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155 pounds today. So shitty that my period comes and literally throws me 3 pounds behind, like 3 days of the diet I’m on never even happened. Fuck my body.

Anyway today is abc diet day 10, and it is a fasting day…I’m worried I going to fuck up but hopefully I can get through it…. ⚠️pic not me⚠️

Why I need to be skinny:

- In the past, my friends used to video chat with me, and I would ALWAYS be eating something, and they kept laughing and joking about how much I ate. It made me feel like complete, utter shit. And I don’t ever want to feel like that again. 

- No one ever looks at me like you look at attractive people. Everyone always looks at my friends, my skinny, beautiful, worthy friends. I’m clearly the fat ‘duff’ in the group. 

- No one ever invites me to things because I’m the ‘ugly’ last choice.

- I don’t want to feel so fat anymore. I want to feel weightless

- I want people to see that I can be skinny, pretty and better than them all. 

- I will prove everyone wrong. 

- People will get crushes on me

- I will finally be worth something. 

- I will finally be happy with myself

- I will finally love myself

- others will adore me.

- I will make my family proud

💕Bones💕

id to anything to look like sarah/b4by omg

My Binge-Avoiding and Weight Loss Tips

- always eat at least 700-800 calories a day, that’s what your body needs to function and any less will actually slow down your weight loss and just make you feel sick - drink only water and tea. If you like alcohol, stick to drinking once a week at the most because even hard liquor by itself has a lot more calories than you’d think - cleaning is great exercise! If you’re doing it right, then you’ll be moving your entire body, and at the end of the exercise you’ll feel even better because you have both a thinner body and a clean room to show for it! - if you feel like binging, paint your nails. You won’t be able to eat until after your nails are dry, and by that time you probably won’t even feel like binging anymore - you really can eat junk food and lose weight! If you get a box of crackers or whatever, immediately divide the box into sandwich bags, putting one serving in each. Only have one bag near you at a time. Snacks like pretzels and cheeze-its often have 100-150 calories per serving, so it’s a tasty and safe way to reward yourself for eating healthy the rest of the day

I’ve lost almost 80 lbs sticking to these tips and similar strategies. You don’t have to eat 200 calories a day and fast 3 days a week to lose weight. There’s a safe and effective way to do it! Please be safe!

What brand pills do you buy I seriously need some lol

What are in your homemade diet pills? I honestly just buy the generic ones from the grocery store. They work well enough for me, I believe. I lose an extra pound or so a week while using them.

That’s great that you found something that works for you. I found my recipe on tumblr. I mix cinnamon, tumeric, ginger, cayanne, pepper, garlic, green tea, and coffee and put it in pill capsules. You can also dampen the mix and dry out pill shapes.

Hungry to bed, hungry to rise, make a girl a smaller size 🌸

A note about being at your ugw.

I remember the first time I was at my goal weight last winter. I had come home for a break, and weighed myself at home. I saw the number flashing on the screen, and thought “no way, this isn’t real”. When I went to my nanas house for a holiday, I went to the bathroom in her house with a floor to ceiling mirror, and a scale. I stripped, got on the scale, and saw that number again. I turned around and looked in the mirror, and suddenly didn’t understand why I was so shocked. I looked better. I picked my legs up, my arms, covered my boobs with my hands, sucked my non existent belly in, twirled, posed every which way… And then I dressed myself, went back to the dining room, and lied when my uncle said “you look good! You look like you’ve lost weight, you look like you’re about 100 pounds soaking wet!” I replied; “No, I’m about 120”. When I went back to school, I dressed any way I wanted to, I felt so much more confident. But months later, I got too comfortable, and I started eating again.

And now, ladies and gentlemen, I am at my highest weight ever. The hardest part about this is that when you go from your goal weight to your highest, everybody notices. And everybody says something. Everyday I think to myself, “What have I done?”. But I know what I did. And I know what I have to do. Please for the love of god, for the love of whatever you believe in, don’t make this mistake. I’m scared now that when I get back to my goal weight in a couple of months, people will start to wonder what’s causing so much weight flux in my body. Please please please do not make my mistakes. When you get to your goal weight, STAY THERE.

Ps. I’m tagging this way because I know that this post will be found by people this is relevant to.