You don't notice
The everlasting sorrow
That's drowning out
The life in my eyes.
I'm weeping inside,
But you're only seeing
Soft flesh
Carrying a fabric
That lays loosely over my body.
I am but merely an item,
That had been claimed
The moment you rest your body
Against mine.
All my self worth plummeted
In a matter of seconds,
And I have never felt so ashamed.
~ceramic-feelings
... Never thought I’d be the one to help shatter someone’s illusion... Did I really help save her? She’s so tired. She’s so numb. She’s so confused. She knew something was wrong. That’s why after four years, she reached out to me. She spent the last year being worn down, and she knew it couldn’t be right. She reached out to me partially to fill a void her soon-to-be ex-husband didn’t. I knew that wasn’t healthy. We talked about anything and everything. We aren’t afraid to talk to each other now, because we’ve both grown. She told me what he was. I told her what he really was, and a part of her knew. It took her a few days, and some googling to finally see what I saw right away. It’s hurt her so much. She didn’t want to believe what I knew was abuse (both physically and mentally) was what had been happening to her. Article after article told her the same things, and they described everything he’d been doing. She’s so tired and numb now. No one could want this for someone they love. In the end, it’s her choices, her willingness to heal, and time that will see her rebuild. I’ll be beside her wherever she is. But, as much as I’ve hurt her for destroying what she thought was her dream, her illusion. I couldn’t stand aside and walk away quietly like I’ve done for so long. If you see abuse, know someone who is being abused, or if you are the one being abused, whether it’s courage or a spurt of madness, reach out to someone. There are so many advice lines. So many counselors. Hospitals. Even law enforcement. Don’t be the one to see or know and do nothing. If you are the one in it, breathe deep, know you are worth more than how you’re being treated, and find someone to talk to. Anyone can get you started to saving your life, even yourself. It’s less unknown to stay in the situation you are in, but it’s not safer.
After 6 months, here's Dark Cream Week ꒰(@`꒳´)꒱
Dark Cream and Dark Cream Week belong to @zu-is-here
The French version
Heya😊
I post the drawing of the seventh day of the Nightmarecember, because I could not post it before😅
It was on Shattered, so I did when he eats the black apple like in the Shattered comics
I totally missed them, sorry😅
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Heya😊
Je poste le dessin du septième jour du Nightmarecember, parce que je n'ai pus le poster avant😅
C'était sur Shattered, donc j'ai fait quand il mange la pomme noire comme dans le comics de Shattered
Je les ai totalement rater, désolée😅
It’s the American Dream! #inktober #inktober2017 #shattered (at Los Angeles, California)
Inspired by this amazing "glass" created by @zu-is-here
So... I swore to myself to start being active in Tumblr, so i think I will be posting some of my works since now.
(This one I made in school and I was really lazy with flowers and I'm sorry for this-)
Also paper sketch where I forgot how Shattered's clothes looks like because why not
And
Shattered belongs to @shattereddreamsau
*SloWlY picking from behind the door* oh Hey there ●▻● )/
Well Didn't expect this to be so soon BUT HEY- I'm Back Again with something special For Someone special … hehehehehe Ò◁Ó ) You Won't GET AWAY! You Hear Me? AHAHAHAHHA!!
‼️Cosmic belongs to @/artsy_mapleleaf ‼️
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Since I did a little challenge or well, a Trade that became a war =^= )-⚡️I won it but- because I felt bad and sometimes when I do art in SPEED👀 bUt Also Because I wanted to, I decided to draw the CAT👏🏻DRAGON👏🏻BEBE!!!
I Wanted to see how she looks in my simple chibi style and really had so much fun with this and still can't believe I finished this so fast but worth it >:’D And OfC BecaUse i'm a SneaKy CraCk HeaD BFf I tricked My IdioT To pick the expressions HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE >;) AND I DID THIS BECAUSES YES!!! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE A BLESSING FROM GOD TO ME AND ALSO BECAUSE NOW IS MY CHANCE TO BRING BACK THE LOVE WAR FAN ART HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA ◣▿◢ ) ᕗ🌸✨💕🌸✨💕🌸✨💕🌸✨
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‼️Cosmic belongs to @/artsy_mapleleaf ‼️
This was really really a blast and so much fun to draw her with her expressions and really made me feel nostalgic to make silly expressions with her! She's always such a fun character and seeing different ways in which I can work with her ……… you don't mind the fact I stole- BoROWED HER DO YOU 👀…… DO YOU!!?!👁👁
AND YEEES THE BABY WINGS!! I couldn't help myself not to add them it was too good not too 😖🌸💕 + hehehe… her shattered form ehehehe >:) ding be fooled by the look of CuTeness, she can bite and make FAYAAAAAAA!! 🔥🔥🔥
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So PLS NOW GO SUPPORT MY BFF OR ELSE *loads* 👁👁) 🌸💕⚡️🌸💕⚡️
Hope you Like This You Nut!! *bOnK You*
#pencil #artsupplies #foundobjects #beautyindecay #destruction #writing #shattered #yellow #no2 #schoolsupplies
you promised me the world
and left it shattered
I’m pissed as hell… just got some piercing done a day ago. And the friend who said he’d pay the rest of the $50 fucking ghosted me. (They were $50 a piece so $100 total) and I’m beyond pissed. My piercer and I are super close or were. Now he feels so disrespected. And I feel awful. I’ll pay him $60 tomorrow ($50 + tip) but he’ll never wanna pierce me again.
your parched roots are set on my wetland heart, i have fed you well after your teeth sunk into my skin and severed my arteries. there are no good endings.
grenade grudges blow up; and there are two casualties.