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turn the screen on give me my feeder plug me in, slide in the needle
i don't want anything i don't need anyone just another hit from the dopamine machine
turn it up a little louder i can still hear myself think this seat numbs my skin reminding me i'm still here
i have opinions on things i've never seen and thoughts about places i've never been
i talk like i know when i can't look in the mirror i hate hard and i hate loud and it makes me feel better
hate is human a human's all i am so don't act so shocked when i take what i want
i send my men to bleed in a country i've never seen for a resource i don't need just to increase the defense budget
cash runs hot, flows right out and it smells so divine if you want them out take a look at my wishlist
i don't wait till christmas to open my presents an icbm opens every door and i got this big red button
紗痲 (shama)🦀🍷
wanted to post this for atsushi's bday but i forgot and now im 2 days late but ANYWAYS
this was my first participation on a zine yippe :D
you should definitely check the zine out if you havent! its bsd x ghibli themed :3 (and its free yay)
https://airashi.gumroad.com/l/qtypvu
my friends being annoyed when i talk to people outside outside the friendgroup …bitch am i bunny corcoran? 😕
since eli likes names that mean powerful things and used these names as aliases do you think that he mightve been thinking of what name to use once and thought of victor. and then sat there in stunned silence with himself and with the subconscious admission that he likes victor's name enough to consider using it. i'm ill
Kick him Fukuzawa...kick him...
Richard waiting to be let into the Greek class like
Ok everyone let’s think beautiful thoughts about masculine women today.
On my knees begging for more pregchuu🙇♀️🙏
Here :3
Parasite's paradise
Incoming, New Unhinged Fyodor Theory!!!
What if Ueda is that man??
He's been imprisoned for 1500 years at least. We know Fyodor's immortal.
What if this has all been a plan to set his boyfriend free? What if Fyodor was the one to imprison Ueda in the first place? What if Sigma is watching their entire toxic immortal 'not enemies, not lovers, but worse' courtship right now and we're missing it!?
Can't decide which version I like more, sooooo here's both!
i am bright and gleaming the visage of you, wholly i am unshapen and torn with the hope of meeting you halfway
when you laugh, i join but alone i am hollow i sit quiet and wait until you turn that light on
i weep sometimes the thought of you sick of your own reflection but i just can't help it anymore
it's fine, i've been discarded before just toss me out, throw me away cracked, faded, and gone thinking of you as i wait
and when they come along, they'll see a mirror that needs to be cleaned but they won't find themselves in it instead, the visage of a hundred before
there is nothing that i like to do except ask these little questions that i already know the answer to just to hear you speak a little more
i have nothing left to say just let me hear more about you let me listen and disappear until what's left of me is you
atsushi’s way of moving on being to scream out all his feelings of hatred because for so long he’s been unable to find a voice against the orphanage director. akutagawa’s way of moving on being no longer thinking of dazai but of atsushi instead and changing his reason for living (think can you give me a reason to live?). their journeys for healing are different but they directly contradict the reason they were trapped in abuse—atsushi’s fear vs akutagawa’s desire for acknowledgement. sskk u moved me
fandom is so weird you never know how old anyone is but you just kinda assume most of them are around your age until proven otherwise and then one day someone is talking about their 9 year old kid on your dash and another person is saying they just finished 10th grade. wild.
Asagiri be like "here's a new chapter!" and it's just Akutagawa being gay
Going on an adventure at Anakt Garden ~~
no sorry i dont really use instagram, i can contact you via ouija board, spirit box, fluctuations in temperature, flickering lights, and certain rituals. i am also on tumblr.
I was hoping that I had finally found a great artist, but it turned out that you draw transchuu 🤢
HELL YEAH BITCH 😈😈😈 i'm too good for u
"He was like one of those pictures full of small errors, the kind you could only pick out by searching the image from every angle, and even then, a few always slipped by."
ahhhh i love this little goober so much can you tell
+ the only eli version :))
fellas is it gay to fondly reminisce of your partner while you're in mortal danger?
cutest couple in the world
the getaway driver & his gunman | theyre the duo you probably didnt want to run into on the road at night 🏍💨
I lost the reference image but when I saw it I knew what had to be done
bc i cannot stop thinking about how each of them would be if they were gen z 🤍 tried to keep all of this as true to character as possible
Edmund ‘Bunny’ Corcoran
- Writes his essays with Chat GPT last minute
- Uses swipe to text
- Doesn’t have Marion on Snap (at least for a good, long while)
- Always has a cookie or snack cake with him when he showers
- Voted for Trump proudly
- Does not, somehow, own a MAGA hat. or at least, he doesn’t have one at Hampden
- Spends hundreds of dollars on Subway Surfers and Minion Rush every month
- Will not get anything with cinnamon dusting bc he inhaled cinnamon in public once by mistake
- Often sells Cloke ½ of his ADHD meds
- Makes Henry pick up his prescriptions
- Bluetooth Headphones. Bunny gives me major Beats vibes, tbh
- His favorite candies are Satellite Wafers
Francis Abernathy
- Keeps a refillable vape on his person at all times (his is silver and as small as refillables come,) but also has Strawberry Lemonade Loon disposables hidden places he frequents. Two in his coat pocket. One in his book bag. One hidden in his room. Two hidden at henry’s. Even one in an empty classroom at the Lyceum. He smokes cigarettes sometimes, too, but likes the accessibility of vaping
- Complains often about the TikTokification of “quiet luxury” and “dark academia”
- He has both WebMD apps
- Plays computer Sims at night & has a Sim for each person in the Greek Class. He keeps this secret bc in his Sims game, he’s married to Charles
- Walks out of the room when politics come up
- Spends time practicing writing in different fonts
- Has a pretty sizable internet following, most specifically on TikTok because he posts his outfits to brooding sounds. To his knowledge, the group is unaware. (Except Charles, anyway.)
