth in shock "why?" She asks using hand gestures to show her emotions.

  "Because as long as you have internet-" mom points at the stairs "sending you to your room is like sending you out to play" She says as Sam pulls out her phone lazily.

  "Don't forget her lab top and smart watch" Anthony buts in with a cheeky smirk as he bites on a pickle he got out of the fridge.

  Sam looks at him and mumbles under her breath as Mom holds out her other hand, for Sam to put the watch in.

  Sam walks away sulking, "even I can't believe that happened" You mumbled, Sam had never really gotten in trouble. Yeah you knew her knew friends were apart of the popular group and they were kinda like the mean girls- well not really Moon, she's a sweetheart.

  "Me either" Mom agrees in disbelief.

  You had never really gotten in real trouble either, Your mom Amanda and Dad Daniel were a little more easy on you seeing as you were a couple months older than Sam.

  You never did rub it in her face though, you always treated both Sam and Anthony equally. Sometimes more rough with Anthony seeing as he can be a pain most days.

  You and Sam had a bunch of things in common, for example you were both fighters, you both loved people unconditionally, and you both did karate.

  Well Sam quit eight years ago, but you never did you actually enjoyed doing it. So while everyone was asleep you would do it up in your room, you were surprised dad quit for the simple fact that he always talked about kicking the competition on commercials but quit in real life.

But this was it, you were fixing to tell Amanda about Miguel "Hey mom, i was wondering if I could have a guest over tonight?" You nervously question, biting your bottom lip.

She turns around from the sink "of course honey, who is it may I ask?" She questions.

"It's my boyfriend, Miguel" You admit, feeling your heart race just a bit.

Amanda smirks as she nods her head "ahhh okay, yes you can have him over just inform your dad when he gets back from dealing with his karate rival" She rolls her eyes playfully at the end statement, causing you to laugh; relived.

After a couple minutes goes by Sam is sitting at the kitchen table doing homework still sulking about being grounded while Anthony is rubbing it in her face about her not having internet.

Soon the doorbell rings causing Anthony to lay his iPad down before getting up excitedly "maybe that's the drone I bought from Amazon" he says as he rushes towards the door.

Amanda soon realizes what he said as she looks up from her paper work, following him behind "you bought a drone?" She questions as she follows him to the door.

Sam sighs as she keeps looking at moms purse which held her phone "dude you're just gonna torture yourself even more" You reply as you take a seat in front of her.

She rolls her eyes "I know but I was supposed to go to a party with Moon and now I can't even let her know I'm not coming" She sighs.

"I'll text her for you" You reply pulling out your phone.

"Really? That'd be great! Just let her know that I'm grounded" Sam grumbles as she says 'grounded'.

"Sure thing" You laugh as you send the quick message to Moon.

"Anyways, I'm having my boyfriend over for dinner" You say nervously, at what Sam would say.

Her eyes widen "do tell" She smiles.

"It's Miguel, I'm sure you've seen him around before" You comment.

She thinks for a minute "oh yeah, we had a class together last semester but I don't remember him to much" She exclaims.

"Hey Robby what's going on?" You hear your mom ask.

"Well, I'm going to see what's up" You nod your head towards Sam and she salutes you, a sister thing you both had.

"-you know what... never mind come on in.." Amanda says using hand gestures.

"Hey Robby" You smile as he walks in the house.

You and Robby had grew close, but it was mostly friendly on your part... his not so much but you didn't know that.

"Hey, how's it going?" Robby smirks slightly, as always.

Amanda walks back to the kitchen table as Robby follows you around "it's going..." You chuckle.

"What about you?" You questions politely.

"Same old for me" He reply's holding onto his backpack strap.

"So what shall we do while we wait on my dad?" You question walking out to the back patio with the pool.

"well.. do you know karate?" Robby smirks.

"Ohhh-" You laugh "-as a matter of fact I do smart one" You raise your eyebrow.

