Would It Be Weird If I Rubbed My Head Against You? Would It Be Weird If I Rubbed My Face Against Your

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made a board for my fallen angel/demonself 🥀🩸

This. Yes. Thisssssssss. I feel the same (23 physically atm tho). Chronically ill dealing with fibromyalgia, I couldn't do any of those either. Ur not alone.

I'm trying to post to be part of this community, but tbh I have trouble finding stuff for demonkin. For findings new posts that aren't about animalkin (no hate, I have a headmate who's a big cat). There's not many new posts for demonkin, so most of it is the same whenever I check. Which is why im posting. Maybe another demon or divinekin will feel less alone if I do. And its a good place to get out feelings I can't talk about to anyone irl.

Part of me being a demon means that "darker" side is very prominent tbh. Has been since I was young. When I'm the one present in this body, I usually only like the trusted ones around me. Most of the time when I go outside my instinctive hate for humans flares up—even though I dont hate humans anymore. But I do feel anger at the humans around me in public. For daring to look at me. I just hate being perceived without being powerful or looking like myself. Like they can look upon me without fear or respect or deference. That's just one example. There's more.

I love the dark, and I love being alone. But at the same time, I crave companionship that understands me. I wish I knew another demon in person. Fuck it, I wish I knew another nonhuman in person.

For now I'll content myself with the shadows.

Anyone else feel like an outcast in the alterhuman community?

Most of the therians/alterhumans/nonhumans I see online are minors; I’m 20 years old.

Most of them can do quadrobics; I can’t run on all fours for five minutes without everything hurting, and if I did a jump, I’d probably break my wrists

A lot of them seem to enjoy the company of humans; I’ve never trusted or liked humans

Most of the community talks about being “silly” or “cute” when experiencing a mental shift; I have violent, animal instincts and avoid others when I feel a mental shift coming on

I don’t know. I just feel like a lot of us have become… tame. And I’m not. I feel like we as a community don’t talk about the “darker” side of not being human. The violent prey drive. The instinctive fear of humans that wild animals have.

To clarify, I mean no hate towards those who genuinely enjoy not being human. I just feel like even in a community of outcasts, I’m an outcast.

It’s just frustrating. In a place meant for those who aren’t human, I’m still too different to fit in. I just want to have a place to belong, you know?

maybe i DO get the hype for nonhuman gear...

not painted yet or attached to the gloves but here's what i have rn

The ace cards for the Sinful Suits deck! :D I think these designs are really fun <3

The campaign is still ongoing and fully funded, so, if you'd like to nab a deck or some pins check it out <3

I have gotten. 3 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours. I am begging to the void, please. Please let me sleep. Please let me sleep. Please let me sleep

Mad dragon god

The temperamental Dragon Gods govern agriculture, their displeasure brings disaster to farmers all over the world.

Fingers ache too badly to draw today :(((

“slut era” i whisper to myself as i rot in my bed, sick like a frail victorian child

~As Above, So Below~