Richard Papen
- Always asking Judy and Francis if he can hit their vapes. Will not touch Charles’s vape with a 10 foot pole.
- Dab pen under the mattress
- ‘Borrows’ Bunny’s adderall on occasion
- Sleeps through the day & forgets to eat so frequently that he has a permanent $800 dining dollar balance
- He peels his lighters until they’re white and leaves them around campus
- Has a 3 year long Duolingo streak in one language. Scottish Gaelic, of all things.
- Follows Francis’s TikTok on a burner account and spends hours stalking his posts
- He likes brat, secretly. He listens to it at Judy’s while they gossip and get high
- He’s very into Letterboxd even though he doesn’t often watch movies anymore
- A day does not go by that he is not at least looking on Depop
Henry M Winter
- Has a flip phone that he keeps in the breast pocket of his coat
- Everyone thinks he doesn’t know how to text but Camilla showed him (her first phone was a flip phone,) he just texts her and Bunny exclusively. it takes him 15 minutes to draft a text, though, so Bunny usually calls instead
- Has a collection of bespoke vintage lighters
- Keeps a single pair of unworn Golden Goose sneakers at his parents house bc he’s fascinated by the way they look so beat up and awful, yet so expensive in the same breath.
- His suits are all custom
- Always one slip of the tongue away from passionately ranting about AI & US literacy rates, or how people who vape are cowards
- Has a very large stash of swiss chocolate in his bedroom
- Bunny forced him to buy a signed Duran Duran record during one of his phases & Henry still listens to it on occasion
- Francis gifted him The Cure’s Three Imaginary Boys & Wish on vinyl freshman year and he very much enjoys listening to those on occasion as well.
- Has a 10 step Korean skincare routine
- Will not drink soda of any kind. Water, coffee, and good liquor only. On very rare occasion he’ll have some juice
- He orders his liquor online because he can’t find anything good local, and Julian always signs for it. This started when he was 18 & just kept going on, even after he could sign for things himself
- Has never voted. Does not look at the news in any capacity. Would not know who the president is if it wasn’t for Bunny
- Once expressed that he found the Eras Tour rather grand & everyone pretended not to hear him because how does he even know what that is
Camilla Macaulay
- Always looking for an excuse to mention one of 3 things: how she does not have much of an internet presence, how she’s the only girl she knows who doesn’t like Taylor Swift, & how she only reads weird girl literature and classics.
- Does not carry cigarettes bc she likes to just take them from Charles or Henry
- Giggles (at least internally) every time she thinks of or speaks to Bunny after she has read Bunny by Mona Awad
- Learned how to do laundry on YouTube when she first moved to Hampden (their family always sent laundry out)
- She knits
- She tints her lashes at home to keep up the illusion of not wearing makeup
- Borrows Francis’s vape often (when Henry isn’t looking)
- Has a Samsung frame TV in her bedroom & she uses it to play study ambience that’s just paintings and classical music
- At one point she has the same haircut as Charles. They’re surprisingly difficult to tell apart when this is the case.
Charles Macaulay
- He’s got an instagram DM roster he can’t even scroll to the bottom of
- Has a tiny tattoo on his ribs of Camilla’s initials (which are also his initials- he was blacked out when he got it) and as a result refuses to swim in the summer
- He likes wax sealing envelopes. It’s relaxing
- Smokes Camel Blues (Lights) & carries a Cool Mint Puffbar disposable vape for when he inevitably loses those
- Has been known to purchase a blueberry RedBull on occasion, though he usually chugs it before anyone else in the Greek Class can see
- Also uses a burner account to stalk Francis on tiktok. Francis knows it’s him, though, because he wasn’t very inventive with the username (when will he learn to leave it as user random numbers??)
- His entire fyp on that account is Francis, people who look strikingly similar to Francis, & slime tutorials with Lifetime movies playing
- Wired headphones truther
why are they making this everyone else's problem 😟🤨
I didn't know ordeal was the new word for boyfriend
A not so conventional family walk…
Yuri can have a slack line but Osamu?… never
🧑🦯