"Well then show me..." He teases as he sets down his backpack and pulls off his jacket.

"Alright-" You cock your head to the side as you pull off your light jacket as well.

Robby gets into stance as you follow behind "show me what you know" You nod your head up suggestively.

"Okay..." He smirks as he lands a kick to your side to which you immediately block.

He raises his eyebrows as he try's to land a punch to your face to which you block with your hand swapping it away before kicking under his foot causing him to tumble down, you following as your foot was caught with his.

You let out a laugh until you soon realized you were straddling Robby's waist which immediately shut you up as Robby looked up at you and you rested your hands on the concrete being you.

"Well this is awkward..." You spit out as you noticed the awkward tension built up.

You pull yourself off of his lap as you reach your hand down and pull him up as well "are you okay?" You question with a chuckle trying to move the awkward tension away.

Robby clears his throat "uh yeah all good" He reply's as you both get into your stances.

You place a kick to his side to which he misses on blocking and he kneels over holding his side causing you to laugh "watch yourself" You chuckle.

He stands back up straight with a small smirk as you go to strike a punch on his face to which he block, keeping his hold on your hands and pulls you closer to him, your body's colliding causing your eyes to widen as they stare into his green orbs.

Nothing is said as you both stare into each other's eyes, slowly leaning closer. Robby's eyes land on your lips and that's when you realize what you're doing.

You pull away "oh my god" You gasp, feeling guilt rush over your body at even looking someone in the eyes like that other than Miguel.

Meanwhile Robby is confused "what is something wrong? Did I do something wrong?" He questions worriedly.

You can't be mad at him, I mean he doesn't even know you have a boyfriend for god sakes. "No uh- I just it's not right- I have a boyfriend- I couldn't do that to him" You state.

Robby's head falls "oh...-I understand" He lifts his head back up nodding.

Clearly you could see his heart cracking, and it broke yours to at the sight but he needed to know the truth.

"I'm sorry- I didn't tell you sooner- or anyone for that matter-" You ramble feeling like it was somewhat your fault.

"No hey i get it- it's none of my business of who you talk to" Robby says sliding his jacket back on.

"But still I'm sorry-"

"I get it alright- I know okay" He confirms as he stops to look you dead in the eye, almost staring into your soul.

He kneels back down grabbing his backpack before walking back into the house, you grab your thin coat and walk over to the door leaning your back onto the wall listening in to the conversation.

"Oh hey Robby would you like to stay for dinner?" Amanda questions.

"No thank you Mrs. L, I wouldn't want to intrude" Robby says with a polite smile.

"Oh it's no bother at all you know we love having you over" She admits, with a smile.

"Okay I'll stay..." Robby sighs defeated, as Amanda smirks satisfied.

"Make your self at home" She says sweetly as Robby walks into the living room, and sits down awkwardly. Clearly not fully comfortable yet.

You sigh as you walk into the living room and sit down on the other couch opposite of Robby, causing his attention to go on you and suddenly you were regretting not going to your room because of the awkward tension.

"Hi" You say, as if you both hadn't almost kissed despite you having a boyfriend.

"Hey..." He reply's even though he kept his tone mono.

You sigh and throw your head against the couch pillow, fully letting your body relax. As you did this you went into deep thought, you loved Miguel with everything in you but you didn't know if you liked Robby or not.

Your mind kept wandering back to the almost kissing session you and Robby would've had if you hadn't pulled away. I mean you felt something but it didn't feel as strong as when you met eye contact with Miguel.

Maybe it was because you hadn't know Robby as long as you knew and been with Miguel.

You run your hand through your hair and down your face following around your neck as you relax into the couch deeper.

While doing this Robby couldn't help but stare, he thought you were stunning. He slowly leant back into the couch finally getting comfortable now as he gazes up at you. You couldn't even feel his gaze at how deep in thought you were.

