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Never forget

If you didn’t eat for a week you’d lose 8kg… that’s almost the whole way to your ugw, I’m not saying do it, but it’s possible. It is possible to lose weight fast, it can happen, but every time you say ‘just one’ or ‘I’ll only have a few, they won’t make a difference’ you’re giving in; you’re letting your impulses control you. So make this week a good one, no binging, lots of sit-ups and squats, lots of tea and water and minimal calories. Every day you succeed is a day closer to your goal, every day you fail is another day you’ll have to wait to reach it.

Reblog: if your tumblr is dedicated to your eating disorder or like thinspo

I’ll follow you back if you reblog💕

Take one bite & all your hard work is gone. Eating 1,000 calories makes your metabolism go up

Ana

(via thinspo-ednos)

This is porn

8/4/17 lowkey rant

So yesterday me and my sister were talking and we ended up on the topic of thinspo because we were looking up studyspo and things like that for bullet journaling and she freaked out and though someone’s username said thinspo and she looked concerned and said she feels bad for those people who have accounts like that and that she’s worried about that because of how unhealthy it is and she thinks it’s so fucked up and I just kinda say there mute and not sure of what to say I think she notice because she kinda just pat my shoulder kinda like “it’s okay if you have/used to have that” I think that’s what she meant but Idk I’m continuously posting and reblogging this crap and I don’t want to get better I’ve been dedicated for about 2 and half weeks now (my ed has been up and down and obviously it’s really fucking down) but I want to be unhealthy thin I know it’s bad I know I’ll be basically killing myself but who cares I want to be thin I want it more than anything

New shorts and a new belt 💙 ( if you click on the first one you can see the whole picture)

😊😊

When I hung out with the fit guy and thin girl last year they also asked me what kind of music I liked. I didn’t know how to reply because I like all types of music as long as it’s depressing or something. Been like that my entire life, no matter what new genre I got into, I always picked out the most depressing songs and liked those best. So I told them that. Which was incredibly stupid of me. The fit guy said “I’d be depressed all the time too in that case”. Which yea I get it, I get how that sort of stuff affects people. But god damnit the music doesn’t depress me, I listen to that music because I am depressed. Ahhhshahskrocjenjdms I wish I never spoke. I should have stayed mute.

What “pro-ana” means to me

Of course I’m not “pro” ana. None of the people who post with this tag are. None of us want you to develop an eating disorder. None of us want you to starve yourself, harm your body, and hurt your mind. Come on, who the hell would wish this on anyone? 

I’m not pro ana.

I know what “ana” is. It’s not something anyone in their right mind would support. I’ve been living with an eating disorder for over 10 years now. That’s my whole teenage and adult life right there. I don’t remember what it’s like living without it. I don’t know what having a normal relationship with food feels like. I don’t know how people go about their daily lives without obsessing about what they eat or how they look.

I’m not pro ana. 

“Ana” isn’t something you get out of. I’ll go through a restrictive phase, then relapse into bulimia, and every once in a while, feel like I’m getting better and healthier. It never lasts. It’s as if my eating disorder went to sleep for a while… took a little break, and then came back a little stronger. It always does. 

I’m not pro ana. 

If you’re not dealing with an eating disorder, or if the content on my blog is triggering to you PLEASE don’t follow me. Please don’t think eating disorders are an easy way to lose weight. Please don’t take any dieting tips from “pro ana” blogs. Please, please, please don’t starve yourself. Don’t harm yourself. Binging, purging, restricting, fasting are terrible ideas. Run while it’s still time. 

I’m not pro ana. 

I’m “pro” supporting my sisters and brothers who struggle with an eating disorder. If I post something with the tag “pro-ana”, it doesn’t mean I encourage you to develop disordered habits… it means I’m here for you. I’m right there with you. 

I don’t support eating disorders, I support people going through them.