Blissfullybrightsstuff - The Bees Knees

That’s MY midwestern princess

Tags: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @three-days-time @saviour-of-lord

idc if this doesn't fit my blog i would let reneé rapp ruin my entire life that woman is so fine

So I had an epiphany in the middle of the night…

I JUST FOUND A GAY KIDS BOOK ABOUT A PRINCE AND KNIGHT IN LOVE AND IM,,, OBLITERATED

CHAPPELL ROAN

Attends the 2024 VMAS

Random things I wanna see in the next season of OFMD:

I want to see Izzy having fever dreams abt Stede. Gimme that repressed gay attraction pls. Bonus points if Stede duels Izzy in his dreams and sliced his shirt up like the second episode. Setup and payoff babyyy

Ed needs to have like three crying scenes over his breakup. Bbgirl needs to be properly traumatized.

Speaking of Ed, if we don’t get a full scene of him role playing with his dolls, with voices and everything, I will be supremely upset.

I want Lucius to be alive and on the ship and Ed knows abt it and he actually finds Lucius one day and forces him to write more sad poetry.

Can we please get a scene where someone’s hair gets braided? I don’t care who it is I just need to see that

Last but not least I need Black Pete to have even more lines. I want him being ridiculous and in love with Lucius. I want him to be a bigger part. He’s one of my favorite characters so far and I dearly love him

☆ wlw appreciation for pride month ☆

↳ Hayley Kiyoko // “I’m grateful to the LGBT community for giving me the courage to write about who I am, not just my sexual orientation.”

TW: Negative Venting, anxiety, depression, road accident

I want to start using tumblr like I would have in high school because I never did so, but this is going to be a learning curve so bear with me.

I’m a 22 year old queer lesbian, I’ve moved back to hometown after graduating college, and I feel like a failure. (Wow Night in the Woods sounds so good here) I feel like I wasted my academic career trying to become something I can’t be and find community when all I was finding were distractions to deal with the political stress of the world. I feel like the community I have found I’ve pushed away and don’t view me as a part of their community or that I’ve overstepped when I should’ve just communicated. My best friend, probably my first true friend, is taking a break from talking with me and I’m afraid I’ve ruined that friendship for the sake of finding love when I don’t fully love myself. I crashed my car after having a panic attack after being sleep deprived because I was trying to see my partner late at night after failing yet another interview. I feel powerless to fight the powers that be while also having to live as a consumer. I feel like the leftist spaces I do find have people who want to be perceived as the *best activist* that they cancel anyone who makes mistakes and ignore actually creating community for the sake of being politically correct. There’s nothing wrong with calling people out when they are being harmful on purpose, but I understand it’s difficult to recognize when people are being human and making mistakes or are just being assholes on purpose. Politics and amplified mental illness do not go hand in hand in terms of communication. When everyone is used to people being cruel it’s hard to trust that people can be kind. I’ve seen this happen so many times in leftist spaces now, through my dating life, friendships, and it’s frustrating.

I feel like it is impossible for people to connect when our communities disappeared during the pandemic.

I have typically liked writing in a journal, but i feel like tumblr can be a safe place for someone to blog and vent if need be.

I know it can be harmful in certain circumstances, but I am tired of not trusting people anymore and it all started with social media so I am going to try to fix that by being as authentic as possible. whether anyone reads or not is up to the algorithm.

All it comes down to is this: I am a burnt out queer neurodivergent human being who is afraid of being perceived who has developed major trust issues. I’m afraid of being perceived/judged by lovely humans who love me and have shown me love. Because I have been treated unfairly by people in the past. It doesn’t matter if I mask or not, people are always going to project their facts and feelings onto me, and I need to get used to it. So here goes nothing.

💞✨

I was bored, I created this, and away we go.