  Robby knew what he wanted and he knew he wanted you, he wanted be the one you loved, cuddled, and cried to when you were feeling sad. He scoffed internally as he thought about you having a boyfriend.

  Soon your phone started ringing, you picked up your head from the comfortable couch as you had almost fell asleep, you lift up and grab your phone out of your back pocket to see who was ringing you.

Eli/Hawk X Reader

Warnings: None! Just fluffy!

Time goes By

  The rumors spreaded like wildfire, Y/n L/n the famous billionaire actress would be moving back in the valley where you grew up. You weren't always famous, you had actually enrolled for a character in a famous movie and from there you kept getting roles from other directors from left and right.

  Your longtime and long distance boyfriend Eli didn't know what to think, I guess you both still considered each other as still together but Eli always felt insecure knowing you were around better looking boys so he quit texting, calling, or replying.

  He cried almost every night as you called and he watched the caller I'd ring. Eventually you stopped calling as often as you called, you'd call every once and a while and he'd never answer but you never fully stopped trying to get back him back.

  You hadn't known about Eli's transformation yet, he didn't call or update you on anything and how were you supposed to know anything.

  Anyways, you finally decided to move back to the valley your hometown. Now since you were very well known people kept up with you, they knew where you were going and what you were doing most likely.

  After about hours of flying you finally landed, you wanted to surprise one of your best friends before you had left which was Sam.

You gently knocked on the door waiting only for a second before Mrs. LaRusso opened the door. "Y/n? Oh it's been so long!" Amanda exclaims and she pulls you in a hug to which you reciprocate.

  "How have you been? I see that your dream came true!" She exclaims as you both pull away from the hug.

  "Yeah I've been great! And it's been amazing" You respond happily.

  "That's wonderful, Sam is in her room if you were wondering!" Amanda says as she lets you in.

  "Thank you!" You say sweetly as you walk up the stairs entering Sams room.

  Sam hears her door open and turns her attention to the door from her computer and her face brightens "Y/n! You're back!" She yells as she rushes towards you pulling you in a hug.

  "I am!" You exclaim as she pulls you towards her bed, already gossiping about her new friends she made and something called Cobra Kai?

  A couple hours later you were super tired so you decided to hitch a ride from Sam to which she gladly excepted as she drove you to your apartment.

  "Thank you Sam! I owe you one!" You say as you rush into your apartment.

  You close the door with a sigh as you fall onto your couch in exhaust meant, you place your phone on the table as you stare at the screen debating on if you should text Eli.

  After minutes of contemplating you decided to send him a message to which it read 'Hey Eli! I'm in town you should come by! My address is the same!' You internally cringe at the message but none the less you press send.

  Even though it was only 3 pm it felt like it should've been later, you sigh in exhaustion as you get up and change into some comfortable clothes.

  As Hawk gets ready to pack up from karate practice he checks his phone as he gets a ding, he opens the message and his heart immediately flutters as he reads what's before him.

  He didn't know how you would react to his knee look, he hoped you like it because he still cared for you. He decides not to send a message back but to surprise you with a semi unknown visit.

  About an hour later a knock on your front door pulls you out of your favorite show, pressing pause you go over to your door opening it to see someone who looked like Eli with a red Mohawk?

  Your eyes widen "Eli?" You question as he nods bashfully, his older Eli side coming out.

  "Hey Y/n, it's me" He reply's as you let him in closing the door.

  "Wow, I mean you look great but what-?" You question sweetly.

"The bullying got worse when you left Y/n... I couldn’t handle it. So I joined Cobra Kai, a karate dojo and I decided to flip the script and if I’m being honest... I feel the change" He explains somewhat guilty.

"What do you mean feel the change?" You ask now confused.

"I haven’t been a very good person now that I’ve distracted people from my lip..." Eli explains looking down.

"Some of that is mostly my part Eli... I am so sorry that I left you on such short notice and I’m sorry I wasn’t there to do something when you were getting hurt I’m also sorry for-"

Your rant gets stopped by Eli placing his lips on yours to which you place your hand on his cheek pulling him closer as you move your lips against his before pulling away breathless.

