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i wanna get rid of this body, this prison that holds me, that binds me. So I can be with you forever and ever, my love for you transcends time, age and reality so let my soul transcend too...Our souls are tied together so let me cut myself free so I can be with you forever and always.. allow me to be at the purest state I can be so I can love you in the way I was meant to.

Take me in the night and never let me go ever again

i wanna get worse, I've grown to hate being aware of everything. Please Let my delusions wash over me again and make me see the "make-believe", it's the only way I've ever known. It's a way to make it through the days without shame or guilt. let me believe in my dearest darling for a while more, let this love that I feel never end or die. let the home I finally found be true and by God let me finally feel at peace even if it's only for a small moment

OH GOD SOMEONE WANT ME, SOMEONE PLEASE NEED ME. TELL ME YOU WANT ME TELL ME YOU WANT ME TELL ME YOU WANT ME SAY THAT YOU NEED ME PLEASE JUST SOMEONE SAY THEY NEED ME OH GOD GOOD LORD JUST SAY IT! TELL ME I'M LOVED, TELL ME I AM NEEDED, TELL ME ANYTHING TO SHOW THAT I AM WANTED

Some folks say being unhealthy obsessed with a person and or idea is bad but I'm quite literally only a lad, ok? I'm only a lad

i wanna be a doll for you, a perfect little thing fit to be your companion. But we both know I am little more than a jester at the end of the day, something playing at class and grace. A fool who was born to be mocked and a clown who wishes to amuse you. I was born a fool and will die a fool but please let me be your fool. Every king needs a jester so please let me be yours

Call me whenever you please, lapdog, errand boy, butler, your dog, your servant, your little prince, your toy, your dearest punching bag. It doesn't matter. As long as you are looking at me and giving me your love and attention I can be whatever you want.

BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME

Yuri got a poem for you

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 ( y! emperor x m! assassin reader )

yandere! emperor x male! assassin reader

warnings:

attempted murder

attempted poisoning

mentions of torture

some dubcon tumble & kissing in the sheets ey

directory: part one, part two [ coming soon ]

this definitely could've gone to a much, much darker route but instead it turned out kind of cute(?). i once had a similar idea to this one but as like a longer fic but i don't have the time for that so eat this instead y'all 🌈🌈

requested by @n4muqr

✾ | much is unknown of the current reigning emperor, dimitri, and what little is known about him is all rather rudimentary, really—merely the common knowledge shared and repeated by most already.

✾ | for instance, it is often said by the masses that dimitri is akin to a sleeping lion. a calm and quiet presence... until a single misstep is made in his presence, prompting his unbridled fury. the emperor does not merely desire perfection, he demands it with an almost relentless, crazed fervor. the emperor will not— cannot simply stand by when something in his vicinity does not reach that impeccable state.

✾ | another topic, oftenly brought up, is his cruelty. the amount of enemies dimitri has amassed on his path to the throne is not few, and those who remain are, well, tortured and tormented inside the cold dungeons for as long as they draw breath.

✾ | but none of those rumors are the ones that pique your interest in the emperor. no. what fascinates you about dimitri is the fact that he has yet to marry, and has remained so for several years of his reign, much to the utter bewilderment of his own people and his own court.

✾ | and the reason for it is so ridiculous that, the first time you heard it, you nearly topple over from laughter. the emperor is unmarried not because he is unattractive or ugly—the opposite really, if the rumors are to be believed—but because he deems that there is no one perfect enough yet to stand by his side. ridiculous, really. but what is an emperor if he is not arrogant?

✾ | still, the fact that there is no direct heir to the throne due to this is utterly hilarious to you. even more comical is the moment when, one day, you are given the task to assassinate said emperor.

✾ | you hold no loyalty for powerful men like dimitri, especially when they are reputed to be arrogant fools. and yet, curiosity stirs within you as to who issued such an order, for you are certain that you are not the only one sent to assassinate dimitri. his little brother perhaps? he is, after all, next in line to the throne.

✾ | a day after you receive the task, you simply... wait, and you remain waiting even as news of failed assassination attempts after another reaches your ears. not one assassin has succeeded, and it baffles you, really; it is either due to the emperor's extreme luck or, perhaps, his perfectionism has extended to other aspects of his life—namely, the protection that surrounds him.

