hearing your parents talk about future plans, knowing you probably won’t be here anymore
sometimes I just imagine cutting my lip, like dragging the blade across my lower lip. i don't know why, I just do and I'm very very tempted to try it.
wanna cover myself and the bathroom floor in blood.
why do I barely bleed. I hit deep styros again (wouldn't say baby beans even though I think I saw a few)
and it's barely bleeding or dripping. why does this happens with all my cuts.
wonder how he'd feel if he knew and saw the extent of my cutting and scars.
he should leave me. i don't want to be cared about. (he doesn't care about me anyways, made that clear)
I need to stop going deep on my arm, its gonna bite me back in summer
cutting myself back up sounds absolutely great right now
my head hurts (from being sick) and is also telling me to do certain things
if anyone has reblogged my posts, can someone tell me? i would like them back (you don't have to)
i was rotting-in-the-forest