I actually have a fucking problem. I can’t stop eating. I hate my face shape, the way my thighs look, how my stomach spills over my jeans when I sit. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I just not eat like everyone else? I try and I try to do nothing but drink water and just be but I can’t. I’m always snacking or eating something. I try to purge but it’s never enough. What the hell do I do now..?
So prom is this Friday and I’m freaking out. I look so far in my dress and I need to lose it. I’m planning on not eating anything this week and only drinking water. I’m going to drink a 8.4 fl oz Red Bull in the morning for the beginning of this week and then water for the rest of the time. I need to drop some of this weight before Friday. Any tips??
Thigh gap check!
I feel like it’s not enough. I want to be skinnier but I don’t know how to keep myself going with it. I just keep eating and eating. Summers coming up and I’m gonna be working at a water park. I need to be skinny for that! I just don’t know what to do anymore.
I need help getting skinny. There’s days when I don’t eat anything but then there’s days when I can stop eating. I’m trying to restrict, not binge. I need some tips on how to stay focus if anyone has any, please..
being a boy on 3dblr is so weird cuz when I look at th1nsp•s (overwhelmingly female) it feels like v0yeürism tho I really don't look at them that way ☀️
Ugh they need to leave you alone. 💕
pls share so my moots can find me AGAIN
Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty
or does that get better once I level up in anorexia
i want to starve until I can't walk right and see stars
I want to eat everything that I can, maybe even just one bite of everything that I can reach until I want to throw up
I want to throw it all up once I'm done and then redo it
I want to be sickly ghostly hauntingly pretty
Maybe the first time was when my friend told me I was too heavy to support during a back bend when I was 9.
Maybe it was when I was growing up and my mom constantly talked about her body negatively and pinched her body fat.
Maybe it was when my mom commented on what was on my plate.
Maybe it was when my twin called my cellulite gross when he didn’t know what it was.
Maybe it was when my mom called herself a f4t p1g.
Maybe it was when I was the biggest in my friend group.
Maybe it was when I was in gym class and I didn’t want to be weighed in front of all the pretty girls.
inspired by @stopstuffingyourface