✾ | so, you plan. disguising one's self to infiltrate the palace would take too long, and the likelihood of success is slim, especially given dimitri’s vigilant eye monitoring everyone’s movements. in the end, only one course of action comes to mind.

✾ | in the dead of night, you silently scale the towering walls of the palace—walls too high for most, surely, but easily surmountable for someone like you. with a mask covering the lower half of your face and more daggers than one should be permitted to carry, you ascend with ease.

✾ | landing on the balcony with barely a sound, you smile as you successfully arrive at the chambers of the arrogant emperor dimitri.

✾ | lock picking the door inside is awfully easy, and as you step into the bedroom that is almost suffocating with its golden splendor, you finally see him. you see the emperor.

✾ | dimitri is in bed, unguarded, with eyes closed and lips parted, so breathtaking to behold that, for a moment, you forget you are here to kill him, to murder him.

✾ | as you edge closer to his still body, you observe the gentle rise and fall of his chest with each soft breath. how his golden eyelashes flutter as the cold night air sweeps in from the open balcony window. it seems almost a waste to kill such beauty.

✾ | and just as you brandish your cold dagger to his neck, your other hand ready to silence his dying cries, dimitri's eyes shoot wide open, an icy gaze staring directly into you.

✾ | despite only just waking, the emperor is fast, sharp and alert, and in a blink, dimitri has already swiftly caught both your wrists with his hands in a vice-like grip, rendering you motionless as you both stare into each other’s eyes in tense silence.

"You shouldn’t be up at such an hour, Your Majesty,” you slowly quip with narrowed eyes, breaking the silence between you as you struggle to free your hands from Dimitri’s grip. Your efforts are futile; his hold on you tightens further.

No doubt, that bruises will soon bloom like dark flowers on your skin, assuming, that is, Dimitri ever lets go of his grip.

With an almost empty sharpness in his gaze, Dimitri inches his face closer to yours, his expression thin as he responds, “And you, should not wander as you wish in your emperor’s chambers. Wherever did you learn your manners, stranger?”

"Well, certainly not around here, Your Majesty.” You let out a sharp laugh before kneeing him in the stomach. But, to your surprise, you flinch instead of the emperor. It feels as though... you just kneed a solid rock.

At your failed attempt, Dimitri merely raises a brow and sighs, shaking his head in disappointment. “I must admit, this is a first. No assassin thus far has attempted to climb my palace walls only to knee me in the stomach. I must say, you do make a memorable first impression.”

"I'm flattered, Your Majesty," you say with a faux smile as you continue to struggle against his grip. Another sigh escapes the Emperor's lips.

Suddenly, perhaps finally finding himself tired of your antics, Dimitri pulls you towards him with a firm grip, effortlessly throwing you onto his bed, pinning you under him with only a hand as though you weigh nothing.

Well now, this is bad.

Dimitri hovers above you, his warm breath caressing your neck, his gaze piercing you with a cold, steely silence. Then— he rips off your mask, revealing your complete face, twisted with frustration; Dimitri's eyes seem to gleam as he notices it.

"Must you really rip it off?"

"It obscured my view of your face, oh assassin. Your mask was a hindrance to us both," he answers, voice as smooth as velvet. With his free hand, and an empty gaze that all but screams danger, Dimitri’s fingertips softly caress your face before slowly, but surely, descending to your neck. You gulp.

Before he can act in a way you do not desire—specifically, choking you lifeless beneath him—you lean forward, rising to press your lips against his in desperation.

Not for his mercy, no—heavens, no. Your lips are coated in poison, a venom strong enough to probably lull a lion into instant slumber, and soon, will render Dimitri paralyzed as well.

Unsurprisingly, or perhaps not so surprisingly—because you’ve seen it, seen the hint of desire brimming inside his eyes, a flicker that escapes the mask the Emperor puts on—Dimitri kisses you back. And if your swift brush of lips could ever be labeled as a kiss, then what Dimitri unleashed upon you could only be deemed a ravage.

