Sadjapes - Japes

I just feel so ugly inside and out.

“Stop justifying, defending, and explaining yourself. If something is correct for you, move forward with confidence.”

— Unknown

it sucks because for a minute i was happy, for a minute i was getting better, for a minute i had hope, but in a minute i lost it all again

I'm alone but maybe one day I won't be. After suffering from schizophrenia for 5 years and multiple hospitalizations and ruining all my friendships I hope I can find something or somebody to talk to and relate to. I hope one day I can do something with my art. I am scared and have been canceled before. I have made so many mistakes in life and left places feeling less than. But I hope it will be okay one day and the pain will go away.

To avoid disappointment, stop seeing the good in people and start seeing exactly what they’ve shown you.

computers, spirals, general tech.

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You deserve to not be in pain