Falmorrune - Rainy Day

quote from Rosa, Rosa 🌹

heavy heart and tired eyes.

august 12

on days like this

i want to yell at you

i want to scream at you

push you around

and tell you that past me is hurting

and she’s crying on the ground

the old me is nowhere to be found

all because you picked up that phone

on days like this

i want to wish you misfortune

because for this past year

thats the only thing i got

on days like this

i want to kick and scream and cry

all because you hurt me

you hurt every inch of my body

and my head is now throbbing

with anger

you go on like august 12th is another day

on that calendar of yours

that you cross off

but for me august 12th

is the day i question my sanity

its the day i lost a piece of myself

is there anything i could have done

to change your mind

is there anything i could’ve done

to stop you from saying goodbye

august the 12th is the day i failed

to get closure from you

and august the 12th is the day

i wish i was never alive

I want to die.

But, I'm not gonna try to kms

Too much commitment

The pain is overwhelming and there's nothing I can do or take to stop it. Cutting myself isn't enough.

The trick is to do it without shame. Literally anything could be cool if you just did it shamelessly