He wastes no time slipping his tongue past your lips, savoring and exploring your mouth as one might indulge in a delectable, forbidden fruit. Despite your efforts, you find yourself drawn into his passion, grappling beneath him as he intensifies the kiss with each passing moment, as though melding your bodies together.

There is no room to breathe, and your head reels from the lack of air.

A bruising grip is placed on your waist as Dimitri somehow deepens the kiss further, his tongue exploring every inch of you, and as you attempt to pull away, he presses forward, biting your lip almost as a form of punishment.

A low whine escapes your throat, seemingly satisfying Dimitri as he hums softly into your mouth. Then, finally, ever so finally, he ends the kiss, leaving you gasping for air.

Tears well in your eyes as you gaze up at him, a half-smirk playing on his lips while he hovers above you, still gripping both your wrists firmly in his single hand, still unaffected by the poison after how much time has passed. How... is this be possible? Is Dimitri perhaps immune to such poison?

As realization washes over you, the half-smirk on Dimitri’s face transforms into a full one. "The poison on your lips is sweet, oh assassin," he whispers, "but in my opinion, the kiss is far, far sweeter."

"You...!"

As you prepare to kick the Emperor in his groin out of extreme frustration, he releases his grip on you, rising from the bed before straightening his attire. "You have passed, my assassin. And henceforth, you will serve me, and me alone," he announces, voice ringing clear inside your head.

You blink, letting his words sink in before narrowing your eyes at Dimitri, who is now sitting languidly on one of his many comfortable chairs in the room. “Just what are you talking about?” His words make little sense, and you feel an undying urge to hurl the nearest object right at his face.

"Who do you think orchestrated the countless assassinations on my dear self, oh assassin of mine? I seek only the finest, and while I knew no one could truly ever succeed in killing me, thus far, your attempt has been the closest."

You push yourself off the bed, striding towards him with your fists clenched. "This is all beyond ridiculous. Do you have any idea how many of us were tasked to end your life?"

"I do."

You cross your arms with a sigh. "So, what now? Is my task over?" The room is far too cold now after you have tasted the warmth that is your Emperor, and your job is clearly over, now that you have, somehow, been forcefully given a new one instead.

Dimitri responds, "You are to be my assassin. I will point the way, and you will obediently follow, with no questions asked. To kill whomever I send you to kill, to dispose of their bodies with no witnesses in sight, and to return to me when I have need of you. Is that clear?"

You roll your eyes at his arrogant tone but then nod obligingly upon seeing the slightest hint of anger in his expression. "Yes, yes. Is there anything else you require of me, Your Majesty? If not, I will be taking my leave now."

"Remain still,” he commands, and a distant part of you screams in frustration as your body effortlessly complies. He approaches you slowly, offering a small smile before placing your mask back over your face.

"When we are alone, just the two of us, I expect you to address me by my given name, my assassin.” He pauses then, lifting your chin with a finger. You tense.

"And...?" you ask back, your voice shaky.

The Emperor’s gaze flickers towards your lips, concealed beneath the mask, as he issues his last command. “That last method of yours. I forbid you from employing it on anyone else,” he muses, tightening his grip on your chin, almost painfully so.

“Your lips are reserved solely for mine.”

~Midnight hours~ ~~~

{~2p!Japan x Country!Reader~}

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Word count :1.3k Warnings: *This is by no means a healthy relationship, this is purely fictional and for an adult audience, please procede with caution when reading and minors do not interact* unhealthy relationship, stalking, manipulation, comment anything that I’ve missed.

me just posting what I’ve written thats Been sitting in my doc. next post will be a Denmark x C!reader, so stay toon! Honestly is pretty shit but i just wanted to share.

<reposts and comments are appreciated> ~~~

The piles of paper just kept piling up nowadays huh?

Being hunched over my desk day and night probably wasn’t the best for me or my back, but I just needed to finish signing off on some new economy suggestions my boss gave me...

my office seemed like a second home at this point with how much time I’ve had to stay here.

Concentrating on anything at this hour was hard enough as it was, didn’t help with the horrendously loud banging sound of the rain against the windows kept on getting louder and louder as the storm outside raged on.

