Latest Posts by alizahawthorne - Page 4
february 27, 2025
i saw all the stars tonight. dozens of miles away from harsh city light. i can only dream to be as beautiful as them.
february 26, 2025
i have bookshelves of dreams. all dying to be the one i choose to live out.
february 25, 2025
am i giving my life away to a dream that may never happen?
february 24, 2025
i stopped pretending you were mine today. or that you ever were.
february 23, 2025
my biggest dreams couldn’t match the life we’re going to build together.
february 22, 2025
i feel safe and soft in your arms.
february 21, 2025
you at mine. and if the sun sets for the last time today, i will be happy knowing you are mine.
february 20, 2025
i long to be simple minded.
february 19, 2025
i can tell he’s mine because he whispers my name every night just before he falls asleep.
february 18, 2025
they can keep their guys, because him. he’s mine.
february 17, 2025
”your hair gets curly when are in love aliza, and i know those curls weren’t there before”
february 16, 2025
i take a deep breath in the mirror and think about how different i am now.
february 15, 2025
i look forward to the darkness and the quiet. even though i am scared of it, that is the only time i feel something.
february 14, 2025
another valentine’s day without you is another year of melancholy.
february 13, 2025
you’ve ruined my life. i will say i love you until i am hoarse. i will kiss you until my lips are raw. i will cry for you until i cry a river. i will hold you until my arms can no longer hold themselves up. i will miss you until the sun sinks into the sky for the final time.
february 12, 2025
i am always short on words when i feel immensely.
february 11, 2025
nothing. i feel nothing.
february 10, 2025
come back soon. to the girl you destroyed.
february 9, 2025
i find space to heal in the margins, in quiet afternoons, and in hugs from people i love.
february 8, 2025
i am a skeleton walking, for you have stolen my heart.
february 7, 2025
what would’ve happend, if i didn’t walk into that bar? if i didn’t see your face? if you didn’t steal glances from across the room all night? if you didn’t walk up to me with your crooked smirk? if you didnt leave to get a rose from the convenience store 3 blocks down? if you didn’t ruin my life?
february 6, 2025
if the hunger games were real, i would’ve eaten those berries without you. i would’ve let you win.
february 5, 2025
happiness is running away from me. and i am letting it happen.
february 4, 2025
i was born with half a soul. the other half is nestled in your chest.
february 3, 2025
if you died, they may as well pronounce me dead too.
january 2, 2025
my worst nightmare is being stuck in this terribly boring town doing something mediocre.
february 1, 2025
IM ALIVE. IM ALIVE SO TODAY I ACTED LIKE IT.
january 31, 2025
so far this year, the only thing i’ve been is a disservice to the people around me. most days i’m too selfish to get out of bed.
january 30, 2025
my life is tied to your in the strongest of knots. no terrors could unravel us. you are too tangled into the depth of my soul.
january 29, 2025
you must’ve been mine for lifetimes. i must’ve taught you how to read, or ride a bike, or cook, or run. we must’ve met on the streets of ancient rome, or in passing jericho, or selling you a car in london, or teaching you to fight in sparta, or closing your tomb in egypt. i must’ve been your person every single lifetime.