Flashback to Sept 24, 2017
It's my birthday and I'm alone.
My existence was put into question once more, and the odds where stacked against me.
Despite me having a good day and my smiling face I couldn't deny that my soul splitting in two.
They said the world was to end on my birthday but it didn't, but my world did.
I wasn't supposed to be here
I'm suppose to be in space but somehow chose again...
One of the bridges to heal yourself is accepting the “shall pass” concept. Are you truly bad or even in the best moment of your life? It shall pass. Even tho you are attached to this feeling and try to hold on or just got stucked in your thoughts, still shall pass. Once you accept this you gotta be released from the chains of past and even tomorrow. Been balanced today, more into the center and letting this borders of your feelings free to expand. Whatever it comes don’t be attached to it because...it shall pass. It’s just my Point of View Rael Riios #nikon #nikonphotography #path #illumination #explore #nature #naturelovers #selfhealing #awakelandportugal https://www.instagram.com/p/CnhHxM-uYya/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
The illumination path is not that easy tho. When you light up everything in front of you show up some mess that you might be able now to work on. It’s not about living in light is about lightning your path. This light just come when you realize that you are living in the dark and every step that you do you need to do it(light it up) again, keep lighting the path is not “easy” or “difficult” is just how you describe it. Out thoughts can put us in a dark place as much as can light it up, been the master of your thoughts is the switch button to light up your spiritual path. No one can do that but you! All the answers the divine put in your DNA, you are your own medicine, the 100% match medicine for you is inside of you. Law of impermanence is what you see at Yin Yang symbol, black and white coexisting, light in dark and dark in light is the what you can see there. The goal of a life is not make a billion euros, having cars or happiness all the time. Once yo seek something you close yourself to whatever comes and you wanting or not will be there. It’s just my Point of View Rael Riios #nikon #nikonphotography #path #illumination #explore #nature #naturelovers #selfhealing https://www.instagram.com/p/CnhHcSbOU7y/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Today I made a promise. To keep my emotions in check. To watch what I say before I say it. To stop cursing like a sailor. Man that’s a lot to ask from me. BUT when my lack of skills of navigating through my emotions effects the ones I love, then it’s a must. It’s a lot to admit when I’m wrong because I NEVER EVER want to be the reason for someone’s pain. I know all of us are a villain in someone’s story, but as for my family. I will always strive to be the hero. Hey even Hero’s make mistakes I guess. Egos get in the way. Emotions are high. Shi-Stuff Happens. Most importantly I made a promise to STOP absorbing everyone’s feelings. Love them. Care for them. But you can’t save EVERYONE. What I will do is save myself and be the best version of myself to be able to help others and not leave myself on Empty. If I’m empty I can’t give as freely. My resources are limited. So instead of wasting my energy on anger and getting super riled up, I will focus on healing myself to heal others. 🙏🏼 It sounds so easy! But yea...here goes.