Damn my fucking hip hurts and damn I was up before the sun because I RECEIVED NO SLEEP
Fuck I sure eat a hell of a lot for someone over 200 lbs
I seriously need to fucking stop and start fasting again
My self-hatred truly has no bounds
"y'all's" is the best regional solution to the english second person plural possessive problem but "your guyses" is my favorite because it sucks
it's gonna be a long day and they're gonna have to drive a lot and damn I need to swing and blast music or something right now cause I'm nervous and what if they really really hate it and it's okay if they do and what if they get tired or overwhelmed and I don't notice like a complete piece of shit and and and
fuck I'm not a good partner
Well, that was stressful as fuck and I damn near hurt someone
The way some of those fuckers were staring at you...funnily enough they looked away when I just happened to scratch my neck and show my knife
Sorry, still kinda worked up
idk how the fuck alyx gets anything done. i'm so fucking tired and i ain't even do anything
damn bitch you live like this?
are people aware i have serious abandonment issues or
EHY THE FUCK AM I STILL AWAKE LEMME SLEEP
so it turns out that time actually does go by faster as you get older. just like how adults told me it would when i was younger. pisses me off