"It’s okay Y/n, really I’m just glad you got your dream" He smiles.

"My dream was never complete without you Eli..." You blush at your sentence.

Eli blushes as he looks down before taking notice of his sweaty body "do- do you mind if I take a shower?" He questions nervously.

"No not at all, do you still remember the way?" you tease.

Eli chuckles bashfully "I think I do.." he interjects playfully.

You nod as he leads himself to the bathroom, you go to your kitchen grabbing some snacks for you and Eli when he gets out the shower.

Soon running water was the only thing that could be heard throughout your apartment, it was almost calming as you laid your head on the couch in a trance from how excited you were to be back and have Eli back into your life once again.

The water cut off all to soon, just then you realize it’s been passed twenty minutes, as if on cue Eli walks out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist.

Water dripping from his torso and his now wet dyed hair as he looks around nervously as he tightens his grip on the towel around his waist.

"I- I left my bag in here-" He stutters as he walks over to the door grabbing his gym back.

You nod as he walks back into the bathroom closing the door, your eyes widen as you place your hands on your redden cheeks mouth wide open.

You always loved Eli’s body because he was him and he’s handsome, but with all the karate he must’ve got not ripped but well toned up.

You internally fan girl scream at your man, soon Eli returns and you quickly take your hands off your face and maintain a small not to noticeable smile.

"Can I- can I cuddle you?" He asks nervously as he shuffles on his feet back and forth.

You smile as your heart warms "always" You reply as you open your arms to which he immediately enters and straddles your waist and he wraps his arms around your shoulder and buries his face in your neck like old times.

A couple minutes go by of comfortable silence as you both just cuddle, admiring each other’s touch. Soon you lift up Eli’s chin with your finger bringing his face in length of yours.

Your eyes lock, almost like you feel apart of you connecting that you haven’t felt in so long as Eli’s wet hair drips everywhere and sticks to his face.

You move the piece of hair from his beautiful face and press a loving kiss against his lips before pulling back and kissing his scar that he always hated.

"Eli you’re beautiful... like you always were to me" You mumble as he finally lets go as tears spill out of his eyes that he didn’t know were there.

"I-I love you Y/n, I missed you so much" He whimpers out as he places a shaky kiss on your soft lips.

"I missed you so much baby, and I love you more" You say as Eli cuddles into your embrace more.

After a while Eli falls asleep and you feel like the luckiest girl in the world as you hold the boy you’ve always loved in your arms. The sound of Eli’s warm heartbeat lures you into a deep sleep, awaiting for this moment to never end.

This makes you realize that time goes by too fast...

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This was requested by @dommie14 thank you for requesting I hope you enjoyed!

Hawk X Reader

Warnings: Prepare for the emotions!

Surprise- I Guess

  You were super excited to say the least, Hawk's- or well Eli's birthday was coming up in a couple days. You had planned a whole surprise for him, Hawk had mentioned how he wanted to get a new motorcycle.

  So you asked your dad Daniel LaRusso for some extra money for some extra chores here and there, and what do you know he agreed as long as you got back into karate with him.

  You took him on that offer, recently Daniel had changed the pool room into a at home karate dojo. You never really quit, you practiced here and there unlike your sister Sam who hadn't practice in eight years.

  Both Miguel and Demetri had offered to help you pick out the motorcycle. You were instantly surprised that Demetri would offer considering the history between the two wasn't good after Eli became Hawk.

But of course you took them both up on the offer considering they knew personally what style motorcycle Hawk would like. The bell ring indicating that lunch period was here.

You, Demetri, and Miguel all decided to hang back a while in the hallway so you could discuss a few matters with the surprise and how you were to give it to Hawk.

  "Okay so how about you call him up, and tell him it's an emergency and carry him to your backyard and boom-" Miguel makes a hand explosion "-surprise!" He says proud of his idea.

