Latest Posts by alizahawthorne - Page 3
march 29, 2025
any type of feelings i had for you ran out the door and locked it.
march 28, 2025
i always end up falling out of love when i finally realize it was only lust.
march 27, 2025
“i am a good person,” i start. the entire crowd erupts into laughter. because they know it is a joke. they know who i truly am.
march 26, 2025
our eyes lock, and your breath hitches, and my mouth is a magnet pulling pulling pulling me to you.
march 25, 2025
i know that one day you’ll be a distant memory, but right now our love is as bright as the dawn.
march 24, 2025
even if we go down in the biggest flames the world has ever seen, i won’t for a second regret stoking the fire.
march 23, 2025
i live for the in between with you. your possessive hand on my hip when we go out. your glances across a crowded room. when you bring me flowers on random tuesdays.
march 22, 2025
it feels like i’ve lived three and a half lives since yesterday.
march 21, 2025
if i had a dollar for every stolen glance we’ve shared i believe id be a multi millionaire.
march 20, 2025
i was not given everything i asked for as a child. and that made me a good person as an adult.
march 19, 2025
i wonder what 10 year old me would do if i told her that her best friend is actually the love of her life.
march 18, 2025
i know that you love me. it’s palpable.
march 17, 2025
i know that you’re not wasting time stuck in an endless cycle. i know you clawed your way out.
march 16, 2025
we’re tied together eternally by a single day. happy birthday baby. happy birthday to me.
march 15, 2025
i wonder if you know that i could talk to you for hours about the most meaningless things, and it would still be the experience of a lifetime.
march 14, 2025
you remember that my favorite color is orange. and no organs like a sunset, but orange like a papaya. you remember that my favorite food is pasta and that i hate the taste of steak. you remember my two childhood dogs and nickname my mother told you on a random weekend back home. you remember me in a way i only wish to remember myself. you remember me beautiful.
march 13, 2025
i love our mundane conversations more than i hav ever loved any boy. that’s how i know we are something true.
march 12, 2025
pick what you want. i don’t even care if it’s me. please just choose. you know the back and forth is breaking me.
march 11, 2025
i’m drawn to you. and i have been for a lifetime.
march 10, 2025
i can feel myself falling. and i have never ever been happier.
march 9, 2025
we were so close yet so so far. like december and january are.
march 8, 2025
i will close your door but i refuse to lock it.
march 7, 2025
i am terrified of failure. yet right now it is all i can produce.
march 6, 2025
i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy.
march 5, 2025
someone asked me today if i had ever been in love. i shook my head no because what we had can’t fit under one four letter word.
march 4, 2025
with my luck, i’m sure you’ve gotten everything you wanted. i’m sure the seas part at your will and the birds chirp when you order it. with my luck you’re happy.
march 3, 2025
i am argumentative. i am opinionated. that does not make me loud.
march 2, 2025
all my ghosts laugh at how i live my life now. and it doesn’t bother me even the slightest bit.
march 1, 2025
i feel like myself again. i don’t know if i should be proud or terrified.
february 28, 2025
cold air hits my lungs and i finally feel alive again.