“Move On,” You Hear, But To What Howling Emptiness?

I guess it all depends on the outcome 🤷🏻‍♂️

The shitty decline when someone you care about intensely decides to humiliate you publicly, treat you like garbage, and pretty much rip your soul into pieces because you care and Yet they choose to use that against you and break you down over and over....... that feeling right there, is something I will never be able cope with or “unfeel”. It is a heartache unlike any other, especially when you know that person is in agony due to other factors in their life. It’s self inflicted soul pain that you’re doing out of love and it eats you from the inside out.

Passed my final drug test today and I’m off probation!!!

Everything that held me together is now laying shattered and broken. I gave you the power to build me up or destroy me and in your pain you couldn’t acknowledge my sacrifice and love. You decided to bring me to my knees and rip my heart out. My passion is gone and all that remains is a ghost in this hollow shell. Goodbye Princess I hope you find the fulfillment I was never able to give you 😔