  "That's a great idea Miguel!" You exclaim excitedly.

  "Or... you could just give it to him.." Demetri states as if he's the smartest person on the earth.

  You tilt your head to the side furrowing your eyebrows "and where would the fun be in that?" You smirk.

  Miguel nods his head, eyes wide "yeah I'm gonna have to agree with Y/n on this one" He states.

  "Oh bummer-" Demetri reply's, unfazed.

  "Demetri did you actually want to help us?" You ask now concerned.

  "Well not really, but Eli was my friend once upon of time you know..." He states obviously.

  "We know..." Miguel says, remembering once who Hawk was.

  Hawk was in the mix of laughing along with one of his new 'friends' playing with his soccer ball when all of a sudden his attention is brought to you, Demetri, and Miguel.

  It was safe to say Eli was not happy, he didn't like the thought of his girl with two other boys without him, whispering.

  He felt vulnerable, he felt.... anger. Even though Demetri and Miguel were technically still his friend, his past best friend and his former best friend did not sit well with him.

  Walking with a more furious pep in his step he reaches both you, Demetri, and Miguel. You and Miguel immediately stop whispering, not wanting to ruin the surprise.

  You turn around with a smile on your face as your heart races, almost being caught. You did not want the surprise to get ruined so soon anyways.

  "Hey Eli" You say walking up closer to him, Hawk only allowed you to call him Eli, home or not he didn't mind hearing his name come from your sweet mouth, when being moaned, screamed, or just in general.

  Eli cocks his head to the side flaring his nostrils, he keeps it cool for the most part as his friend behind him scrambled away noticing the boiling tension that he did not want to be around.

"Hey Y/n what's going on here?" He asks, obviously suspicious.

You couldn't risk Hawk knowing the surprise yet so you come up with the most cliché answer given "Demetri is just helping me and Miguel with our science project" You quickly say, probably to quickly causing you to cringe at the horrible convincing sentence.

  Hawk smacks his lips together "yeah right" he scoffs before walking away, you wait until he's fully out of sight to turn back to Miguel and Demetri.

  "Really? Science project?" Demetri scoffs using hand gestures.

  "Did you have an excuse?" You asked sassily.

  Demetri goes silent, rolling his eyes knowing he was stuck "he's going to be pissed" Miguel states referring to Eli.

  "Yeah but it will all be worth it in the mean time yeah?" You ask hopefully.

  "We'll see, or he could completely go out on a rage-r and never talk to you again!" Demetri says faking excitement.

  Miguel hits him gently with the back of his hand "ow!" Demetri says holding the spot he hit.

  Miguel looks at him in disbelief "I didn't even apply pressure!" He laughs.

  Demetri rolls his eyes "I have fragile bones, okay?" He says putting his hand up.

  "Alright, alright calm down Demetri" You joke.

"So when are you planning on giving it to Hawk?" Miguel asks curiously.

  "The day before his birthday, that's my plan anyways" You say stuffing your hands in your pockets.

  The rest of the day ended in glares from Hawk to Miguel and Demetri, and even you. You knew he didn't believe a word you said which was not apart of the plan but you didn't know what else to do to make him not ask questions.

  The next in counter you had with Hawk had a lot of tension, little did you both know it would be the last time you talked to each other for at least a few weeks.

  You pulled into the driveway of the grocery store beside Johnny's dojo, you instantly notice Hawks red Mohawk he was with a couple of his new karate friends.

Well the situation would’ve probably went different if you were alone and not with Miguel or Demetri. But you happened to be with them both today, you wanted to grab a few snacks to munch on because who doesn’t like snacks and both Miguel and Demetri wanted to come so you couldn’t say no.

You had finished everything for Hawks surprise so you decided to treat both you, Demetri, and Miguel to snacks basically as a thank you for there help. You had the keys for Hawks motorcycle and all you needed was to wait for the day before his birthday.

