Latest Posts by jailposes - Page 3
i’m tired of being constantly advertised to, i hate to do the same to y’all. just here to say i hope everyone is doing a little better and keep your head up and heart full it can only get better from here 🤞🏾
made a new homie today
this shit got me weak afff
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i can’t even fathom how close to death i couldve been just now. it’s crazy cause i could tell the story and would only be an understatement of what happened hmm
R.I.P. TO RHIS ALBUM THAT ILL NEVER RELEASE BUT SOUNDS SOOO FUCKING GOOD LIKE SMOOTH AS A BABY TYPE VIBES.
SOME OF THESE SONGS ARE ON MY SOUNDCLOUD ALREADY BUT IM MAKING A SOUNDCLOUD COLLECTION FOR STREAMING AND I CANT USE THE SAME BEATS TWICE. IT WONT SOUND RIGHT WITHOUT THOSE TRACKS.
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rip to my 2016 baby “Shades of Summer” ..maybe one day...
Another R.I.P. Post.
M NOT WRITING THIS TO BE DEEP OR TOO INTROSPECTIVE. THERES NOT MUCH OF A STORY TO TELL FOR ME BUT IM IN FUCKING SHOCK BRO. WE PLAYED BASKETBALL ON THE SAME TEAM SINCE 6TH GRADE UNTIL HIGH SCHOOL. WE DEFINITELY WERE ON OPPOSITE SIDES OF THE SPECTRUM. I DONT THINK I EVER HAD YOUR RESPECT ON THE BASKETBALL COURT BUT YEARS LATER I COULD FEEL YOUR CURIOSITY, INTEREST AND A NEW LEVEL OF RECOGNITION FROM YOU. EVEN THEN I KNEW A LOT OF PEOPLE DOUBTED YOUR MUSIC. YOU HAD YOURE OWN CHALLENGES IN THAT AREA BUT I GAVE YOU MY RESPECT ODDLY ENOUGH (ASSUMING ID FEEL BITTER OR BE ON SOME HATER SHIT BUT NAH). I COULD TELL YOU TRIED TO FIT YOURSELF IN ANY WAY YOU COULD, JUST LIKE ME YEARS AGO ON THE BASKETBALL TEAM. ITS JUST SO TRIPPY BRO. I SEE ALL THESE RIP POSTS AND NOT A SOUL TAGGED YOUR MUSIC OR EVEN PLAYING IT IN ANY VIDEOS. I THINK JUST PETEY TBH. ANYWAYS BRO THIS IS JUST AWKWARD FOR ME, BUT I STILL HAVE MUCH LOVE FOR YOU. BELIEVE IT OR NOT YOU (AND THE REST OF THE BLUEJAYS) PLAYED A BIG PART IN MY SENSE OF SELF, BEING THE REASON I WAS SO FEARFUL, OVERCOMING THAT SAME FEAR AND SO MUCH MORE I COULD GO INTO. I NEVER TALK ABOUT THOSE DAYS THEY WERE THE HARDEST OF MY LIFE. BEING SO YOUNG AND ALONE. I DID LOOK UP TO YOU IN A SMALL WAY. YOU HAD EVERYTHING I TRUTHFULLY DIDNT AT LEAST ON THE SURFACE. THE FRIENDS AND FAMILY SUPPORTING YOU FROM SIDELINES, WATCHING YOU SAVE OUR TEAM FROM COUNTLESS LOSES. YOU WERE OUR HERO AT THE TIME. ITS SO CRAZY TO THINK ABOUT. NOT YOU OR ANYBODY ON THE TEAM UNDERSTANDS THAT I LITERALLY WATCHED IT ALL. MAYBE THATS WHY IM SO BLOWN AWAY. BUT THROUGH ALL THAT IVE COME TO REALIZE THAT YOU AND I WERENT SO DIFFERENT. AFTER ALL IF IT WASNT FOR YOU AND THE REST OF THE TEAM I ABSOLUTELY WOULD NOT BE WHO I AM TODAY WITHOUT A DOUBT. THANKS FOR GIVING ME A HARD TIME SERIOUSLY. LOL.
IM HAPPY WE SOMEWHAT RECONNECTED THANKS TO SONNY. I HAD FUN SHOOTING VIDEOS FOR YALL AND EVEN DOING THE PHOTOSHOOTS. I TRY TO TELL FIRETEAM WHATEVER YALL NEED IM DOWN IM NOT THE BEST SUITED OR TRAINED BUT I AM ALWAYS WILLING TO WORK ON SOMETHING AND IMPROVE FOR THE GREATER GOOD ESPECIALLY MUSIC RELATED THINGS. BUT ITS OKAY I SAW YOU AGAIN IN ACTION INA DIFFERENT LIGHT AND I THINK THATS ALL THAT MATTERS. AT LEAST IT DOESNT FEEL LIKE YOURE AGAINST ME ANYMORE. MUCH LOVE TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. MAYBE WE CAN MEET AGAIN ON COMPLETELY NEW LEVEL AND PLANE OF EXISTENCE.
