dear god let me be skinny by my birthday
πππππ ππ πππππ ππ ππ πππ πππππππππ πππππ! ππππππ π ππ ππππ ππππ ππ½οΈ
WHY IS MY COPING MECHANISIM BINGING SOMEONE TELL ME TO NOT EAT PLEASE.
I am not being fat this summer.
i will lose weight before summer
i will lose weight before summer
i will lose weight before summer
i will lose weight before summer
i will lose weight before summer
i will lose weight before summer
i will lose weight before summer
i will lose weight before summer
i will lose weight before summer
i will lose weight before summer
i will lose weight before summer
i hate bday parties like why does there have to be cake stop making me wanna binge on it..
I met my younger self for a coffee today.
She looked at me and went "we're still not skinny??"
I sighed and said "damn girl we're trying, okay??"
I JUST NEED TO BE AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT UNDERWEIGHT. THAT IS ALL.
new fav motivation rn are these gorgeous tattoos bc theyβd only look good on me if i was skinny
like hello??? the hip bone one is so ugh π©
being short and 120 pounds is not for the weak id acc be so hot if i was taller but no π
spring break is here so i can finally do omad for a week thank the lorddd
my greatest motivation rn is literally me in a bikini bc wtf i am NOT looking like that this summer..
if iβm not thin by my summer vacay can someone js kill me
so exited for spring break bc then i can starve in peace instead of stupid school hunger and calories
upping my cals to 1.2k (yes ik i need to be lower) bc i need to stop binging hopefully this starts working π
lowkey i forgot how normal people eat
hi!! im new to posting on edblr but not new to being on it π©·
STATS!
HEIGHT: 5β2
SW: 131
CW: 118
GW 1: 120β GW 2 115 β UGW 110-107 β
any tips are appreciatedπ€
can someone give me the most horrible m3anspo ever bc i would really appreciate it π
πͺ½
anyone know how to get back into ur honeymoon phase i cant stop bingingβ¦
When I lose I feel better and prettier, i dont care how sick it sounds.
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Well, this is a painful post to make given the respect and admiration I had for her, but a long overdue one because I'm not alone in this mess and I refuse to let another fan fall for it when I could've said something!
Back in February, I bought a commission from Kiki-Kit. You may know that artist as she was one of the best in the Gravity Falls fandom back in the day and the illustrator of Don't Dimension It in Lost Legends.
She'd been running emergency commissions at the start of the year and I got one from her for $40 USD.
I have the invoice and everything saved and also messages with Kiki of us talking about the comm and me paying her. I owe nothing on my end money wise! I paid in full.
She said later she'd have them finished by around the end of March but come late April, still no response. So, I messaged her about it. Nothing odd I thought. I get things can happen and if Kiki is busy, at most she'd reply telling me it'll be a while longer and all's good.
But I got nothing. I messaged her, emailed her on the commissions email she had and tweeted at her. NOTHING! Turns out there were other people, including some friends of mine who had not heard back either. Then in June, Kiki made an update post explaining the situation.
Naturally I felt bad and wished her the best. She said iirc, she'd have the remaining comms done by the end of the Summer but here we are at the end of October and still nothing. I messaged her too again and no response.
You know, it's one thing if there's a reason for no response for a few days but then another when it's been months and still nothing. Oh and btw, I very much remember Kiki on Twitter liking tweets (back when Twitter let you see liked tweets) while I was there messaging her for an update. Real sus if you ask me.
But okay, I shouldn't rush it. Everyone has reasons to take time and maybe Kiki is just very busy and can't get back. She went through a very rough and difficult experience and I can understand and respect that. I'm more than happy to wait. But how long is too long without an update? Maybe a bit longer I guess. Art takes time.
Well, IDK about you all, but I don't remember any other Gravity Falls fan artist taking oh, idk...FIVE YEARS TO FINISH A COMMISION AND STILL NOT RESPOND!!
FoxieSkullzArtz on Twitter made me aware she has been waiting since 2019 for Kiki to respond to a commission they paid her for.