You all walked into the store, the old squeaking bell catches the attention of Hawk, he looks your way and sees you with Miguel and Demetri and all he can see is red as his face contorts into anger.

Hawk forces something that was in his chest to one of his friends causing them to stumble over the isles. He walks over to you with his head held high, you huff knowing he was going to start something out of nothing.

"Nice to see you here... together" He grits his teeth together as he spits out the last word with hatred almost.

You had enough of Eli’s crap so you grabbed his hand roughly as you pulled him outside. You had a feeling you knew what was wrong but you wanted to make sure.

"What is your problem?" You ask gently, not wanting to spark something.

"What is my problem! What is yours? Why are you hanging out with Demetri?!" He practically yells out.

"What so I can’t hang out with who I want?" You question, now becoming heated.

"I didn’t say that! But why Demetri!" Hawk pushes, his jealousy getting the best of him.

"I- he- he knew you best!" You try without giving to much information about the gift.

"What is that supposed to mean?" Hawk asks now confused.

"I can’t tell you... not yet anyways" you reply, not knowing what to say. You had everything else planned out not a fight.

Hawks jaw clenches and you would almost say that was a nice sight if it wasn’t him getting mad at you like that. "So now we’re keeping secrets?" He says walking closer to you, every step causes you to back up.

You soon hit the back of a wall as Hawk towers over you putting his hand on the wall behind you. "I-I-" you stutter out.

"So now you don’t know?" He pushes.

"What do you want me to say?" You question, tired.

"I don’t know that you’re not slumming it with Demetri or Miguel, h*ll or even both I wouldn’t even be surprised" Hawk spits out dryly.

Your face contorts "oh wow how low of you Eli" You spit now fully angered.

"Don’t use my name like that" He says gritting his teeth, pushing his body closer to yours.

"You wanna know what we were doing so bad huh?!" You yell grabbing the keys to the motorcycle from your pocket.

Hawks face fully contorts from anger to confusion as you press the keys into his chest with pressure and push him away as you get into your car driving away.

That leaves a very guilty Eli as he pulls the keys into vision, the label of the motorcycle on the set of keys. Hawks heart breaks as he now knew there was nothing going on between you and the other boys.

Tears spill out in his eyes as he places both of his hands on the brick wall breathing heavily as he starts beating on the brick wall with his bare fists causing blood to spill out.

Two weeks.... you hadn’t talked to Eli, it wasn’t your intention but it happened. Now it was Monday, school was still into motion. You dreaded it like any other day, getting out of your car and walking through the doors.

You subconsciously look for Eli like every other time you have, your heart drops when you’re brought back to reality.

Your head drops as you get ready to walk to first period until you run into someone. You knew that scent and you almost didn’t want to look up, but you did.

Oh boy the sight you’ve witnessed was enough to break your heart even more, Eli didn’t look like himself. He had dark bags under his eyes, he looked tired and worn out. He had red cheeks, and busted knuckles that were swollen, he looked in pain.

"Eli..." You whisper out, you didn’t know how to feel but you knew that you didn’t like that feeling.

"Y/n... can I uh talk to you?" He almost whispers.

You nod your head letting him lead you to an unoccupied class room "I’m sorry Y/n, I didn’t know I was just jealous and insecure I didn’t know- I didn’t know how to react..." He busts.

"Eli.... I’m sorry to I should’ve tried to understand-" but you were soon cut off by Eli walking closer to you putting both his hands on your cheeks.

"No Y/n that was all on me I said some pretty messed up things that I didn’t mean you have no reason to apologize" Hawk says resting his head on yours.

"I love you Eli" You cave.

"I love you more Y/n and I’m so so sorry" He says as tears prickle his eyes.

"I forgive you" You say smiling as you press your lips to his crashing your lips together.

It felt like the first time you kissed, sparks went off as your lips continued to move together in sync. That all stoped to soon when you both pulled away.

"I love you for infinity..."

