Man never new ninjala player hated people below level 100 like please spare me I just want more energy to protecc self with
i want to sleep but i got no energy, ya know? so bloody exhausted up to the point that i can’t close my eyes without crying.
how bloody fitting on a sunday afternoon.
don’t you all just love life sometimes?
i love and hate having a crush, idk why my heart feels heavy. like im not that good at speaking to people irl but i'm crazy over text, but with him i'm so nervous i can't even do that? its a different kind of torture - and then the few times everything goes well though i'm super happy but then also scared to death of saying something wrong so i pretend to fall asleep or be busy or something like that. it's weird how i feel like i'm barely hanging on to composure and he's nonchalant and uncaring