Freckles-rosiecheeks-bumblebees - Skinny Little Bumblebee

i need to make this clear:

i don’t care who you are or what you’re going through, you fucking matter to me. i don’t care if you’re in recovery, relapsing, deep in a disorder, or even just want a friend, i am always right here. if you need me i am here for you. my ask box and messages are ALWAYS open. i’m always here to chat. no matter what. please never ever ever hesitate to message me or ask me something. i want to be here for you. i love you and you matter to me.

Me 5 years ago: I’m never gonna starve myself to lose weight!!!! That’s crazy!!!!

Me today: *drinks cup of green tea and eats 2 blueberries* ah yes what a wonderful meal

Anorexic

So here’s to us.

Here’s to ordering a salad when YOU really want a burger. To making an ass out of ourselves in cardio hip-hop class. To drinking more water than seems humanly possible. To going five more minutes on the elliptical. To working out twice as much as your skinny roommate.

To say “Screw you” to the old YOU. To falling in love with the YOU who YOU want to become. To looking in the mirror and not seeing any change, throwing on your running shoes and working out anyways. To looking in the mirror and seeing major change.

Here’s to carrots, and sweaty t-shirts, and perseverance, and all things fat-free, and sore muscles, and stinky socks, and 7am, and spin classes, and falling down, and getting back up, and bottled water.

Here’s to getting up every day and doing it all over again.

Here’s to us.

I wish to lose 20 pounds

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

Hello loves, this gross old man is following thinspo blogs and liking posts for god only knows what reason so please if you see your URL or see someone you’re following block and warn your fellow lovelies

More random thinspo

Safe foods list

/// sea weed (help burn fat) /// broth (very filling when warm) ///dates ( help detox your body and work as a laxative /// rice noodles (low cal alternative to normal noodles) /// apple sauce (alternative to eggs in baking recipes) /// ice (brand) fizzy drinks 0 calories and great for fasting days ///apples burn negative calories ///cauliflower great alternative for rice or for chicken /// almond milk instead of regular milk ///strawberries boost metabolism /// asparagus stops the craving of chocolate and is very low cal

New shorts and a new belt 💙 ( if you click on the first one you can see the whole picture)