Suffering - Blog Posts
I can’t believe how many basic concepts I have to relearn. Yes going outside and drinking water WILL make you feel better. Yes doing hard things IS rewarding. Yes there IS worth within me. Yes people DO love me. I knew these things and felt I should be ahead of the curve, I don’t need to learn or come of age like other people do. And then I felt it was more poignant and intellectual to be in pain.
Now I’ve let myself relearn the basics. Love finds its way back. I run my fingers through the dirt again.
I tried :') My first art post after many years, I have never touched Adobe so this is a beginners practice for me. I had a lot of problems cuz i'm not familiar with EVERYTHING. but i think i did good for a portrait of The queen of full moon.
REFERENCE :} from pinterest
Love, in order to be true, must hurt.
Saint Mother Teresa of Calcutta
When you're addicted to ao3 but you have exams tmrw🥹
Took these while i was stuck listening to some guy talk about how climate change isnt real while some of the people i am forced to deal with sometimes who think they know everything just nod along. I cant deal with some people.
music theory is hell
what is an e flat 6/3
why are there fractions
i thought this was music not math
Here’s a random thing I think about for who knows why, Percy Jackson was eight when 9/11 happened. Here’s some more things (all my information off of Google, so….) 1.) Apparently Percy was born in 1993, 9/11 happened in 2001, so 2001-1993 = 8 (or around 8), but it happened after his birthday, so probably 8. “The original World Trade Center was a complex of seven buildings in the Financial District of Lower Manhattan in New York City.” “In The Lightning Thief, Percy Jackson lives in an apartment on the Upper East Side of Manhattan with his mother, Sally Jackson, before being sent to Camp Half-Blood.” That’s like 6.2 mi (9.97km) or like 29 minutes away.(?) Anyways just putting this out there for multiple reasons 1.) I was reading Percy angst, 2.) If I have to know this you do too, 3.) Thought maybe people might want to “add it to a fanfic”, or something (I honestly forgot the 3rd reason).
forgive me for these imaginations
read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2BWErt0
by Anonymous
Yuu just wanted to be with Mika. But he guessed he can’t, after all.
Words: 1176, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: 終わりのセラフ | Owari no Seraph | Seraph of the End
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: M/M
Characters: Hyakuya Mikaela, Hyakuya Yuuichirou, Hiiragi Shinoa, Sanguu Mitsuba, Saotome Yoichi, Kimizuki Shihou
Relationships: Hyakuya Mikaela/Hyakuya Yuuichirou
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Pining, Romance, TEARS TEARS TEARS, Confessions, lemme have this fic pls, anonymous for various reasons, mika is someone we didn’t expect in this fic, probably, yuu is pining that’s my secret favorite thing, genders
read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2BWErt0
People will never look like flowers.
Death is all I want to test now. I have had a glimpse at everything possible. Death, can you find me please?
Me and my friend rewatching banana fish
Friend: why do we torcher ourselves like this
Me for some god awful reason: because pain is an easy emotion to feel and it reminds us that we still have emotions to feel so we enjoy the suffering that reminds us were human
Friend: why...
So much agony in your heart. Offer me a plate of your pain for it hurts me to see you suffering alone. Darling, let me suffer with you.
And my laptop died before I could even replay the near-ending Cutscene of Our Wonderland on Arc 5.
Sigh.
Allow yourself to heal Your life is not dedicated to suffering and pain You are allowed to feel delighted You are allowed to love to be loved to be loved by yourself