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Thank you @peachymelon69 for requesting! Hope you enjoyed!

I hate crying in front of people so much. I always swallow the sadnees, the pain, whatever is making me feel like crap until i go home and i get to cry alone at home, is not good to cry but i like doing it alone, not in front of everyone, that’s why i know i hit deep bottom when i start crying infront of people, when tears start falling and people are hugging me telling me nice words, that’s when i know, that all the pain and stress i have been keeping like a pet, is not worthy.

Please i’m just tired

No, i am not sad, i am not mad, is just that i am so tired of trying to feel good with my life and with myself, trying not to cry when i see myself in a mirror or in photos, tired of not doing things the way i wanted, tored of crying about every little thing, tired of not being loved the way i love someone, and TIRED of feeling alone when i am surrounded by people.

Lost in Waterfell

week 8 "lila had been very young when she lost her home. the war had taken a turn for the worse, and it seemed like the whole village might be swallowed up by it.. her parents had decided to leave, for lila's safety. as they packed, they told her to go through the escape portal, and theyd be right behind her. no one knew where these exit portals lead.. it was a last resort, reserved for when there was no other options left. lila went through, to find a peaceful place.. colors she had never seen before, and rain much heavier than at home, despite there being no sky to speak of. there was no one around, so.. she waited for her parents. a couple minutes, at first.. then half an hour.. then hours, and eventually.. days. the rain never let up. she was cold, soaked, and hungry. she still prayed to lurielle to let her see her parents again, but she couldnt wait here any longer. she left her hidey hole, in search of help.. hopefully thered be someone here who could help her find her parents" -the historian, 204sd hi hi! heres the art of week 8! took me about 4 hours. quite late, because i overslept, but i hope you still enjoy it! im sorry its a sad one ;w;. but anyways, thank you for checking out my art! i hope you have a wonderful week ♡

We will remember.

Imagine|||Obey Me

MC settling back in at the devildom

Gender Neutral Character

Trigger warnings: Mentions of war, death, injuries swearing.

This is in no way trying to romanticize war and/or war injuries. This is the last part of the series.

(Imagine below the cut)

For the first month after the boys found out you were back, most of them checked their DDDs religiously. Good morning texts and goodnight texts were sent, along with the occasional picture of something funny that had happened that day or something cute they had seen.

Diavolo banned fireworks for the first few months after Solomon made the quiet request, and you couldn’t feel any safer when you no longer heard the random bangs while trying to get to sleep.

Satan would leave one or two books outside the door of the room you were sharing with Solomon in Purgatory hall, and then you finished them, you would get the sorcerer to enchant them to return to the avatar of wrath. Lucifer sent soothing teas along with Beelzebub’s gifts of food, and you would end up snacking while reading late into the night when the nightmares started to get worse.

Mammon stuck to sending you little charms or items that reminded him of you while he was out shopping, while Levi would get Solomon to bring you games that he thought you might like. He always made sure to leave out games that involved fighting, although you seemed to like when he found a devildom version of something called animal crossing.

Belphegor would personally bring you over a particularly fluffy blanket or pillow every once in a while and told you all of the best places in the devildom for when you wanted to be alone.

Asmodeus… He went overboard with gifts. Bath bombs and face masks were sent daily, with expensive soaps and bottles of bubble bath with them. He would send flowers and chocolates too, and eventually Solomon had to limit him on the number of things he sent because your shared bathroom with the sorcerer was becoming overrun with self-care products.

Solomon himself was chill with having you in his room, as he liked having someone around that wouldn’t mess with his potions or bother him too much about trivial things. The two of you spent many hours in silence working on your respective projects and hobbies, and he started working on a nightmare stopping potion.

Luke baked you things every day, and Simeon managed to convince you to join them for dinner most afternoons.

