chara can you please kill me please just kill me i don’t think i should life so please if don’t kill then i will because kill me will make me happier will you kill me because i never knew anything outside pain anger suffering sadness depression grief loss so will you take the life of this suicidal human being
Hello. This ask has caused me a lot of pain and confusion. I meant to speak with you privately but i could not have access to a dm.... I will say this, please be okay and not hurt yourself... at the very least please seek help from loved ones or people you have there with you that you trust.. please open up with them somehow and ask for help. Just talk things out, and please have a little courage to admit what is hurting you to them. Please do not listen to strangers in the internet who will tell you and feed your most helpless thoughts. It's just a small step to talk to your trusted people and slowly find yourself again. Please stay determined. Thank you.
Bulimia
Stereotypes:
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Real:
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(This is just something I’ve noticed in most illnesses/conditions, but I’m putting it here because I think about it most often with this) Most illnesses/conditions surface in teenagers and adolescents. Why? I’m sure hormones have to do with this, but as you reach adulthood, your parents are officially no longer in charge of keeping you fed and healthy. I think that’s why (more so with eating disorders) it happens around this age. Cause trust me, it’s hard to fast, diet, or binge eat when you have parents. Please don’t ask why I know that... So... That’s just what I’ve noticed. What do you think?
If you want to learn more:
Bulimia nervosa - Mayo Clinic
Childhood Abuse
Stereotypes:
Because I suffered from child abuse, I have PTSD
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Real:
By all means, they can. But not everyone does. If you and your sibling were abused, your sibling could get it and not you. Not only PTSD, but just about everything. Depression, not guaranteed. Anxiety, nope. Suicidal, definitely not.
Child Abuse is a serious problem, though.
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If you want to learn more:
Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder
Stereotypes:
They don’t care about how they act
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Real:
They absolutely care how they act. I have a friend who suffers badly from ADHD. And he is constantly stressed because of how he often acts. He tries very hard to be “responsible” and “normal”. But it’s also very hard for him. Of course, that’s when he’s on his meds. But even when he wasn’t, we were at work, helping people, and I told him to be responsible he looked at me apologetically and said “I know, I’m trying.”
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If you want to learn more:
How to ADHD (YouTube Channel) Ah, I love this channel it has helped me so much in understanding my friends and in writing Muffet. If you don't want to watch everything but are still interested in learning about it, here are just a few of their videos that really help to explain ADHD How to (Explain) ADHD (and make sure to check out the description and pinned comment for even more explanations) The Problem with Masking ADHD and Autism (burnout, etc.)
I finished it. So please, let me explain what this is.
First, it’s Undertale September, but I decided to just do everything at once. Second, I liked the idea of every character being from a different AU. This was pretty much randomly assigned, so I had to design a few of the characters that didn’t previously exist in the story. Third, I liked @tatatale‘s Palette Challenge so I did every character in a different palette.
And so, I ended up with this
Gasttale Frisk by (unknown), palette 11 Stroyshift Asriel by voltrathelively, palette 12 Spirittale Flowey by my friend (Belle), palette 12 Chesstale Chara by (unknown), design by me, palette 3 Xtale Toriel by Jakei, palette 4 Underswap Napstablook by Popcorn Pr1nce, palette 15 Underlust Sans by NSFWShamecave, palette 6 Birdtale Papyrus by Greyscales(I think?), palette 7 Undertale Annoying Dog by Toby Fox, palette 18 Magusverse Grimm(Grillby) by xfr3eax, palette 19 Burstale Shopkeeper by Aymar, design by me, palette 10 Othertale Undyne by Superyoumna, palette 1 Overtale Gerson by (unknown), design by me, palette 2 Horrortale Mad Mew Mew by SourAppleStudios, design found online, palette 13 Underpray Shyren by (unknown), design by me, palette 4 Dancetale Monster Kid by Teandstars, design by me, palette 15 FNaFtale Temmie by JadaE (me), palette 16 GZtale Alphys by Golzy Blade Dee, palette 17 Quantumtale Burgerpants by perfectshadow06, palette 8 Underdecay Mettaton by Little-Noko, palette 9 Deltarune Bratty by Toby Fox , palette 1 Reapertale Catty by Renrink, design by me, palette 20 Epictale Muffet by Yugogeer, palette 2 Neurosistale Asgore by JadaE (me), palette 3 Deathflower Gaster River Person by JadaE (me), palette 5 Clickertale Onion-san by Vitjok, design by me, palette 20
AUs that landed on the amalgamates (which kept them the same): Underfell by Underfella (Memoryhead, palette 14) Outertale by 2mi127 (Lemon Bread, palette 5) Endertale by TC-96 (Reaper Bird, palette 16) Glitchtale by Camila Cuevas (Endogeny, palette 17) Abysstale by Meta-kaz (Snowdrake’s Mother, palette 18)
You can ask me as the creator or you can ask any of the Neurosistale characters. I am not opening asks for Specified!Neurosistale yet.
Some of the asks will be answered in comics. Most will not. It depends on the amount of time I have, and how important I feel it is for people to read.
Two reminders, 1) I suggest using Anonymous, especially for more personal subjects. I want people to realize they aren't alone and I was these characters to give comfort to my followers. 2) I am not a therapist.
Please remember, you are never alone.
This was worth the extra time it took to color.
DV!Error and Avarice by @abrasive002
I’ve completely startled myself. Do you realize how short a month is? Like I’m trying to finish something by beginning of November. Oh, I’ve got month and a half. No biggy. No. That’s five weeks. Five weeks And weeks are shockingly short. I mean, I’ve been in school for what, three weeks? And I feel like I started a week ago. I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO FINISH THIS!! Not with 12 hours of coding homework every week!
So I started publishing Faded Gold like four weeks ago... But I didn’t mention it. So I’m mentioning it now.
Quotev Wattpad
I have a reminder to publish Tuesdays and Thursdays. Time unspecified. But really, just expect two chapters every week. Because sometimes life and school gets ahead of me in every possible way you can think of.
It’s just a giant mountain pile of things to do. But it’s fine, because on the other side of that mountain is depression. So we keep slowly chipping at the mountain because if we don’t, it’ll get bigger and depression will try to walk around it. But it we keep chipping at it, depression will sit there and wait, expecting it to eventually be gone and then it doesn’t have to do any work to get to me. ....... I’m going to go prove to myself I remember CSS from five years ago, now.
Oh, something random (since I started and don’t want to keep doing homework right now), I’ve been watching the Tumblr Sexyman stuff on Twitter that’s happening. I don’t have Twitter, but it’s a ton of fun to watch. I’ll probably draw who I’m voting for based on how he places. All I know when writing this is the character I’ve been voting for the entire time is in the final two. What am I doing with my life
I’m also working on another larger project. I’m 80% done, and will be posting that for Undertale’s Anniversary (Sep 15) because determination to complete something by the time I want to.
I need the motivation boost...
OKay back to homework now.
I drew his shoes correctly and now I like the design eVeN mOrE??
He's sitting on the fridge because the couch is boring. Or something.
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Doomverse by @abrasive002
(Abrasive, if you ever want me to stop tagging you, let me know =) )
National Eating Disorder Awareness (NEDA) Week ends tomorrow so I figured I'd draw some of the Neurosistale characters...
Also I think this is my first time showing Noelle's design.
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Grillby: Bulimia
Noelle: Anorexia
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Neurosistale by me (JadaE)
Undertale/Deltarune by Toby Fox