Didn’t help with the days that I was out of here, i was always having to run away from that Kuro guy. He’s been such a bother to me these past months, harassing me relentlessly at meeting with the perverted things he whispered to me durring the meetings we shared together, quiet enough that no one else heard besides me.All the times where he would just speak down to me as if I was child, commenting on the way I dress, walk, what I ate, to the point where I’ve been getting more self conscious with my everyday life.

To top it off that fucking smug smirk he always wore when he knew he had gotten to me just made me hate him even more then I already did. Ame or Cali couldn’t really help me since he hasn’t outwardly hurt me or caused international problems with our countries.

It was infuriating to say the least.

I felt myself dozing off to the sound of the rain as I jumped wide awake as a loud crack of thunder lite up my entire room.

I’m falling asleep..

Great...

I tried to focus on the words in front of me but they all just blurred together. Nothing was anywhere near comprehensive at this hour anyway.

‘It’s late enough as it is, I should just call it a night and head home’

I thought to myself as I shuffled the papers on my desk into different piles seeing how much of it I actually got done in a day. Not a lot, but not to few that I can’t get it done tomorrow morning if I hurry fast enough. God knows Alfred already has another thousand papers for me to do for him..

I stumbled a little as I tried to get up from my chair as another crack of thunder shook the entire room. I almost thought it was an earthquake with how the room had shook. But as soon as it hit, it ceased and all you could hear was the rain again. I looked up at the lights as they started to flicker then dim, leaving me in the dark. ‘Great’ I sign to myself ‘powers out’ I was more annoyed then irritated.

I try to find my way through the dark deciding to put the stacks of paper in a cabinet to sort threw in the morning. I Stumble to find the door knob but once it was open I could see a little better, the grand windows in the hallway let in more of the moon light and there wasn’t many items I could trip over in the hallway.

“Isn’t it a bit late to be staying up C/n?”

No...

No no no

no no no no no

nO No On NO NO NO NO NO!!

I whipped around so fast that I almost fell backwards. Nothing had ever woken me up faster then those simple words did. There’s no way he could be here. This was a, MY capital building. They don’t just let random people walk around in these halls, especially other personifications! But, down the wall you could clearly see the outline of another being.

God I just be done with this day already and I most certainly don’t want to deal with, him. There’s no one around to see if I just make a break for it, I could just run from him and make it home safely, I’ve done it before. Then again, all I’ve been doing the past week was sitting in a chair, I wasn’t in the best position to be running at a full sprint, especially already being pretty fatigued. I doubted his body would be as tired as mine was. But as I took a small step back ready to turn away, he took a step forward.

“You know your very rude for already planning on running away from me, you haven’t even greeted me. Hasn’t anyone taught you prosper manners?”

Damnit,

the fact that he already knew what was going through my head just made me even more annoyed then I already was.

“What the hell do you want Kuro, and why in Gods name are you here?”

All he did was shake his head condescendingly and chide

“ I’ve only come here to say hi with the full intention to have a nice conversation with you.”

“We both know that’s a filthy lie, don’t even try to cover it up”

“Well, I guess I did leave out this paper I needed to give you.”

He says as I could see him holding up what looks like a folder of sorts, most likely having the paper he mentioned in it.

I scoffed internally, did he really think I was that dumb to go closer to him to get this obvious trap of a paper. Deciding to try and talk my way out of this I said

“And what is this paper for exactly? If your coming to give me it personally in the dead of night I’m assuming it’s of some importance now.”

“Oh trust me, it is.”

“You better make this quick..”

We both proceeded to head back into my office, making sure to hold the door for him to go in before me. Like hell if I’m letting him see my back. He took a seat in front of my desk as I take mine behind it.

Standard meeting edict.

“Here Mrs.C/n.” He said as he placed the folder in front of me. Him being polite here felt more insulting then if he was to insult me in front of my face. Still I restrained myself from making any comments and opened the folder.

“What the hells this!”

The storm seemed to get even worse outside as I slammed the folder back onto the table having it spill it’s contents, showing a paper that read.

“Let’s take the first steps in the alliance between our two countries by making it stronger together, through the marriage between the personifications of Japan and C/n”

“I do believe that we should make the alliance between us stronger, this is a way how. That’s all.”