I'm not an artist, so forgive me if I'm wrong. But I don't think it should take any artist 5 years to make a commission and even if, at least communicate with the person who paid you about it so they're not left guessing.
Oh, and it gets worse. I got another person who let me know they've been waiting since 2020 for a comm and Kiki handled it far worse!
And okay, even if we give Kiki-Kit the benefit of the doubt and assume she has reasons to not communicate with people and maybe even assume people messaging her are being mean about it, then why not refund them? Nice or bad, you were paid by them to do something but also have the power to deny it and refund their money. And yet, Kiki did not even do that. And even if we be super kind and assume everyone is lying, I'm still here.
I paid Kiki-Kit $40USD for a comm I thought I would get in late March and it's now late October and still nothing. And even if you don't wanna believe me cause you can't believe an artist like Kiki-Kit would do this and assume I'm after clout (which would be odd, given why would I take pleasure in calling out an artist I respected)...well, there's gonna be someone else who says this too. And people have been saying this for years and she still is getting away with it!
It's disappointing honestly. Kiki-Kit is a name so many in this fandom know and love. And I love her art too. She's a fan artist who got to be on Lost Legends. We all celebrated that in 2018 and still remember it. And I know how hard it may be to hear this, but it has to be said.
I do not like having to do this, but I have a platform that can get this message across further than others could and having been someone who lost money to her too, I know first hand what all these people have been through.
And before you say "Kiki was going through a rough time in her life. Why are you blaming her? Be patient and she'll get your stupid art done," read over everything again. I'm not saying Kiki-Kit needs to be making art 24/7 and fulfilling these comms. I'm not saying she isn't allowed to be offline and not finish things on time for reasons out of her control. What I'm saying is that she hasn't communicated properly with anyone here who paid her and has continued to accept more and more commissions from people despite not finishing ones she has backlogs of.
When an artist opens commissions, why do you think they have slots or only accept a few? Because they know they can get that many done in a certain time or know anymore will take longer. And even if it took longer, at least they give updates. I bought a commission for the interview with Alex Hirsch and got it both on time and with proper communication from the artist.
And even if you disagree with all this, be honest with yourself...is making someone wait since 2019 or 2020 for a comm and not responding to them really something still worth defending?
I'm not here to cancel anyone. I don't want Kiki-Kit's reputation to be that of an scammer who stole money from people. But she's painted herself that way to far too many people who have been warning about this for ages but no one either saw or listened to them.
I tried to be nice and messaged Kiki-Kit over and over for an update and she never responded. I had friends who she took money from who similarly have not heard anything back! If you know Kiki directly, tell her to reach out to these people and all the ones she has taken money from and not gotten back to and either refund them or commit to finishing their commissions. Please don't be rude or hostile either though, given despite it all, she is still a person like your or me who deserves a chance to make things right.
I wanna believe Kiki-Kit has just made some negligent mistakes and isn't the best with time management or communication. I mean, I'm not the best either. But I'm not asking people for money for something and then not getting back to them with it. I'm sorry to everyone who is learning about this who saw Kiki in a positive light and I'm sorry also to everyone like me who lost money to her.
I hope if nothing else, Kiki will respond and make whole everyone she has taken money from. If she really cares about this fandom that put her on a pedestal high enough that Alex Hirsch himself picked her to work on his book, she can respond to us and fulfill what we paid her to do.
I'm not asking for my commission to be done tomorrow...I just want an update. That's all. We all do! No more stalling, @kiki-kit. Please respond to us now!
Sincerely,
Every person who has paid you for a commission and has yet to hear back from you and every Gravity Falls fan who your work inspired and are now having to learn this about you!
doing it for the girl that cried every night
doing it for the girl that got bullied for her body
doing it for the girl that was afraid to eat in public
doing it for the girl that never felt pretty
doing it for the girl that got called fat
doing it for the girl that dreamed of skinny thighs
doing it for the girl that was scared to drink water
doing it for me.
all i want for christmas is a flat stomachβοΈπ―οΈ
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