Sadjapes - Japes

It’s okay to mourn the things you lost because of trauma. Including the time you lost. But try not to forget you still have time ahead of you. You can never get the lost time back but you can still find happiness.

More Jake I dug up. More quarter angles. It just happens that way. I'm perpetually trying to draw a nice icon but I always end up failing.

my mental illness is going to ruin every friendship, every relationship, it’s going to fucking destroy everything and i don’t know how to stop it

you do not miss them btw. you miss the version of them you created in your head to which they never lived up to

do u ever miss your own energy. like damn what happened to me

You're valid if you're upset that other people were shocked by your trauma when you disclosed it and you felt like there wasn't room for your own feelings. You're valid if you're upset that other people weren't shocked enough and feel like maybe it means your trauma wasn't that bad (spoiler: it was).

"you need to let it go" that would be really cool, unfortunately I'll take it with me to the grave

choices made in anger is such a crazy image. if you know what i'm talking about