You And I Were Fireworks That Went Off Too Soon

i feel like its because its harder to draw 🤷‍♂️

my favourite part of the aftg fandom is that people either don’t know what auburn hair can look like or they choose to ignore that neil is not a redhead

no cuz kevaaron was my first honest thought 😭

kevaaron truthers: STAND UP!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes i hate how much ppl hate aaron and sometimes i also dislike people a bit for switching up on him so fast after TKM short story

let me say, he was funny from day one and ppl did not get that, and he was very so real too (atleast w me talking)

see, (NO ANDREW HATE BTW TALKING FROM AARON'S PERSPECTIVE) you have this deal with your long lost twin that happened to kill your mother and get you sober but also take you away from any type of social life with a deal that you two will stick together until graduation.

then a little bit too normal and bit too uneasy and weird runaway kid teleports to your life, lies and lies and makes his way into your brothers heart, stealing it while your brother keeps you away from your girlfriend. all while eye fucking the- now ginger weirdo 24/7

after all, it happens to be that the weird ginger kid has connections (and not good at all) connections to the fucking mafia. and also has a prisoner butcher of a father who tried to kill him and a hitman uncle who saved him.

then your brother starts to DATE (so not dating- says andrew) the ginger lying kid and you still can't even see your girlfriend while all you want is that and graduate.

this wasn't supposed to turn out to be a short version of aftg from Aaron's perspective but the point is, i would hate Neil a bit too.

Aaron said it himself "One of these days Aaron would love to know what about that mouthy liar had people bending over backwards for him,"

He didn't and doesn't trust Neil but would i either? Probably not.

And tbh, it isn't like Neil likes Aaron either.

which leads to my second point !

The books are from Neil's perspective, we don't like Riko because Neil most definitely doesn't. We like Andrew because Neil does.

We don't like Aaron- until he gets a pov.

But always, some of us do, some of us (can't respectfully like you if you) like Riko, some of us don't like Andrew, some of us DO like Aaron.

from the start.

anyway, just a little rant.

I don't mean people can't switch opinions or anything, i'm sorry for people who only got to know so late how funny and well written character Aaron is. its also funny to me how people who came at me for liking aaron now like him

if you don't agree about liking aaron or anything, feel free to argue with me because im always willing to talk about aaron

Nathaniel is Jean's broken promise.

Jean is Neil's "what if..."

What if Mary didn't give a fuck about her son, just like Jean's parents didn't? What if she didn't love him enough to try to save him? What if they didn't run away?

Sold to Moriyama and Riko specifically, given a number on his cheek, broken, scared, tortured and raped.

Jean-yves Moreau is Nathaniel Wesninski Neil Josten barely managed to avoid becoming

ya’ll remember that one scene in the dream thieves where ronan lynch summoned his legendary pokemon aka the night terror to battle kavinsky? ya me too

last song : shadow by birdy

favourite colors : castleton green, crimson red, aegean blue

currently watching : skam druck

last movie : scream 1

sweet, spicy or savoury : sweet

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currently working on : marauders roleplay scripts

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last song i listened to: losing control by russ

favorite color: black, pink and brown

currently watching: modern family

last movie: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

currently reading: the virgin suicides

sweet, spicy, savory: spicy

current obsession: dancing to thriller by micheal jackson

currently working on: organizing and decorating my room so it can be cutee

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There's a scream inside that we all try to hide We hold on so tight, we cannot deny Eats us alive, oh it eats us alive, oh Yes, there's a scream inside that we all try to hide We hold on so tight, but I don't wanna die, no I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, yeah

i’m probably gonna get put on full blast for this but my favorite aftg character is aaron and i am not ashamed 😭✊

a late happy new year to all (●´∀｀●)