SMOKE WEED, DRINK WATER
MAN IM LOOOKING FOR THE VIDEO WE DID TOGETHER AND I CANT EVEN FIND IT DAMN.
GAVE BIRTH TO A TOMAGOTCHI TODAY. SHE SHALL REMAIN UNNAMED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE. I AM A DAD. THIS FEELS. ODD.
Me and my mom clicking thru FASFA not knowing wtf we doing 😭😭😭
so you telling me they got into the Chamber of Documents and didn’t steal any information? Like nothing to put us on? 🙄 Convince me this is real
Man i just have to say yesterday was a good ass day. Shoutout to Shel for blessings me and giving me a makeup day for my birthday! told bro my birthday was kinda ass the other day and he really came thru yesterday. i got a fire ass buildable eevee figure i can’t wait to put together and they ain’t have shit in the mall so i got a shirt from Indigöu there’s literally nothing else i could’ve asked for lol. i’m just grateful, my mindset wasn’t jeopardized even once while i was out. i feel really at peace lately. everything is in my favor.
FINALLYYYYYYYYY I CAN LIVE A NORMAL AGAIN. CANT WAIT TO LAY DOWN AND FEEL NO PRESSURE IN MY FACE ANYMORE 😭 I COULDNT EAT,SLEEP, LAY ANYWAY I WANT, WEAR GLASSES, EVEN SITTING AN ANGLE WAS KILLING ME THERE EAS SO MUCH PRESSURE ON MY FACE AND JAW GAH DAMNNN. 2021 BOUT TO BE THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE NO CAP.
maybe there not exactly numbers worth posting everywhere else but here it is.
i’m not disappointed in my numbers more so dissatisfied. this year has been nothing but rebuilding my infrastructure musically.
i stopped making music in 2018 and didn’t really make music all 2019. 2020 i’m back home and have been really able to focus on this shit. i feel like i spent the first half of 2020 making music trying to get back into it and it was challenging af for a while. But since November actually God talked to me about music and he said all i had to do was ask for help. and that’s all i’ve been doing. literally nothing has changed not how i approach making music, my thought process and everything is so much more in-depth and i’m really shaping into who i really have been all along. i finally feel like an artist. i don’t just make beats i truly make art and i hope you can see i put my heart into my music.
2021 is going to be a crazy flip on all of this i just know it. i can’t explain how shits happening even tho nothing has happened yet. but i’m definitely coming how i always wanted to and i couldn’t be more excited. Thank you to any fans here with me even if it is just a few of us. for now. but get hype cause i’m deadass trying to build a community and a safe space for all of us (online especially). Much love 🤎🤞🏾
ALRIGHT SO I CHANGED MY PRODUCER NAME JUST HAVENT OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCED IT YET
The reason why i did this for anyone wondering is because i’m starting a clothing line and i’ve decided to make everything all under one name just so it’s much easier to follow everything. This isn’t the first time i changed my name but i promise this is the last 🙏🏾 Thank you again to anyone riding for/with me for the long haul 🤎
these sudden spike on covid reports gotta be fake news, they trying to make Joe look good like he cleaned this shit up by the time he’s in office smh nah no way
THIS CHUCK STRANGERS HITTING DIFFERENT THO. DEFINITELY THE MOTIVATION I NEED. TRACK 6 & 7 SHHEEEEEEESHHHH
THE GROUP TAPE IS OUT AND ALTHOUGHT ITS NOT EXACTLY WHAT I WANT IT TO BE IT IS WHAT IT IS. IM JUST GLAD THESE SONGS SEEING THE LIGHT OF DAY. NOT HOW I WANTED TO RELEASE IT BUT ITS BETTER THEN NOTHING.
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO FEATURED ON THE TAPE AND TO EVERYONE WHO LISTENS TO THIS PROJECT. THE NEXT ONE WILL HAVE MY NAME ALL OVER IT BUT UNTIL THEN ENJOY. RARE VIBES ONLY FOREVER 🤞🏾
https://soundcloud.com/rare-vibes-only/sets/my-hardrive-crash-so-this-what-yall-got-demo-tape?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=0
all i got to say is that album on the way 🤫