I Would Like To Cuddle Up With Someone And Be Sad For A Little Bit Before Falling Asleep Together

when you’ve been in so much emotional and mental turmoil recently that going back to feeling absolutely nothing is actually comforting

Having bpd really is like playing life on the hardest difficulty it has to offer. When you're upset, it's like grief. When you're mad, it's like fighting back the rage of a warrior. When you're numb, it's absolutely debilitatingly so, and when you're dissociated, it's like nothing on this planet, including yourself, exists or is even real anymore. It's a constant battle of fighting against your own body's extremely out of control instincts. It's not supposed to be this hard to simply interact with other human beings and yourself, is it?

: )

-happyface

I’m traumatized cause every time I wanted reassurance, clarification and to share my feelings it was perceived as trying to argue, shit has really turned me into a cold person

We feed like crows

The way we pick and pull at the scraps that life has dealt us

Anxious and demanding and fighting for whatever there is to spare

While the foxes hunt and overpower

They take and take and take

And we are left to clean up whatever they left behind

television graveyard (art by @cybervoidgirl on Twitter)