Overall, Luke was probably the most determined to get you back to your old self. He spent as much time as possible just hanging around you while you read in the common room. Hell, Luke even mastered all of your favorite recipes in case you would start craving human food, and when you did? You didn’t even have to say it. You tended to stay off of social media, and you didn’t want to see anything that might trigger an anxiety attack, so Solomon kept you updated on silly little things that happened in both the human and devildom worlds.

When you started to open the door to let Satan read with you, he was pleasantly surprised, but didn’t let it show. He kept physical interactions to a minimum as hard as it was sometimes and would read to you if you asked. Every once is a while, you would wordlessly hand him your DDD, which would show a cute picture of a cat, and he would murmur about how beautiful they were.

When you asked Lucifer to work in his office with him, he accepted immediately, and offered tea when he got some for himself. The two of you worked in perfect silence, broken only when he would read something out loud to help him remember it and you would soak in his smooth voice.

Somehow you managed to avoid the new student, who had ended up staying in the devildom to complete the semester, and for that you were glad. She hadn’t approached you, and you kept to yourself in Purgatory hall, so you didn’t stress about that.

When Simeon gently persuaded you to go on a walk with him for some fresh air, you decided to give it a shot. He promised that the two of you would stay away from large crowds, and you invited Luke along.

Luke was by your side the whole walk, glaring at any demon who got too close, and holding onto your sleeve to keep you grounded. A commotion made the three of you tense, but when you saw the familiar face of the big D of wrath that had accompanied you to the battles cringing away from a larger, mad demon, you tore away from the angels to stand between them.

That was the first time they had seen you so furious, and the small crowd of demons that had gathered quickly dispersed when you handed the bigger demon’s ass to him in twenty seconds flat. The angels let him join your walk without question when they saw your subtle shaking, and the wrath demon stuck close to you.

The rest of the walk was mostly quiet on the angels’ part, as they watched your quiet conversation with the demon who had fought beside you. The two of you seemed to be good at keeping each other grounded, so they let him inside Purgatory hall so the two of you could have a while to catch up in the common room.

When a few hours later Lucifer was sent a short video of your happy conversation with the wrath demon by Simeon, the avatar of pride smiled.

The two of you fell asleep on the couch, but when Solomon came home a little later and tried to move you to your bed, the wrath demon unconsciously grabbed you and pulled you against his side in an attempt to protect you even in his sleep.

The next few days showed more improvement, and the longer you were around your pacted wrath demon, the longer you were relaxed. Eventually Simeon pulled him aside to formally invite him to claim a room at Purgatory hall and told him to come any time he wanted.

When one day you snuck into the house of Lamentation and found Belphegor napping on the couch, you hesitated, before going over and sitting down to pull his head onto your flesh thigh and popping open the book you were originally going to return to Satan. The avatar of sloth barely stirred but reached out to hold your shirt as he slept, and you snapped a picture to remember the moment.

A few hours later Beelzebub came down to find Belphegor and found the two of you napping together with you leaning back against the couch and his twin’s head on your lap. His eyes softened, and a grin spread his lips, before he edged over and took closed book from your hand to set it on the end table, before heading to the kitchen to make some food for when you woke up.

Of course, your luck had to come to an end when the new student walked past and noticed you.

“Hey, who the hell are you?” Her loud voice snapped you awake, and without realizing it, you jolted off the couch and braced yourself. The action startled Belphegor, who had actually woken up moments ago and just didn’t want to move when he noticed that you were the one he was holding onto.

The tone of her voice made you immediately go on the defensive, so you looked your old bully straight in the eyes. She seemed to recognize you, and a wicked grin split her face.

“Oh, so you’re the great Y/n that everyone was all sad about. “

Yeah, Beelzebub heard that and showed up with concern written all over his face.

“They’re my favorite human. C’mon Y/n.” Belphegor quickly took your flesh hand in his, tugging you towards his room to get you out of the situation.

Beel was close behind with snacks, and for the first time in months, you managed to lay back and relax with the twins in Belphegor’s bed while snacking and talking about random things.