If I Binge Is A Sin To God, But Not For My Mom

remember that feeling you had as a kid when bad things were happening and nobody seemed to care and you just kept thinking “Someone should be outraged about this!!! Someone should know and be completely horrified and stunned and then take me away from all this!” but it never seemed to happen and you waited and waited until you lost the faith that you were worth saving

@my dysfunctional family💕

cAn ❣ yOu 💕 pLeAsE 💓 sToP 💞  aRGuiNg 💖 I´M 💘 StuDYinggGgG 💗

well, at least i got one exam right !!!

Now it's showtime

And I oop-

Hi, i'm not so active here but I have notifications on to see my favorite blogs, and this morning I noticed that I wasn't getting notifications so I was like ¿¿

I opened the app and I had to log out and in again MY HEART- I WAS- idk, I thought my blog was terminated, oof.

Drink water or i'll go and make you drink water

Me: I've done this before, of course I can exist without eating chametz !!

Me the second day of pesach, craving a cookie:

Waiting for my gf to have lunch because of our first anniversary:)

My friends: -Threat me with calling my crush if I don't eat-

Me, who don't want crush to know that I have anorexia :

Tf is that supposed to mEan likeeeeee ?????????? JUST SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY. We were kissing just now and-

I am not hiding anything. You're now welcome into my world, my vulnerabilities. I'm not trying to hide.

Uh, ok

Hi, my self-steem hasn't changed since i left tumblr, maybe is worse now.

Yesterday was a bad day for my sel-steem.

(Day 28??: april 11)

If I'm happy i don't wanna take my meds because "i feel normal again", if I'm sad I don't wanna take them because "what's the point". Then i get even crazier and think "I'm not ill, why should i!!!!"