Dude. I Want To Cry T_T

just painted an onion on a cutting board and i think it’s the peak of my artistic career

"It's almost tomorrow."

always trying to name my feelings

i hate people sometimes and not HATE HATE but love hate kinda hate. soft hate, not like i dont like u, but like im too tired to not like u so ill just let it be as it is. guess stuff happens and we keep moving in that cycle again and again and at this point i dont feel real me anymore, ive a lot of covers on now and i dont give a piece of me to people. been having a lot of events where my "heart beats fast as hell". "i cry", "feeling very very useless", "distant", "getting a closure". its okay now, i hope i turn into a decent adult, the kind of adult i want to be and i also feel like theres a time period of infinity between right now and what i want to become - the person, not about career.

p.s. my heart is beating fast as hell while im typing all this. more power to me!

clandestina

sometimes i feel like im fked up.

but sometimes its all in my head.

i met a few people today who were a part of my daily life at some point. feels like maybe i've done smth wrong? i talk so much? i dont talk at all? i should speak more to be happy? or maybe i didnt get what they were saying.

that is a nice song btw.

Needed to get this Hobie out my system. Yall were NOT lying about that intense spark of inspiration after watching this film

hehe

it aint turtles all the way down anymore. its bitches all the way down.

fucking crap, everyday, new shit. welcome to the shit show. where u learn to judge shit.

im gonna move out for college. no matter what.