Been playing AC 2 a lot lately
Part 4 of these, I wanted to make some more
I just cut my hand and in a snap! Something out of Edgar Allen Poe has happened 😰
happy halloween!! 🎃
and very, very often, self care is not plants and ice rollers and fluffy blankets of peace.
it’s standing over your kitchen sink and crying while doing the dishes because you just want to go back to bed but the dishes need done. and you don’t know why you’re crying but you're trusting you need it. and you aren’t listening to the music that pulls you into a spiral; you’re listening to some cheerful shit your friend sent you. it’s getting up and staring at your fridge and closing your eyes and then cooking yourself food even though you hate it and it’s miserable. because you know that you’d cook for your friend, and you are trying to befriend yourself. it’s dragging yourself into the shower because you know you’ll feel better afterwards. it’s doing mundane tasks with patience, cursing under your breath, trying desperately to give yourself grace. grace is the beginning of care. care is the beginning of love.
we think it’s supposed to be peace and yet the most powerful self care moments are when we hate everything but especially ourselves. and life does not feel worth the loving. to look into that pain and yet choose to care for yourself in however many pieces you are — that is care. love. grace. trust. belief. it hurts because it’s love where there was no love before. it heals because it believes there will be love, one day, soon.
NEED!
Twitter OP is the one making them, by the way.
Cal and Merrin name their firstborn daughter Cere.
After that, when Merrin is pregnant again, this time with a boy, Greez can't help but joke about the baby being named after him.
They all know the real reason why the baby won't be named Greez. But Greez doesn't know that Cal and Merrin actually discussed it. Didn't want to replace him with a baby by the same name. Didn't want to tempt fate to kill him. They would name a child after Greez in a heartbeat. But you name babies after dead people.
None of this is said out loud. Instead they joke:
"Nah this one's gonna be called Beedee," Cal quips whilst rubbing the droid's head.
"I've always liked the name Turgle," replies Merrin, completely straight faced.
"Monk has done a lot for us, and the jedi were known as monks so it would be fitting," muses Cal.
"Poncho." is Merrin's deadpan response when the question is asked yet again.
They call the boy Jaro.
Within the first hour or two of playing:
Micah broke his stereo
Cain ran away and made everyone continuously sad for three days
Arthur was the only one who could hold down a job
Micah walked around naked. Constantly.
Dutch discovered a passion for cooking
Micah discovered a passion for mixology
Kieran was cooking on the BBQ and got so flustered when Arthur flirted with him that he set himself on fire. Twice.
Micah got pregnant with Dutch's baby after woohooing in a bush
Kieran became self aware and just stood staring at me like this
@sporadicboinglerstealer2000 and I both need eyebleach.
i think it is unjust to deny a child their right to dig a hole motivelessly