Why Is It Easier To Still Keep On Wanting Someone Even If It Hurts?

I Hate This Feeling

I hate this feeling I hate that after a long warm night, I could still feel blue the next morning I hate this feeling I hate that I oftentimes struggle to ignite the spark of living. I hate the feeling of emptiness When all I ever wanted is to embrace happiness I hate the feeling of being hopeless When all I ever wanted is to unleash myself and be free from darkness.

please remember that hurting someone else simply because you're hurting was never okay and never will be.

i have reached the point where i choose to understand. i choose to understand even if the things my loved ones do pain me. i choose to understand as long as they are still with me, as long as i can still hear their voice, and as long as i know that i may ask for their presence at any time.

“Sometimes I hate you, sometimes I hate myself, but always I miss you.”

— David Henry Hwang, M. Butterfly

now i understand why our parents often told us not grow up too fast. because they are aware of how challenging adult life will be, whereas we were clueless that once we reached adulthood, we would have wished to go back to our childhood.

there's a major difference between striving to live and just getting by.

I miss the way I viewed the world before I knew too much about it

be mindful of who you share your feelings with, as some people may use your sufferings to manipulate you or your accomplishments to deceive you.