Its Covered In Layers Of Fat Making It Ugly

coming on tumblr after eating is like walking out of ur room w ur boyfriend knowing ur family heard everything

just a reminder

in a few months, it will be swimsuit season, and nobody is gonna like the way you look if you aren't stick-thin by then. don't you want to be the prettiest in the room?

Make me worse, make me thin, ask me if I ate, tell me I’m wrong if I do, tell I’m I did good if I don’t, encourage me, enable me. Push me. MAKE ME THIN MAKE ME WORSE HELP ME

does anyone know any shows, movies, influencers, etc that can help with motivation???

I need to get that spark back again ✨

my reasons for losing weight!!

• i can wear baggy clothes in an aesthetic way and not in a way that makes me look huge

• i won’t have to feel insecure about my belly

• i’ll look good in whatever clothes i wear because i’ll be skinny

• people will be jealous over my self control

• people will worry about me when i start losing a lot of weight

• people will see how small and light i am

• i won’t have to be ashamed of talking about my weight to others

• i’ll be the skinny friend

• skinny legs will be cuter in my clothes

• it will make me prettier

• being someone else’s thinspo

• can focus on other things and not just my weight

• won’t have to worry about looking fat when someone takes a picture of me

• someone’s hand can fit around my arm

• i won’t have to worry about looking fat next to someone

• people will be nicer to me if i’m skinnier

• i can be pretty and skinny in summer

• no more jiggly legs and arms

• i can have a slimmer face

• i will look sickly and pale

i want someone to watch my self destruction with a smile. i want them to encourage me to go further, eat less, cvt deeper, isolate myself more. i want them to make me feel small, like i need to get sicker to get better. listen to my problems. twist them until im the villain. break me until im whole again, and laugh at my suffering.

reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions

people ask me why i want to move out at 18 but how do i tell them that it's solely so i can starve with no one there forcing dinner on me.