why do i ruin all of my progress.
i’m so proud of myself for the first time in forever omg
i’m eating >1000 cals per day naturally with no restriction?? who even am i 😻
i sometimes just put off eating for a while then end up forgetting omg
i prayed for times like these 🙏
idk what’s going on but IM DATING MY CRUSH?? and idk how but that’s progressively making me eat less bc when i’m with him at lunch and in class i don’t wanna eat around him 😻
i love this sm i’m getting skinner for him so he loves me more
i just tried on THE cutest outfit and i want to wear it so bad but i’m too fat!!
(the top is from brandy and it’s getting tight around my arms kms)
so new motiv bc it’s literally giving lana del rey summer in the best way and SOMEBODYS too fat to wear it.
sigh i think i’m gonna try omad this week
hey guys sorry i was gone for a bit
update time! + venting so tw?
so basically i starved and now i’m back binging and i hate myself! there’s also outside factors i’m not rlly gonna mention affecting me rn but life is jst taking a toll on me
my only comfort is either not eating at all or eating my whole house. ITS FUCKING APRIL AND IM NOT SKINNY..
i don’t think i can bring myself to step on the scale but yeah..
lil update ig thanks for hearing me rant - i hope you’ve had a great day 🩷
new fav motivation rn are these gorgeous tattoos bc they’d only look good on me if i was skinny
like hello??? the hip bone one is so ugh 😩
if i’m not thin by my summer vacay can someone js kill me
hi!! im new to posting on edblr but not new to being on it 🩷
STATS!
HEIGHT: 5’2
SW: 131
CW: 118
GW 1: 120✅ GW 2 115 ❌ UGW 110-107 ❌
any tips are appreciated🤍
guys, being overweight and then developing Ana is like the shittiest thing ever.
Cuz what do u mean I am knuckles deep into ed and i am just normal weight? that shit is heartbreaking fr