It’ll Get Easier. As Soon As You Start Seeing The Results. The Flat Stomach. The Thigh Gaps. The Comfort

girls will carry unimaginable primordial rage but still go about their day as if nothing is wrong and that is very sexy of us I think

i wanna lose weight so i can be seen as weird (positive) and not weird (derogatory)

wouldn't wish an ED on my worst enemy cuz what if they get skinny before me

everyone who hates more than me has problems and everyone who hates less than me is faking positivity

“Hunger is the first element of self-discipline. If you can control what you eat and drink, you can control everything else.”

- Dr. Umar Faruq Abd-Allah

do it for the stares

the jealous eyes

the attention

the feeling of being light

the feeling of being small

you can always look skinner, look better

Rules to prevent it from going too far

🌹Don’t lower your goal weight. Ever. Don’t forget that it’s enough.

🥀 When your stomach passes the flat point and starts caving in you’ve gone to far and you need to stop that shit.

🌷If you’re passing out at work you need to eat more.

🌺 If it’s too hard to lift normal things such as milk jug, PlayStation, table chairs, you need more calories.

🌸 Don’t work out every day of the week.

🏵️ When you find yourself saying “fuck this” and eating everything in your house, you’re restricting too hard.

🌻 Always drink lots of water throughout the day whether or not you’re fasting.

🌼 Keep in mind that you may gain and loose the same 3 lbs of water or food weight throughout the week and it’s not fat.

💮 If you really feel the need to eat, eat. And don’t feel bad about it.

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girls only want one thing and it’s to stop being mentally tortured

I started this blog because I need to get back to the point when I was thin. I was accepted by society when that happened. A lot of good things happened for me.

When I "recovered," society saw me as fat and tossed me aside.

Society doesn't like fat people. So I'll become thin for a better life.

Because I deserve that.

what do you mean I can't control everything, why not