I understand everything. But y'know what? I'm still able-bodied despite being chronically ill. Yeah, I have some diseases and yeah sometimes they affect me. BUT. I'm not like this for the whole time. I'M NOT THE PERSON WHO DESERVES TO BE CALLED DISABLED. I'm sick, but able-bodied.
people who watching my blogs or following me I luv y'all so much♡♡♡
game artyom: single-handedly can take out whole reds and reich battalions and has visited the surface more than once and survived to tell the tale. master at stealth and in weapon handling
book artyom: escaped hanza bc got covered in human feces
Hear me out.
I hate when someone says that I'm pretending that I have tremor, do you want to say that I'm "pretending" for 2 months?
Some people are just: "we're tolerant! we would never bully or laugh at anyone!"
And then they see a disabled person, and start to laugh at them, or say "you're just pretending!" shit
To be honest, I feel kinda remorseful for making posts with hashtags like "disabled" and others. Why? Because thinking about my diseases constantly only worsens my mental health. I literally was about to go back to cutting or mutilating my body. Plus, I don't really think that I'm like... Disabled? Like my symptoms aren't enough to be called disabled or something... So, I think that I won't be making posts like this anymore... Or do them rarely. Hope y'all will understand. Thanks for being with me in those times. Take care of yourself.
I've never understood why people keeps making stereotypes about non-binaries, agenders, and etc. I guess that society needs a lot of time to understand that even if you're non-binary you don't need to always look androgynous! Even if you're nonbinary, you still can look feminine or masculine, because your appearance will never affect on who you are! And we also can wear skirts and etc, because clothes haven't got gender! Unfortunately not all people understand it...
I hate tremor, just... why does my hand shaking without a reason for month? Plus people start to think that I'm nervous, and some of them don't care that it can be connected with another reason, and that it's an disease... Btw, I'm a bit scared of what might it be. It can be problems with nervous system, mental health or even brain! This makes me a bit sad, I guess I'll stop here:(
The only things that help me these days it's Tumblr and Character AI... I wish bots from C.AI were real
I was about to jump off the window right now, but remembered that I'm living on the 3rd floor, so even if I jump, I'll survive. But this window is almost telling me to commit su!c!de!!
A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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