made a board for my fallen angel/demonself 🥀🩸
Hello my dazzling nebulas!
I've seen a ton of kinsona drops lately, so it inspired me to finally do a layout of my own!
[Edit: I realized I didn't color in the thumb claw ToT]
This is me. This is "what I see in the mirror each day" as it says on the page. I would say that I have three forms in total, with a few constants with each one.
One, I am always masculine, no matter my shape. Two, my facial features are never 100%, and three, I never have pawpads on my front paws.
Ver. 1: A more humanoid vulpanthrope with little fur coverage (and noticeably, no fur plume), with prominent ears and a shorter mid length tail. This form is usually my day to day form, being very in tune with my instincts, capable of "human speak" and can communicate with animals. This is when I feel more connected to my therian side, nature and spirituality.
Ver. 2: This is my most feral and beastial form. In this form, I can be territorial, protective, aggressive and temperamental. Most of the time, it's when I'm on edge or in "survival mode". This version is where the heavy relation to lycanthropy comes in, with the themes of hunting, stalking, maiming, etc. I feel most connected to my cryptid, voidian and beastial side when like this.
Ver. 3: This is when I am, completely and wholly a fox. I *am* a silver fox in that moment. I feel particularly close and cuddly with my pack (beings I consider my friends and family). I love to play, wrestle, love bite, and give a lot of physical affection to closer ones. I love to vocalize, wag my tail, and run around due to energy bursts (or zoomies!).
I'm not sure what this third form looks like yet, as my envisage shifts and dreams are usually first person. I can't see my own body, but once I'm comfortable enough to move forward in my spiritual journey, I plan to learn about and exercise meditation and astral projection.
Anyways, thanks for listening to the ramble! Have fun and stay safe ^^
-》M《
This is amazing. If you want to see a modern day bard spin a tragedy, watch it. It is… An experience. This tale has three parts. These gifs are from Jenny. Next will be Screech. If you like music - art… Watch it. It’s talent. Each of the three parts are done in single takes. And with live recording using the natural acoustics around him to bring it to life. A Shakespearean tragedy really.
Appreciate some of the lyrics:
Jenny freezes, statue like A lady shaped stalactite Fear like liquid nitrogen in the dark night She tried to find strength to move But stayed as still as a Statue in high heeled shoes
tranquil creature
LIFE LIKE THIS IS SUCH A MIRACLE. HOW DO SUCH TINY TINY TINY THINGS ON SUCH A MINIATURE SPECK OF DUST GROW TO HAVE SUCH COMPLEX MINDS? DO YOU KNOW HOW LARGE EARTH IS COMPARED TO THE SUN? SO ENDEARINGLY TINY. EASILY MISSED. AND YET THE SHAPE MATTER TAKES ON IT IS SO COMPLEX. ORGANS. A BRAIN THAT FEARS, LOVES AND JEERS. A HEART THAT BEATS. LUNGS THAT BREATHE. SO VERY SWEET.
I remembered a brief memory of my home in hell(?) yesterday. It was so sunny out, and I was biking to go vote. I craved the void and my dark cave so strongly even tho I knew I should be enjoying such a lovely day.
And I saw a flash of my home. Dark stone walls that opened up to a huge window (no glass, just air) to the void outside. Pure black... peaceful. A long luxurious couch and a drink in my hand as I lean back. I could see clearly even though I dont remember any light sources in the memory. (Also ahhhh it felt so right to have my wings and my tail and night vision i miss it)
I was a sloth demon (the sloth ring). We were also called void demons.
Tho no idea what I used to do to have such luxury. And i dont remember anything else. It was just a brief remembrance of a moment. Any other divinekin remember a little bit of their homes? (Or other alterbeings! Feel free to pitch in!!)
(If u have no form that's valid too!!!)
Sick of rainy days, dripping down my face everything is grey (cause I've been not okay)
some of the rawest lines Ren wrote
Welcome, travelers. You may call me Moss. Make yourself at home! ●●● 23 | Part of a system | Demonkin | He/they | Ace lesbian enby & possibly aro | Disabled (fibromyalgia) | Header art by : mocaccinomutt
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