I can see that fucking smirk slowly make its way onto his otherwise emotionless face.

“Making our alliance stronger??”

I snap back as I swatted the folders back to him as I stand up.

“This seems more like you trying to force me into marring you! Our alliance together is good where it is Kuro. I refuse to sign it. Now if you’ll excuse me, I’ll be taking my leave.”

I say as I take my raincoat off my coat hanger and walk towards the door. Probably not the best decision to make in the long run but, I just wanted to get out of that room with him.

As I was about to pull the door open a hand comes at the side of my face, with such force that it forces the door to slam back shut. The room went dead quiet as I could feel a cold drop of sweat run down my face. I just stand absolutely still just staring at the arm.

“Did I say you had a choice in the matter Y/n?”

Ahhh I tried my best on Romania. He’s not my specialty.

{~Germany, Romania, Japan x long time friend already in relationship~}

<~Germany~>

Ludwig doesn’t know how to feel about this.

You mean your telling him that all those times he gave you gifts, soft words of affection, and taking you on walks in the park with his dogs, you weren’t interested him at all?

And even had the audacity to be going out with someone else without him knowing?

He feels like the side hoe in this situation...

Nevertheless he’ll be immediately reviewing his memories with you, seeing if you are hiding anything else from him or that there’s some other notable thing about you that went over his head.

He’ll be more wary about you in the future along with trying to court you, though now with the knowledge that you are in a relationship...

He’ll have to take drastic measures to ensure that he’s your only pursuer....

He didn’t like using his dogs as a weapon but, it’s not like he was going to leave them at home. They were so eager to help out with the clean up too!

Rest asure that you’ll be single and his by the next week.

~~~

<~Japan~>

Kiku was actually stunned more when you said you were already dating someone than you rejecting his advances.

He’s never seen you with another person, besides him and your friend group. He always kept tabs on them, making sure they weren’t ‘too’ friendly with you (and in his mind that could mean just hanging up together).

unless you were dating someone in that friend group..

Could it be?

He doesn’t like the fact you could hide this part of your life even with him being by your side 24/7 (how it show be if your asking him) and how easily you did it!

Kiku will start planning to break you two

apart or if push comes to shove, kidnap you. Though breaking y’all up would be the easier option, he isn’t all to mad about getting his hands dirty when this, thing, could have done some...immoral things to you.

Bonus points if your partner is long-distance (which i suppose), it’ll only take a few photos and text messages for you to break up with them.

~~~

<~Romania~>

Maaayyyybe he was a bit too pushy about courting you.

Vladimir wanted to believe that you were joking when you rejected him, but when you told him you already were in a relationship with another...

This must have just been a very, very, VERY cruel joke you were playing...

He thought that you would be head over heals for him, he was energetic and charming as always, from the decorated skull and the bone necklaces he gifted you!

Romania settled on stalking you more intensely to try and figure out what you wanted from him and he was going to be the better boyfriend for you!

But...

This pesky inconvenience would have to go first..

Hex’s, jinx’s, curses, he’s not very picky. Anything would do as long as it disposed of the pest that was in his life.

Rest assured that you’ll be single soon enough, ready for him to sweep you away to your perfect fairy tale ending!

~~~

｡ﾟ❁ུ۪ °ₒ 𓂂 ˚ 𓂂 ₒ ° ₒ 𓂂 ˚˖⋆you｡ﾟ❁ུ۪ °ₒ 𓂂 ˚ 𓂂 ₒ ° ₒ 𓂂 ˚˖⋆

the most beautiful thing i have ever seen.

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This is so cute OwO

I made you fanart! No need to thank me. uwu

Mon vide, you are a sailor, sea-swallowed and sea-spat. Your days on ship are spent with memories of your feet in the sand, and the nights on land forget to cradle you like the sea.

Under its blaze, when the sun is as of use as its sunlight, with desparation, you want it to guide you somewhere beyond. Poor sun, when it beckons you deeper, further, all you want is for it to shine on your beloved.

There is only disdain for you here. Under the sun, you will never be satisfied.

- reign